"Well it's all set up, he's coming and that's that. If you want to leave, that's fine. But I'm staying. I need a good fucking."
My heart sank. I slunk out of the room and went into my office to think. I sat down in my chair and stared at the blank screen of my computer. I could stand watching the video because it was like porn, but with someone I knew. There was a certain distance between me and the act. The idea of being in the same room when it was happening, with Pete actually able to see me, maybe even taunt me while he was fucking my girlfriend, that was too much. From his emails, I could tell that's exactly what he was going to do.
Suddenly I had an idea. Jess had actually suggested it. She had said I could leave; that's exactly what I was going to do. Only I would find a way to come back and watch them without them knowing. I figured it wouldn't be too hard because our apartment is on the first floor. I made sure to leave the blinds in our bedroom just slightly open. Then, about half an hour before Pete was supposed to get there I walked into the living room and announced that I was leaving. Jess looked at me—I could tell she was a little surprised—but she just shrugged and went back to watching TV. She looked so sexy, sitting there in casual T-shirt and shorts, it made my heart ache a little. I thought about trying one more time to get her to cancel with Pete. Only, God help me, I was kinda looking forward to my plan now. The idea of watching them do it through the bedroom window was getting me pretty excited.
So I went out the front door, got in my car and drove off. I drove to the next lot in our apartment complex and walked through the buildings until I was behind our apartment. It was still a little light out, so I sat in a deck chair on our back patio and tried to act as casual as possible, in case any of the neighbors were looking. From where I was sitting, Jess wouldn't be able to see me. I was hoping she wouldn't look out the sliding glass door, but I figured she would be preoccupied pretty soon.
I waited there patiently, my heart beating hard. I wasn't sure if it was fear of getting caught, or excitement about what was about to take place. I could hear the TV in the apartment; I was pretty sure I would hear when Pete came in. Right on time, I heard a knock at the front door and Jess' footsteps as she bounded to the door. I couldn't hear what they were saying to each other, but whatever was said, Pete laughed heartily. Then things went quiet. After a few seconds, I got out of my chair and sidled up to the back door. I was trying to be as casual as possible in case anyone was looking. It was getting pretty dark at this point, but light was flooding through the door and I figured I would be silhouetted against it.
When I looked through the sliding door, I could see them embracing in the entryway. He was kissing her full on, his tongue in her mouth. He was quite tall, so he had to lean way down to reach her. His hands were all over her, roaming up and down her back, grabbing her ass. For her part, she had her hand in his crotch, grabbing at the bulge in his pants. He reached down and grabbed the bottom of her shirt, pulling it over her head. She wasn't wearing a bra, and he started ravaging her breasts with his hands and mouth. She reached out and undid his belt, grabbed his waistband and pulled his pants down.
