My dick is kinda small. Not tiny, but definitely smaller than average. Small enough that I remember a lot of teasing in the high school locker room. To this day I'm still shy about showing my body to anyone. Thankfully, most girls are too polite to say anything, and so after going out with a few girls in college I got to the point where I could strip off in front of a girl without too much embarrassment. It still makes me a little nervous though, enough that I pay close attention to a girl's expression when she first sees me naked. It's pretty telling that none of the girls I've slept with have had an enthusiastic reaction when they've seen my dick, and none of them stayed with me very long.
Until Jess, that is. My girlfriend Jess and I got together 18 months ago. My friends tell me she's way out of my league, and I have to agree. She's 22, blonde, blue-eyed, with large firm boobs and a tight body. I couldn't believe my luck when she agreed to go out with me, and was psyched when she slept with me on the first date. For her it was as casual as trying on a pair of jeans. For me, it was the night of a lifetime. I mean, she is seriously hot and I never imagined I would get to sleep with anyone half as sexy as her. At the end of our date she invited me in to her apartment and poured me some wine. Before I had finished half of it she pushed me down on the couch and pulled off my clothes.
I watched her face carefully as she slipped my boxers down past my little dick. There was definitely a hitch there, a moment in which she seemed to be deciding whether to continue. Then she gave a little shrug and dropped her face into my lap. She held my dick between her thumb and index finger and rapidly swiped her tongue around the head. It made my dick tingle like it had been shot with novocaine. It was an exquisite feeling. She drew it out for several minutes, making sure not to stroke me. Instead she aggressively licked the head all over with the flat of her tongue. She was able to heighten that tingling feeling to the point that waves of sensation went up the back of my neck and all over my body.
Just when I thought I couldn't possibly take it any more—I was begging for release—she popped my dick in her mouth and started forcefully sucking me. I mean, it felt like I had put my dick in the hose of a canister vacuum. After about five or six forceful sucks, I blew a load down her throat. She just gulped it down, licked her lips and grinned at me, before grabbing my wine glass and sucking the rest of it down.
I was stunned. Before I met Jess I could at least take pride that my small dick had staying power. I had never jizzed in a woman's mouth before, and I could last maybe forty-five minutes when I was pumping a vagina. With Jess, it was more like fifteen seconds from when the sucking began.
"I'm sorry", I said.
"For what?"
"You know, for popping off in your mouth. I should have warned you."
"Oh, don't worry about it. If I didn't want that to happen I wouldn't have blown you so hard. I kinda like it, actually."
"Wow, okay. That's great. But, um, it kind of doesn't leave anything for you."
She looked down at my spent erection and just laughed. "No worries", she said airily, "you can do me with your tongue."
I don't really like cunnilingus. I had tried it once before and it was pretty nasty. I mean, the girl just tasted bad. But as I was trying to figure out a polite way to decline, Jess jumped up and pulled her clothes off, climbed up on the couch and pushed her muff into my face. Shy of pushing her off of me, there wasn't much I could really do. So I got to licking. Tentatively, at first. Surprisingly, she tasted okay. I mean, it wasn't chicken parmesan but it wasn't bad either. She wasn't satisfied with my pathetic licks, and she grabbed the back of my head and started mashing my face into her crotch. I had to lick harder in self-defense, just to keep my nose from being crushed against her clit. At first I was really miserable. I mean, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't see anything, and I had a 120 pound person crushing my face. Her thighs pressing against the sides of my head were making me claustrophobic.
Then I started to get into it. I think it was because she really seemed to be enjoying what I was doing. That was a first for me. She was panting like a dog and bucking back and forth, rubbing her pussy lips all over me. Looking up, I could watch her big boobs swinging back and forth, and admire the flatness of her belly. Towards the end, she mashed her clit against my tongue and bucked back and forth, moaning loudly and shaking her whole body. Then she tensed and held herself quite still. I could feel her pussy lips pulsing against my chin.
With that she fell back on the couch, exhausted. She didn't say another word, just took my arm and pulled me into her bedroom where we collapsed into a blissful sleep.
This is where it gets a little weird. I told you we've been together 18 months, right? Well, technically that's true, in that I moved in with her shortly after that. But my dick has never been inside her vagina. Not once. Some people would say we never consummated our relationship. We live together, we share a bed, eat together, sleep together. In every other way we are a normal couple. Once in a while she gives me one of her incredible blowjobs. And always, right after that, she climbs on top of me and fucks my face. I won't say I give her head, because really she's giving it to herself. She just wails on my face with her gorgeous little cunt until she shudders in orgasm. Every single time. I can take pride in that, at least.
The other part I'm not so proud of. I mean, if I knew you I wouldn't tell you this. None of my friends know. It's only in this anonymous forum I can share my secret. I'll start at the moment where things got seriously fucked up.
