Cucked in my Classroom
High school teachers aren't supposed to have favorites.
Or crushes....
But god help me, I did like Amber.
A little too much.
Ok, maybe crush was too strong a word. Attraction, infatuation, desire, whatever I wanted to call it. I hadn't wished for it. I tried to will it away. Probably the same line every creepy old man gave about the teenage girl that got him stiff daily. Not from doing anything, just by existing in the presence of another creepy lecher.
Oh sure, there were days Amber wore shorts that weren't fingertip length, the kind that made me stare at her alabaster skin, so perfect with those dainty freckles. Or how she didn't even notice her breasts; they were smaller, only a little bigger than budding, but more than a sight most days when she didn't bother with a bra.
And worse, it was all so innocent.
She was the mousy, petite, still innocent looking people pleaser. Amber was the only senior I had with braces, or at least the only one I noticed. She had long chestnut hair, recently dyed with blonde tips, which I guess was fashionable. Who knows anymore? I'm 36, married with a baby girl, and long past my frosted tip phase.
Far too old to be staring gawk-mouthed at some eighteen-year old's boobs as she adjusted the hem of her top.
I made myself look up.
Then caught myself looking again, leaned over her test like that, the cleavage she had almost burst out of her blouse. Another inch, and I'd see her nipples.
I swallowed hard and stopped, peeling my eyes away from the lacy white strap of her bra. She adjusted absent-mindedly, tits rubbing together as she leaned over the exam.
God, I had to stop.
I walked around the classroom, pretending to focus on the other students, who were mostly finished with the exam.
AP English is dull and hard. Lots of students were just avoiding the rowdy on-level students, Amber included. It wasn't quite discrimination; anyone could ask to be placed in AP regardless of ability. But seniors took the class to avoid getting teased or beaten up, without much hope of college credit. By March, most were checked out, including Amber, who for the first time hoovered near failing.
It explained why she leaned over, breasts smushed against the desk, forehead furrowed in absent concentration as she scribbled into the blue book. Everytime she switched lines, her tits pressed firmly against the wood, the cleavage just about to pop out of the thin piece of fabric.
I was staring again...
Then the bell rang.
At once, every other student rushed from class, so ready to end the day that one kid left his exam on his desk for me to fetch. Grateful for the distraction, I grabbed the scantron and blue book, then looked back.
Amber was still writing, one hand suspiciously cupped at the top of her paper.
I moved a little closer, and watched her adjust awkwardly.
"Amber, what's in your hand?"
She placed her palm flat on the desk.
"Nothing... nothing Mr. Macron."
"Amber...."
I let the silence do the rest.
Slowly, she lifted her hand, revealing the crib sheet.
She looked down, slouching, again showing more cleavage than intended.
"I'm so sorry Mr Mac! I tried to read Wuthering Heights, but it was so long, and boring. And I can't, like, fail your class and run. Could you just...."
Her shoulders shrugged, and again I peeked down at those perfect, petite little curves.
"Amber..."
I kept glancing at the white cups of her bra, a little too big to conceal everything.