3rd Day: Commitment & Punishment
Next morning, I was up and dressed when the bedroom bell rang. In no time I was knocking Madame's door. I entered the room and knelt besides the bed as usual.
-Come closer, slave! She ordered.
Still on my knees, I crawled until my head touched the bed. She sat on the bed, resting her soles on my head, pushing it hardly to the floor. I had to turn my head so that the right side of my face was touching the floor, while the other side was supporting her feet.
-Next time you present yourself, be sure to be properly shaved! Your bristles annoy the skin of my soles. Unless this is your idea of skin remover, she joked.
She rubbed her soles hardly on my face.
-Fetch me my breakfast! She said lifting her feet from my face.
I ran downstairs to prepare her breakfast. After some time I was back, holding the breakfast dish. I waited for her to tell me where to put it. She sat on the right side of the bed, resting her back on the pillows. I placed the dish on her lap and knelt beside the bed. She started eating. Then she spread her right leg out of the bed. I was ready to take her bare foot gently on my hands, bending down until I touched the floor. She wanted me to worship her, I thought and began kissing her foot passionately. She didn't say a word. She simply went on with her breakfast. Yes, she had gorgeous feet, I realized that. They were perfect. She was right again. I fell in love with her feet. Now I was certain. And somehow I felt happy for this.
She certainly enjoyed her breakfast, with me gently holding her foot in my hands, offering my best kisses. I was kissing each separate toe, then going on with the rest of her foot, finishing with her ankle and starting all over again from her lovely toes.
Yes, I thought. This is what I liked, this is what I always wanted, now I knew. There's no reason asking myself why. This is it, and no more. I'll become her dedicated slave and I'll do my best to keep her satisfied and keep my place at her service. If my only reward was to be allowed to kiss her divine feet, thus showing my dedication, then so be it. I would be very happy with this reward, and do my best to be able to receive it. Yes, I told myself! It's a great honor for me to kiss her feet. I actually felt grateful that she offered me this honor. For the first time in my life I felt so good, even so happy. Yes, I assured myself. I'll become the best slave she ever had. I'll do anything she orders me. I'll become anything she likes. I'll offer her my body and mind to do anything she decides with them. She knows what's good for me, so I'll obey her beyond any doubt. And I'll always receive with gratitude any rewards she thinks appropriate for me. Suddenly tears started dropping from my eyes. Tears of happiness, joy and fulfillment. My Madame realized this. She lifted my face with her foot. She then touched my eyes with her toes. She felt my tears on her lovely skin.
-Look at me , slave! She ordered.
For the first time after we met, I was able to look at her in the face. How beautiful she was! How magnificent! My eyes were wet with tears, she could now see it.
-You're crying! She said surprised. She put the dish on the side.
Why are you crying? Speak slave!
-Forgive me Madame, I said, her beautiful foot still in my hands.
-I cry because I feel so happy. I realized how right you were telling me about my destiny. I just realized that being your obedient slave is exactly what I always wanted, without understanding it. My only purpose in life is to serve you any way I can. You were so right straight from the beginning. I was so stupid not to have understood. This is the reason I cry, Madame.
She looked at me carefully. She wasn't angry. She started speaking slowly.
-One thing I'll never tolerate is lies. Do you lie to your lady, slave?
-No Madame, I cried. I only wished there was a way to convince you.
-Considering you're telling the truth and your intentions are sincere, there are a couple of ways to put you in test. But you must be very sure of your decisions. So far we were talking of something temporary. Now you talk about a permanent situation. Is this what you're thinking?
-Yes, Madame! My only objective for the rest of my live will be to serve you, in any way you think appropriate.
-You have to do more than what you did so far to convince me of your intentions, she said seriously. Are you ready for this? Are you sure you aren't going to regret it, or even change your mind? I hate people who don't have straight plans for their lives.
-Yes Madame, I'm absolutely sure. Just show me the way. My decision is final. I'll be your personal slave for as long as I live. Or for as long as you want me, I added softly.
Her face was still serious. No doubt she was taken by surprise by my new attitude. She was probably counting the possibilities. Or even trying to figure out if I was telling the truth. If only I could find a way to convince her.
-OK slave, she said finally. We'll give it a try.
First of all, you have to quit your previous job, do you agree?