Chapter 1 - Spying on my Landlord
Paige sits down at her computer, and takes a deep breath before starting her stream.
She hits the button to go live and jumps into her opening lines
âHello everyone! VixenPhantasmal here with another night of grinding the ranked ladder! Tonight weâre gonna focus, weâre gonna win, and weâre gonna get wild! You know how it is around here,â Paige says. She really leans into her acting, embracing the over the top persona. Paige tries to channel the energy of an manic radio DJ, thinking back to the days she thought she was going to go to school for radio broadcasting.
Paige is in her early 20s. A bit on the chubby side. Her skin pale, not one to go out in the sun. Spending her days in a lab, or on her computer. Paige would normally keep her long auburn hair tied back for practical reasons, but likes to let it down for her stream. She thinks it looks better down, and with it down she can show off died streak on one side. Itâs a deep purple kind of color right now, but she likeâs to change it up frequently.
Paige starts up the game, and gets into it. Outward shes bubbly, happy, confident, but itâs a mask. She doesnât feel any of those things. But people like to watch her play games on the internet. She knows its not because sheâs any good, but because she has massive tits. But if people were willing to be pleasant and give her money, who was she to say no. Itâs a thin line to walk on both sides. Paige knows exactly what sheâs doing, chooses her outfit to be revealing but covering the important parts. Occasionally making a cute face, pressing her breasts together, or making them bounce. The unwritten rule however is the fans donât directly comment on it. Calling her cute, that can be OK. But the moment they start posting about how nice her breasts are or something like that, thatâs over the line. Positive vibes only. Nothing negative, nothing personal, nothing too sexual. Itâs a line that has to be drawn, sheâs an entertainer, not their friend. Certainly not their girlfriend.
Almost as if on queue, she gets a gross message in her chat, sexualizing her, calling her a bad player.
âOh my! Starting the bans early tonight I guess. Buh-Bye!â Paige says. Quickly banning the user and removing their messages from the chat. It happens often enough that itâs practically muscle memory at this point. Bigger streamers have people who do this for them, and she probably could too, but she doesnât like the idea of having people volunteer for her. Having people that feel like she owes them something. Maybe one day thats a bridge sheâll need to cross but for now its one woman show and thats how she likes it.
A one woman show unfortunately also describes her current relationship status. Paige was an awkward and nerdy girl growing up. A bit of an outcast, happier with a book or her computer than with other kids. When she graduated high-school she moved from her small town to the city of Boise. Not a huge city by any means, but much larger than her town. Paige attended BSU with a partial scholarship, it was the only way she could afford it. Even then by the time she was done with her Associates degree in Medical Lab Technology she had a mountain of student debt that weighed heavily on her, especially now that sheâs living on her own.
Paige spends her days working as a tech at a diagnostic lab. Sheâs only been there a few months, but the income at least let her move into a decent apartment instead of the gross student housing she was in. She was really surprised at how cheap it was for how nice it was. Paige rents the lower half of a pretty nice house from a quiet older woman, she guessed maybe just about middle aged. It seemed like maybe she was retired. Quiet, keeping mostly to her self. The only clue Paige had that the land lady was even home most of the time was lights and occasional sounds. Nothing too wild. Which worked for Paige, she would rather keep to herself anyway. Her world was online.
Paige gets a DM from a viewer. She knows before even opening it, itâs going to be asking for nudes, or for some kind of sex stuff. And of course it is, its someone offering her money for a photo of her nude. The user gets swiftly blocked. Paige doesnât do adult content, but on days where money is tight she thinks about it. If she could regularly get the kind of money people had offered her, it would make a big difference in her debt payments. Paige never does however. Partly due to not wanting to, and partly a lack of confidence. VixenPhantasmal was who she wished she could be, not who she was. Paige wants to be as confident, as happy as her assumed persona was, but itâs just an act.
An act that gets cut short, as the internet suddenly goes down.
âWhat the fuck?â Paige frantically resets her network adapter and tries to reconnect, but no luck. It must be down farther up the ladder. Unfortunately for Paige, her internet connection wasnât under her control. She shared a connection with the landlady upstairs, so it was kind of included in her rent.
Paige rushes up stairs to the common area their units open onto. Seeing light coming from under the door, she knocks on it. As she knocks she realizes she canât even remember the womans name. Paige struggles to remember, the name on the tip of her tongue. Samantha? Cynthia? Sally? None of those seemed right. Thereâs no answer at the door so she knocks again. Sandra? No. Sarah! Her name was Sarah! Paige goes to knock on Sarah's door a third time, louder, but notices the door isnât actually closed. Just pushed shut.
Paige knows she shouldnât. She should just go back down to her apartment and maybe text Sarah, or try phoning her. The internet could wait till morning really, couldnât it? No, it couldnât not really. She was willing to be a slight nuisance for it she decides. So Paige pushes the door open and walks into Sarahâs home.