Ms. Handlesmen's right hand brought me pain while her left brought me pleasure, 'twas a teeter-totter of love I rode, in complete abandon.
Yesterday the job began as one of the roughest and ended as one of the most memorable. For the first time in my life I beheld a woman's breast. Not just any woman's breast, Ms. Handlesmen's breast. It was after hours and I was in the process of receiving yet another bonus. I was proud to have earned one every day so far and planned on earning one every day from then on.
I was where I belong on the floor kneeling before Ms. Handlesmen. She sat with her legs crossed while enjoying one of her favorite cigars, the spicy aroma of which only served to tickle the air about the moment. She was without jacket or blouse and sat conversing with the secretary, who sat in the chair behind me. They carried on in a professional business fashion, while encouraging me to act out my most disgusting fantasies. To their delight and after only three days, I was degrading myself in ways I'd never imagined possible. I acted like a small horny puppy that'd just found a leg to hump, only it was a hand and it didn't push me away. Everyone encouraged my prostitution, my self-mortification whenever it began, and I never let them down.
I was in Ms. Handlesmen's slickened left hand, with my body draped up her arm. Both my arms and hands clutched her slender limb, as I might a lover's body and I kissed her shoulder tenderly, tempting privileges I'd not been granted. I couldn't help staring at the breast nearest me, and it's neighbor, which I could see through the well-stretched material of a flimsy bra. The transparent fabric was stretched to it's limit around each mammary and I could actually see both nipples. They were long and they were thin, they were pink for sure and they looked very swollen, very hard. They were threatening to poke through the silk skins, their ultra-thin prisons.
I will always remember and cherish that evening with Ms. Handlesmen. She was talking with the secretary as I continued humping her hand in an escalating frenzy. I attempted not to hurry the experience, not to rush what I wished never to end. She put down her cigar, caught and looked down into my eyes. She pierced through the haze of enchantment that clouded my vision and corralled my egolessness. Her free hand, led by her long fingers, dipped into her bra.
"Have you been a good boy, Joey," she asked. With rapid miniature movements I jiggled my head up and down 'yes'. I could see her hand begin squeezing her tit, playing with it and preparing it for my dreams. I felt ready for its possible exposure, but I dared not move my eyes while hers held mine as they did.
Ms. Handlesmen's expression didn't allow me to move, to look away or even glance at her breast, but my peripheral vision, steered by passion, eluded her control. During the past three days I'd become adept at interpreting visions outside my direct line of sight, it developed as a natural byproduct of obedience. While my eyes stayed transfixed to hers, my mind watched her hand fondle the breast.
Seemed to me she was mauling the breast and it was swelling in her hand as a result. Her self-manipulations made me hotter and provided me a better idea of the tit's size and resiliency. I also noticed she was working the cup of her bra down, over her hand and away from the mammary. Suddenly my heart stopped along with my breath and time, as she scooped the mound of flesh out over the top of her bra and moved her hand aside. My cock swelled in her grip as my mind grappled with interpretations of subliminal images. I was concerned with my heart and catching my breath, but could do little about either while attempting to regain my tempo. Though the magnificent orb was now displayed, my eyes had yet to explore it in any direct way. They had yet to escape Ms. Handlesmen, but their desires showed only too well.
"Joey, don't be vulgar, keep your eyes where they belong and right now that's with mine, like this," my cruel lover said. It was true, she could read my thoughts as well as dominate them. I broke down with a sorrowful frown, because more than anything else I wanted to look at that most wondrous part of my lover's anatomy. For the first time in my life a breast was there for me to see, right in front of my face, yet its owner had forbidden me to look at it. It wasn't easy, keeping my eyes from disobeying, but Ms. Handlesmen's foreboding look helped keep me in check. "By rights Joey, your eyes should never travel above my waist without permission, but like I've said, for some reason I'm more lenient with you then I've been with any other male. Possibly too lenient, but that's another matter. You'd like to look at my breast wouldn't you?" I looked at her in awe, with my mouth open.
"Yes ma'am," I barely blubbered in return. My mouth was full of cotton, arid and scratchy. I pressed my lips to her shoulder.
"Will you always stay an obedient little boy for me? Can I count on you to always submit without question, Joey," she asked. I knelt before this superb female, our eyes attached. Her eyes came with grappling hooks on the ends of long hemp lines. She'd dropped the hooks into mine, snared my Id and held me rapt. Meekly, I accepted her boot-stomping siege of my heart, never concerned as to why she hadn't simply opened the door. All the while, my enflamed mine imagined what my peripheral vision thought it saw and I of course shook my head 'yes'. "Then you may look at my breast Joey, you may look to your hearts content. If you're a good boy Joey and I mean a very good boy, then I may allow you to see it often. You'd like that, wouldn't you?" My head continued shaking 'yes' after my eyes sailed from the eyes of a snickering Ms. Handlesmen.
In a rush to gaze upon the opulent object, my eyes tore and severed the lines between us asunder. Ms. Handlesmen went back talking with the secretary, as if some meaningless insignificant transaction had just taken place. It was as if I'd become invisible, an inconsequential nuisance successfully shooed away, but I couldn't care less. I had what I wanted and it was again more then I'd hoped for.