It was now 2 weeks after my wife, Anita, came home secretly hiding John's cum on her nylon feet.
The two weeks since that night were surreal. Not a day went by that I didn't daydream about what I had done. Or better yet, what SHE had done. I fantasized about this plenty before but I never actually thought that she would do something like that. She had always been so conservative and self conscious about her body so it was crazy to imagine how much she had changed in such a short time. I severely underestimated the power that confidence had on someone personality.
Of course, she was wasn't some sex driven slut. Not even close. Sure, she didn't care what people thought of her now. Her need for social acceptance from her fellow women was now replaced by her need to be lusted after by any man she came into contact with. She wasn't desperate for this and she definitely didn't appear to be "trying too hard". However, I could tell that she gradually tried to flirt with all the men at her office based on the stories she would tell me.
She would often brag to me how she got a rise out of several of the men at work. I could tell these instances were real since they weren't so much a story but more of a slice of what happened that given day.
***
She explained to me that at her office, there is a break room near the far end of the floor that no one ever uses. The people who had moved from this department were moved to a higher floor of the building so it was rare that anyone ever travelled to this side. The only reason a few people visited this break room was for the coffee. Someone had stashed some high quality coffee away here and the few people that knew about it, took advantage of this by brewing it in secret.
Two guys at work, Steve and David, had let her in on this little secret and invited her to come chat with them on the abandoned side of the office. She accepted their invitation and met up with them in the break room.
Steve had already taken a seat at one of the tables with his legs parted wide and a smug look on his face. David was busy pouring himself a cup.
When they saw her walk in, their demeanor changed. They both greeted her casually but wouldn't take their eyes off her.
She said she felt a little scared at the moment but decided to stay. She didn't want to be rude.
Her heels made a hollow sound across the tile floor as she walked over to the coffee pot. Instead of offering her a cup, they simple said to help herself. This was part of their plan because by now, they were both sitting at the table watching her.
She purposely spilled a bit of coffee on the floor and began to clean it up with a paper towel. She daintily maneuvered her tight skirt so that it wouldn't rip when she bent over to clean up the coffee.
She said that she took her time cleaning this up and provided plenty of time for either of them to snap a mental picture or maybe even a real one.
When she turned around, Steve's spread legs displayed his massive hard on she had given him. It was obvious the signal he was sending.
As she was walking over to them, Angela walked in and drew all the sex right out of the room. Angela was not attractive but she was funny which allowed her to be part of the "cool kid" group. As soon as she walked in, everyone's posture corrected as if they were a bunch of kids that were just caught doing something bad.
Nothing else happened this instance but she bragged about how she waved her ass in front of them, making herself their private eye candy. This is what got her up for work every morning. Having coffee with Steve and David was the highlight of her mornings.
***
It was little tidbits like this that kept me on the edge nearly everyday. I ran into a problem though. With all the fantastic stories she would tell me and the small moments throughout her day, I was beginning to lose track of what was fiction and what was really happening. One day, I finally spoke up about it.
"I don't know what to believe anymore. I can't tell what is true and what is fantasy." I said.
"What does it matter? Either way, it still gets you off right?" She said In reply.
I thought about this. I didn't realize but what I was basically saying is that, I would like for these fantasies to truly happen. The more I thought about it, the more I grew frustrated with myself. I was in a paradox. I wanted the fantasy to become real but I didn't want the risk or the guilt associated with it. I wasn't ok with facing the humiliation I might receive. I was afraid to accept the consequences that might be involved. I didn't understand this just as I couldn't understand why it turned me on to lick John's cum off her feet. I felt disgusted with myself.
"It still gets you off, right?" She asked again.
I finally answered back "Yea...I guess...I don't know."
She could tell that I was lost in my own thoughts.
"What's the deal? Tell me what you're thinking." She said comfortingly.
I didn't know how to respond. I knew what I was thinking but I didn't understand it or even know how explain it. I struggled to find the right words.
"I guess...I just...I want to know if you're really doing these things. I like the fantasy of it all but I don't want you cheating on me." I said.
"Babe! I'm not cheating on you. I haven't slept with anyone or done anything else with anyone. I have just been having fun teasing you by telling stories. I thought you wanted that. I thought this is what you wanted. What happened with John was a one time thing." She replied.
I felt bad. I accused her of cheating on me. How could I think she would do that? She might be more confident with her sexuality but she wasn't a cheater. This was all my doing anyway.
I apologized.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean that you were cheating on me. I just meant that I didn't want you to do anything else with John or one of the other guys. I didn't mean it like that."
She accepted my apology. "It's ok babe. Don't worry about it. I still love you."
"I love you too." I responded.
A moment passed between us in silence.
"So does this mean that you want to stop this? I can stop telling you stories." She said.
I didn't want her to stop. I wanted this to keep going. Actually, I wanted it to go a little further but I was afraid to say it. I was afraid of what might happen afterwards. I said it anyway because she knew me too well. I wouldn't have been able to hide my feelings.
"No, don't stop. I like it. It's sexy. I've been so turned on nearly every day and it's really hot. It's just..." I trailed off.
She looked at me as if she was searching for the rest of my sentence in my eyes.