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Hello! If you're just tuning in, Beltane is a story that crosses into many different fetishes and dynamics. Two staples you can expect pretty much throughout are gentle femdom and cumplay, but also included are cuckqueaning, piss, maledom, f on m cnc, breeding, and a smattering of more mild things like anal, deepthroat, facesitting, and fishnets. There are also some themes of occultism, ritual, and magic that are less overt and more true to life than fantasy. Beltane has been, and is, an exercise in incorporating and moving between these things rather than leaning on just one. If you're looking for any of these things individually in abundance, this may not be your favorite story. But if you're on board for some twists, turns, bodily fluids, and a pagan fucktacular bacchanal across a variety of kinks, well...
Enjoy!
-TheDaggerAndTheCup
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She didn't clean herself off at all before leaving. She just put her panties back on over the thick glaze of my sperm and got dressed. As she put her underwear on I could see a wet spot forming as my cum soaked into them. She winked at me. She kissed me goodnight and grazed my cock before slinking out the door into the night like a cat.
Holy fuck, I hope she's really on birth control
, I thought. I didn't
think
she was lying. She hadn't really given me any red flags. She had respected my boundaries, what few there were. But I could tell there was still a lot going on behind the scenes with her. She had walked out the door to god knows where, my cum dangerously close to slipping inside her. If she had lied and got pregnant, she would have me by the balls. And I hadn't even fucked her. The truth was, it didn't matter how I felt in my gut. I had to trust her.
At the same time, however, I had the pictures. I had kept her face in frame when taking them and she had wanted me to have them. It was my one hard assurance that she wouldn't try to fuck me over. Some collateral. Not enough to compensate for eighteen years of child support, but something.
The thought of her having that much power over me just by being in possession of my sperm drove me insane the next day. I walked out of a lecture hall in the middle of a lecture (in the lead up to finals week no less) to the bathroom and jacked myself off to the pictures I had taken, unable to control myself. I masturbated four times the next day thinking about her. I imagined her getting home, taking her sopping wet underwear off and sucking them clean while her slender fingers found their way back to her cum-soaked slit...
It was risky behavior, what we had just done. And I loved it. The forced trust, the power she had over me. It was almost like blackmail. She had a little piece of me that I couldn't control anymore, and she could do whatever she wanted with it. And I think she knew that. She knew exactly what the score was.
Later that day, after the third time cumming while pouring over the photos, I messaged her on Tinder. We hadn't swapped phone numbers at the bar. I didn't even know her last name.
"When can I see you again?"
She got back to me in minutes. "Hi there big boy, I was just thinking of messaging you. I'm a little busy tomorrow. The next day?"
My heart was pounding. She hadn't ghosted me, which meant something. But I had to play it cool.
"I think I can make that work :)"
She replied immediately. "Haha. Don't play aloof with me, lover boy. Are you touching yourself right now?"
I looked down. My hand had migrated to my cock. I looked back at the screen. "How does she
do
that?" I asked myself aloud.
I paused for a moment and then responded, "yes."
She was back immediately again. My heart was still racing. "Mm. Good. I want you to do something for me since I can't come take and care of you right now."
Holy shit
. "What is it?"
"*ahem*," she replied.
My hands were shaking. I knew what she wanted, but it was another leap of faith. She could post screenshots of this conversation online if she wanted. She had all the power once again.
"Yes, Mommy?"
Another immediate response popped up. I must admit the attention turned me on. I felt reassured that she wasn't stringing me along, that she wanted me. She had me once again. I would do whatever she asked. ":) That's my good boy. Do you have any condoms in your apartment?"
I did. Ann and I had stopped using them six months ago after she had gotten an IUD, but a half-full box still sat in the bathroom. "Yes, Mommy," I responded, feeling my face get hot. My dick was bulging against my pants.
"Very good," she replied. "I want you to go and put one on for me."
"Right now??"
"Yes, right now. Go and be a good boy for me."
It was as if 'good boy' was some magical combination of words. I was compelled, obligated even, to do as she told me. I went and got one from the box and sat back down on my couch.
"Yes, Mommy," I typed out. I pulled down my pants. My prick stood at attention. There was already a drop of precum resting on the tip. I ripped open the wrapper and took the condom out, rolling it over my head and down the length of my cock to the base. "Okay, now what?"
She responded with a phone number. "***-***-****". There was a pause. "Send me a picture."
My mind raced. What if it wasn't her number? What if it was one of her friends'? What if she was making me send dick pics to someone I knew? Or something worse that I couldn't even think of? It was another leap of faith. But she hadn't let me down so far. I tapped on the number and selected 'send message'. I held myself at the base, trying to make it look as big as possible, and snapped a picture. At least it wasn't identifying. I sent it and said nothing.