This time it was real. The doorbell really rang...and it was really Lil, wearing a slinky dress showing her considerable cleavage and the same, strappy heels Jerry remembered her wearing at Charlie and Lil's last party, though these were black. And unlike the current fashion, her legs weren't bare but instead filled a pair of sheer nylon stockings. She looked into Jerry's wide eyes, and, unsmilingly said "can I come in?"
"Lil!...of course! Come in!" He held the door wide open as this sultry surprise waltzed past him and, putting a small travel bag down, flopped on Jerry's couch!
"If you want me to stay," said the rather unconventional and unpredictable Lil, "you can remove my shoes."
Jerry, as he was during Lil's last visit...in his fantasy, was flummoxed!
"Are you ok?"
"Do you want me to stay?"
"Of course," mumbled Jerry, under his breath.
"Then why don't you remove those shoes you seemed to enjoy so much last time I wore these in red. Charlie's place. Remember?"
Jerry swallowed, knelt down and undid the ankle strap on Lil's right shoe. Her right leg was crossed over her left. Jerry eased the shoe off with his right hand as his left remained gently holding Lil's foot.
"It's alright, Jerry, you can hold it if you like."
Jerry wondered what she referred to by "it"...and if Lil were really here this time...or if this was a re-enactment of his old fantasy...as Lil uncrossed her legs.
"You can undo the other one, Jerry...and you can take off my stockings if you want to have sex."
It was a bit much to take in at the moment and Jerry needed to pause. "How come you happened to drop by tonight, Lil?"
"I guess you're not all that enthusiastic about the sex, ehy, Jerry! Well, to tell the truth, I wouldn't have sex with you anyway." Lil took a long, contemplative pause. "Lauren and I broke up...and I figured she'd eventually wind up here. I just wanted to beat her to it. Stealing some of your attentions turned me on. Lauren still has it on for you, Jerry, and that always excited me, although I admit to being jealous as hell." Another silence; then: "Anyway, I'm as gay as they come and you don't turn me on. But I don't mind the attention," she smiled, "if you jerked off in front of me right now, I wouldn't mind. In fact, I think I'd like it! Remember those shoes and my stockings I sent you after Charlie's party? Why don't you check out my feet now? Go on, touch yourself, Jerry, don't be shy!... How about...um... one shoe off and one shoe on?" Lil diddled with the one removed shoe. "Come on, Jerry, masturbate for me?"
It sounded as if Lil was a little tipsy.
"You're joking, of course. Right, Lil? You want me to jerk off...here...in front of you?"
Lil affected a pout. "Oh, poor Jerry. Did you want to touch my feet? Was that it?" My legs? Would that do it?"
"I think you're a little upset, Lil. What say we have a drink? Bourbon, I recall?"
"Fine!"