Part 2
It took us just about an hour to get to her house in the hills of Oakland.
"I can see why you didn't want to drive back and forth, it's quite a drive." I
told her as we pulled into her driveway.
"You should try it during rush hour, or any time of the day. There was
very little traffic this time of day." She said as she pulled the car into the
garage and got out. I got the bags out of the trunk and followed her inside.
Her house was twice the size of my family's home that I grew up in. Best
rough estimate it was three thousand square feet. The first room we came to was
the kitchen. It was set up for gourmet cooking. All the appliances were
stainless steel and commercial quality. It had granite counter tops and white
cabinetry.
We moved passed the living room, which was done in French provincial
style, through the entertainment room and into the master bedroom. She opened an
armoire and told me to put my things in it. When I emptied the suitcase that she
had packed I notice that there weren't any of my boxers. Which wouldn't be that
big of a problem except I didn't own any pajamas. I figured I could sleep in the
nude if I wasn't sleeping with her.
"Where am I sleeping?" I asked
"Here with me."
"Well you forgot to pack my boxers and I don't have any pajamas." I told
her
"Oh did I. Let me think. Tomorrow we can go out and get you some new ones.
No sense driving back across the bay just for those. For tonight oh I know Misty
leaves some here for when she visits." She said as she went into another
bedroom. A minute or so later she came back with a set of pink satin woman's
pajamas.
"I can't wear these. Their women's pajamas" I told her
"Sure you can no's one going to see you except me. Besides I think you'll
love the way they feel on you." I was going to argue with her but I really
didn't see much sense to it. I knew that in the end I was going to be wearing
them, mostly because I didn't have anything else.
While Josie went to take a shower I sat and contemplated what she had told
me earlier about me being submissive to her. I had to agree that I did always
deferred to her judgment and I always did as she asked. Just like I always did
what my lover wanted regardless of what I wanted. I just wanted to please them
and I found pleasure when they were pleased with me. I started to wonder if
there was something wrong with me. If I should seek professional help, but Josie
said she liked me this way. I know a lot of women that like me was because I
pleased them, so what was wrong with it. My one question I couldn't answer was
do dominant women marry submissive men, or do they eventually seek out men that
are stronger willed. Of cause I couldn't answer that question so I was left with
a nagging doubt.
After taking my shower I went to put on the top of the satin pajamas under
it I found a pair of pink panties with a note from Josie. In it she said it
would give her great pleasure if I put on the matching panties, she thought I
would love the way they feel, but if I didn't feel comfortable wearing them she
would understand.
I was torn; I wanted so much to please her. She always seemed so happy
when she had gotten her way. I also feel strongly that a guy wasn't supposed to
wear anything close to this. The pajamas were bad enough but at least there was
a good reason for them. There was no reason for me to wear these panties. They
were made of lace and in a French cut style. They were so feminine and to wear
them would mean I was no better then the girl they were designed for.
In the end I submitted to wearing them not because I wanted to wear them
but because I didn't want to disappoint Josie. When I slip them up my legs and
tucked my manhood into them I started to become hard. I couldn't figure if it
was because of wearing the panties of because I did as she asked.
Once I was dressed I went into the bedroom. Josie had me sit by her make
up mirror while she brushed out my hair. I wanted to ask her why she wanted me
to wear the panties. Was it because she saw me as a sissy that needed to be
dress like a girl or was it because she wanted to demonstrate her authority on
me so I knew where we stood as lovers. Or was it because she thought I would
like how they would feel against my skin like she had said. In the end I didn't
ask I was afraid of the answer she would give me.
We lay down on the bed and kissed as our hands roamed each other's body. I
cupped her ass cheek in my hand and felt her firm soft globes. She wore a baby
doll nightie that left her smooth soft legs open to my hand. I didn't try to
touch her breasts or that what lay between her legs. Though I wanted to so very
badly. After a few minutes of frenzy kissing she brought my hand to her breast
and allowed me to feel its softness, it's firmness. Her nipple hardened to my
touched and when I squeezed it, ever so slightly she moaned into my mouth. She
then cupped my manhood in her hand and squeezed it then rubbed her hand up and
down its length. The satin and lace made her hand glide smoothly along its
surface. She was right I did enjoy the feel of the material on me.
She broke our kiss and said that we should stop now and try to sleep or
she wouldn't be held responsible for her actions. I didn't want her to stop but
I knew she would feel terrible until we received the results of our test. Josie
had me turn away from her on my side then she cuddled up to me. Her last word
before sleep took her was Thank you. For what I wasn't sure, was it because I
didn't force myself on her or because I wore the panties as she wanted. Till
this day I'm still not sure. She never said and I never asked
Sleep came quickly. I dreamt of Josie smiling at me. I saw her in all the
cloths she had worn. Each dream would end in the save way. Josie was standing in
front of me in a high collar white wedding dress. That vision didn't scare or
frighten me, it just seemed so right. My last dream of the night did frighten
me. I dreamt I was standing in front of a sea of men as they screamed at me to
dance of them. Looking down my chest I saw I now had two huge tits sticking out
from my chest. I stuck my hand down into the G-string I was wearing and found my
cock had shriveled up to a tiny nub of a dick and my ball where little marbles.
The men continued to scream at me and throw money at me. When I tried to run one
of them tripped me and I crashed to the floor. In an instant men were all over
me holding me down as one of them tried to push his huge cock into my mouth and
another tried to shove one up my ass.
I woke with a start; my satin pajamas were stuck to my sweat soaked body.
My whole body seemed to shake from the fear I felt. I looked around me trying to
remember where I was. When I looked to the side of me and found Josie sleeping
peacefully next to me. Her black hair framed her face and a smile was on her