Black Cock Addiction Pt 02

*Disclaimer. This story and the topic discussed in it is addictive. It can lead to irreversible changes in your body, life and perception. You are continuing at your own risk. The Author doesn't take responsibility for making you addicted to Black Cock or Men, or any changes this story can cause. You were warned.*

*Disclaimer 2. This story and other possibly added by this Author are fully made up by the Author, therefore they are fictional and shouldn't be used in any references.*

Getting hooked on Big Black Cock is not something you achieve in a day or in a week, or even in a month. It's a process that takes a lot of time. The basis of the Black Cock Addiction is time. It all starts from porn- almost always. And in most cases you fall in this addiction unwittingly. I know it may sound strange, but you don't just wake up on the one sunny morning and say to yourself- Okay, so from this day I will admire and serve Big Black Cocks. Almost everyone starts from the regular, common porn, and so did I. First scenes weren't any good in quality, girls weren't any gorgeous, but they still did a significant impression on me. I masturbated quite often, sometimes every day, and I quickly started being fussy with porn. I searched for scenes including girls with the best, biggest titties, prettiest faces, nicest bodies. But that escalated fast and I needed a stronger stimulus to get my appreciation. Normal soft porn was not enough for me anymore. I wanted something more special than another boring scene. So gradually I switched to mainly double penetration (DP) scenes, gangbangs, blowbangs, also BDSM scenes. I also started jerking off to cuckold interracial scenes or „mom/wife/girlfriend goes black." I preferred more rough and ruthless sex than soft and romantic porn- as if interracial hardcore gangbang could ever be (or not to be?) romantic. Gradually I was watching more and more interracial porn and most of it had more than one Black Cock in it. But I didn't suspect my actions to be any strange. After all it was 100% straight porn- all fine, right? But the total number of Black Cocks I was viewing almost daily was growing.

The same applies to you. You probably watch porn already. Do a little review of what turned you on at the beginning of your porn path, and what you watch mostly now. How much interracial porn do you watch? Surely not enough. Try to increase the amount of interracial porn and the frequency of watching it. If you still have favourite pornstars, go check if they shot interracial scenes in the past or recently. Maybe they starred in Blacked or had an interracial gangbang? Interracial porn will be your companion for your whole journey, so don't give up on it. You will see how strong your orgasms will be and how much cum you will shoot. Trust me. At this stage you will not notice any changes in your thinking, behaviour, so you will be free from any suspicions and you'll not even think that this may be the part of something bigger. You may think I am wrong or even laugh at my words but you will see in the future...

I spent many months, maybe few first years jerking off almost daily, pumping cum to curvy milfs and big boobed slutty girls, I felt like I knew almost all best (in my opinion) pornstars' names in the industry, but unconsciously the proportion of interracial scenes among all the porn I watched was getting bigger. Then one day while looking for the perfect scene for a jerk-off I came across Sissy hypno stuff for the first time. I got a massive turn-off- I didn't want to look at someone who had no boobs or small funny ones, traces of the male-like face, wig, and even dick. Why would I like something like that? I even got scared- because it seemed gay to me, and I was very frightened to do anything that could be gay in any part. I closed it off but my heartbeat was quickened. I found some other porn- BBC gangbang if I remember correctly and jerked off as always. After a few days or a week break I started seeing more sissy content in my recommendations, even tried to watch one because of the curiosity but the effect was similar. Next months were spent on gangbangs, double penetrations, rough porn, cumshot compilations, bdsm etc. I didn't notice that I seek out scenes with the biggest Cocks- so mainly Big Black Dongs, probably I was doing this subconsciously- girls must have been the prettiest in that porn, right? They were moaning the loudest and giving they best in such scenes, right? So it was all pretty standard, right? Everything seemed normal... yet.

Main thing to be said is that these first phases are long, slow, and they need time. Sometimes it takes years of what you see as a normal common watching porn. Don't hurry, your dopamine system will demand bigger stimulus gradually. Bigger ass on a girl, bigger rack, then two guys on one girl, double penetration, then gangbang, then hardcore gangbang, interracial double penetration, BBC gangbang, then interracial gangbang on the helpless girl kept in the cage- all that to move your brain- and dick. Just give it time, watch whatever you want and like. Let porn sink in your life. It's inevitable that sooner or later stronger stimuli will push out the weaker ones. Why would you get hard from seeing a romantic scene with a lot of vanilla kissing and slow sensual sex when you seen all this rough gangbangs and girls taking Black Monster Cocks in all their holes, moaning in delight and asking for more? The strongest stimulus will win and Big Black Cock and the contrast it gives on the white skin gives the strongest stimulus.

My porn love grew very strong and I was constantly looking for more hardcore porn. Gradually as I got deeper into interracial, next thing I discovered was Black Supremacy topic. It made me have so so strong boners and orgasms with a lot of cum, but I still thought it was about the fact these scenes included hottest girls with the best bodies doing the craziest, naughtiest things. At that time I was barely noticing how deep I had dropped into this. White dick porn was almost an instant pass for me- it felt like it was missing something. Maybe this white men didn't try their best or the girls they casted in it could be prettier or sluttier- that's what I thought. With the passing months I slowly changed my approach to sissy stuff. What seemed gross to me in the past became at least acceptable, and sometimes even arousing. It became standard porn for me. Big part of my repertoire. Then the porn with captions or added audio came on the scene. I was in shock at first when I heard them say that I watch this porn not for the girls, but for Big Black Cock. At the same time I thought it was bullshit and was finding this type of porn very exciting, making my orgasms strongest I ever had. I hardly ever watched porn that was not BBC superiority, white interiority or sissy themed at that time. Sometimes when I wanted to watch something calmer and softer- I searched for „actress name BBC/ BBC gangbang/ BBC dp." Slowly I started coming to realization of how much Black Cock porn I watch. I was very scared thinking about it. But also rock hard... Yet still I was denying that Black Cock is any important in my life. All this while it was playing a main role in it. I was fluctuating and shifting between Black Cock Worship and Sissy hypnos day after day, breaking next barriers and moving limits in my head. My masturbation sessions started prolonging more and more, I was jerking off, while looking at Big Black Cocks, while leaking lots of precum and finally ending with a big cum blow. Eating precum was my everyday standard already, because I was just tired of wiping it with paper, doing this with the tip of my index finger and licking it was easy, clean and quick. I was already watching advanced hypnos, focusing mainly on Big Black Cock, I even started catching myself on being impatient during girl-only parts if they lasted more than few seconds. I was waiting for the action to start. I was waiting for Big Black Cock to appear on the screen. Then one day a specific „Jerk to Black Cock" porn movie opened my eyes like I had been blind before. It had a quite long part of a woman playing with her pussy in it, and I clearly felt and visibly saw my dick getting smaller and losing it's hardness. I was nearly flacid and it didn't even take a minute. I got seriously scared. Then, the Big, Black, majestic, throbbing Cock appeared on the screen. I decided not to touch my dick at all and not jerk to Black Cock only, but my dick betrayed me and moved a little. Then, slowly but surely it started growing in lenght and arching back up. With my heart pounding wild, I was looking down in horror at myself getting a hands-free full boner just from looking at Big Black Cock. I had to finally admit it to myself. I really liked those Big Black Cocks. But, of course, I was denying the part that I had already been brainwashed by them and deeply in love with Big Black Cock, I was clearly addicted but as you probably know- if you have ever met someone who was a heavy smoker or was using too much alcohol- telling an addict that he (or she) is addicted makes them deny it or even laugh at it. „It's only My choice, I could stop any day, immediately, if I wanted to." And same thing happened to me, I was still denying it, even when such thought started to take over my mind, when I was slowly becoming aware of it, when it became nearly undisputed. I was only sure of one thing. Something needed to be done. „I need to take some actions to stop this BBC weakness or else it is going to end bad. I might even get addicted, but I still have time." Looking at it from perspective, at that time I was already way too deep, crossed the river a long time ago. I was at the point of no return, spiraling deeper into Black Cock Addiction every day. I was on the Highway to Big Black Cock.

The more porn you watch, the bigger dopamine rush your body will demand to reach the orgasm. Normal common girls and white porn will bore you. You will need to endlessly escalate the number of Best, Biggest Black Cocks you watch and your masturbation sessions will get longer. One day you will find it difficult to even get hard to girl solo playing with her pussy or vanilla sex of the white couple. Same thing happened to me. Think about this: when you get deep in interracial porn, every scene you watch has at least one Black Cock in sight. For example: normal one on one sex scene- you see one pussy and one Black Cock, but when you escalate to double penetrations or gangbangs you start watching few Big Black Cocks at the same time, but still only one little girl, who is dominated and overwhelmed by these Black Bulls. In blowjob or cumshot parts you don't even always see the girl's tits, sometimes only a part of the face, but you still have your eyes on the Black Cock. It's in the centre of your attention, so there is no suprise that your brain started to associate Big Black Cock with pleasure if you had shot hundreds of orgasms while looking at it. You are slowly falling in love with Big Black Cock. It becomes a stable part of what gives you pleasure and your brain itself feels like something is missing when you try to jerk off and there is no Black Cock in sight. I don't know if you've ever tried to grow vegetables or had a garden, but if you have, you know that things you plant intentionally need a lot of attention, your time and effort to grow, and sometimes they wilt no matter how hard you try (same thing with your New Year resolutions about new diets, learning new languages etc- you know how hard it is to keep these resolutions), in the same time invasive plants you didn't sow and had no intentions to have in your garden appear there somehow and it's very difficult to get rid of them. You don't water them- they don't care. You try to get rid of them- in some time they appear in the other location nearby. Sometimes they even outgrow and kill your beloved vegetables you cared for. Same thing happens with your Big Black Cock Addiction. You had no intention to plant Black Cock in your brain, you tried to get rid of it. But you failed. Big Black Cock Addiction escaped out of your control and will soon outgrow your other activities, hobbies and interests. Big Black Cock grows bigger and stronger every day and as it happens, you are getting smaller and weaker. You can't fight it anymore now. You can try to escape the Big Black Cock but eventually it will come for you. Your brain craves Big Black Cock already and soon your body will crave it too.

Thank you very much for reading this chapter and I hope you'll stay tuned for the next one, which will report and describe how the Big Black Cock Addiction escapes the limits of being only a fantasy- limited to masturbating to a little odd type of porn and how it penetrates to your real everyday life and grows stronger than anything else, also stronger than you.

Also thank you for a lot of views and positive reactions on the first chapter, and- when it comes to some of you who didn't like it or maybe laughed at it or are still laughing: I am very happy for you. You can laugh all you want. If you are sure that Big Black Cock will not overwhelm you, interracial porn will not make you addicted to BBC and you can leave this path in any moment you want- very good for you. BUT if you eventually fall deeper, get addicted or become a sissy or a slave for BBC, remember my words. Don't hesitate to come back to this story then, and admit that I was right. Big Black Cock is too powerful to resist.