What were the odds...
Cassie had just teased me during sex that she would try to seduce Joe and have sex with him next time he was in town. In the moment, I found that extremely hot, but right now, I wasn't so sure. I had a hard time differentiating when Cassie was being serious or just fantasizing. Whenever I imagined Cassie and Joe lying in bed naked and getting intimate, I immediately became aroused. That said a lot. Deep down, I felt like I wanted it to happen. However, a big part of me kept resisting the idea for several reasons; what would this mean for our marriage? Could this ruin our friendship with Joe? Would I be able to deal with my jealousy? Those were the types of questions I was asking myself at the same time as Joe texted me.
He had asked me if he could come over on Saturday, not more than two minutes after Cassie and I had fantasized about Joe fucking her. Some kind of twisted supernatural force was at work here.
Cassie thought the timing of that text to be hilarious. Her attitude towards this coincidence calmed me.
"No fucking way. This has to be a sign" Cassie said as she crashed on the bed with the biggest smile. "Well... I think it's obvious that I have to have sex with Joe this weekend!" she teased.
"Are you actually being serious right now or just messing around to tease me?" I asked with a more serious tone. I wanted to clarify her actual intentions.
"Eric... I love you and I love to please you. I keep noticing how much it turns you on to talk about this kind of stuff, so I tease you when I can about it. It actually really turns me on too." she explained.
"Oh, so you're just teasing, you wouldn't ACTUALLY have sex with Joe" I asked.
Cassie turned towards me, "Well, why don't you tell me what YOU want?"
"I am not sure. Part of me would think that it would be crazy hot if you actually had sex with Joe, but my rationality is warning me that it's not a good idea" I explained.
"Ok, well let's talk about it. What are you so scared about?"
"I am wondering what that would mean for our marriage, if I would be too jealous to handle it and I am a bit worried that it would make things awkward with Joe."
"Those seem like perfectly normal concerns; I've actually been thinking about those too. Our marriage is amazingly strong. Our communication is great; we've always talked about our problems before they've gotten worse, we find solutions and we both thrive to make each other happy. I love you more than anything in this world and I would never do anything to hurt you. You need to let me know what you are comfortable with and what you are not comfortable with and I will respect it. I expect the same from you. You're my husband, my love, the one who gets to be with me at the end of the day. The only reason I'd even consider having sex with another man would be just for us to live a new experience as a couple, something we can BOTH enjoy. If I ever had sex with another man, it would only be that, sex" Her tone was very reassuring. She was always amazing at reassuring me. I was really happy in my marriage and I trusted Cassie, I knew she would never do anything to hurt me. I was excited to realize that she was convincing me that this may be a good idea.
"I can enjoy sex with a big dick and you can enjoy your cuckold fetish" she added, almost under her breath, switching back to her teasing tone.
"So, what about Joe? This could screw up our whole friendship with him" I asked.
"Eric... Joe is the most... open, non-judgmental guy I've ever met. I've never seen him not on-board with something, I've never seen him uncomfortable or awkward... Joe loves us and would never make it weird. That's my opinion." I knew she was right. Joe was that kind of guy. No stress, just did his thing, never made a big deal out of anything and never seemed to judge.
"So, you think I should text him back and tell him he can come over Saturday?"
"Yes! Of course! But before you do I want to clarify some things. First of all, if he comes over, I may or may not have sex with him. But I want you to be prepared for both. Take the next days to think about how that would make you feel and let me know if there's a problem either way BEFORE Joe gets here." I agreed. That made sense and I appreciated having time to think about it.
She added, "...I know this kind of fantasy turns you on, but it wouldn't turn me on to see you with another woman." I had not even thought about being with another woman, but now that she mentions it, I guess it's a logical reaction to think that if she is allowed to have sex with men, I should be allowed to have sex with women. She continued, "...so, what I am saying is that, I want you to think about if you are ok with me having sex with Joe, without you being able to have sex with another woman. Don't answer this now, take a few days to think about it."
Cassie had this way of getting very involved in a specific aspect of our marriage and taking charge. Normally she would let me handle the everyday decisions around the household and wouldn't get involved. But when she took charge of something, she didn't go half-way. It seemed that she was definitely taking charge of our sex life.
"All good?" She asked.
"Yup."
"Alright, you can text him now. Tell him I miss him" she giggled.
After what seemed like the longest three days of my life, I was about to share my thoughts with Cassie. Joe was coming over tonight and I had spent the last three days dealing with an internal-struggle, bouncing between a whole bunch of different emotions, but I seemed to have found some clarity.
"Hey baby, I thought about the things you told me to think about a couple of days ago, regarding Joe's visit." I told her.
"And? What's the verdict?"
"I'll be honest. I think it would be incredibly hot if you had sex with Joe tonight. I love you and feel secure enough in our relationship to let it happen."
"What about the fact that I wouldn't want you to have sex with other women?"
"That's fine, I wasn't really interested in that anyways."
"Ok wow, baby! I am not promising that I am going to have sex with Joe, but I am happy that you trust me, and that I have the 'green light'". She kissed me on the cheek. "Love you so much" she said to me as she was looking at me with loving eyes.
"I need to get ready for tonight actually." She said, as she went upstairs to shower.
Once she got out of the shower, she called me up. "Baby? Can you come here for a second please?"