Chapter 8, Losing the V
In your room, your eyes were fixed on the small screen of your phone. Focused on your beta-approved porn. The video was one of a girl with a very thick figure, squeezing her breast through clothes, and calling you the viewer, a beta loser.
With your second hand, you were slowly and gently stroking your 4-inch cock. With the brochure you received a week ago, you were continuing to do everything in your power to counter your low beta level medication stated in the document. Lisa had told you last time that she didn't mind a guy with a small dick and there wasn't much you could do for that, but maybe you could have some control over your premature ejaculator predicament?
For that reason, you again search the web to find ways to mitigate this issue. There, you found "Edging". The act of jerking off until you're on the "edge" of cumming and refraining from doing so, and repeating it for as much as possible. This was supposed to give you better control over your orgasms. You already knew what edging was before, but now it was a goal
You picked a video from the beta-approved list of a girl teasing the viewer. It was an especially long video (for you) of 32 minutes.
After only a few seconds of introduction in the porn video, the girl got closer to the camera and asked: "Are you getting hard for me baby? Is that small dick of yours making a tent in your shorts? Ugh?"
Almost on command, your cock pressed against your tight briefs with all its might. You slid down your underwear and it proudly stood up at its impressive 4 inches of height. The eyes of the porn actress went down to look at your junk and back up giggling at its size. It almost felt like she was there with you in the room. A wave of embarrassment flowed through your body, making you blush and your dick tingle.
You grabbed your nub with the tip of your thumb and index and gently stroked it. It was so sensitive. Just the act of pulling the foreskin over your head was almost enough to send you over the edge. The actress was still teasing you on your screen, fondling her tits, or turning around to show you the tasty shape of her ass.
Every few seconds, you stop touching your cock to avoid bursting. This quickly turned into a session where you mostly just waited for your precum-covered dick to calm down enough to barely be able to graze it with your fingers.
As you were trying to retain another nut, the actress traced her fingers over leggings-covered pussy and asked: "Do you think your little cocklet could satisfy me? WouId I even feel it?". Even though you weren't even touching your dick, you could feel your tight ball sack clench, your cock pulsed in the air, and precum oozing out of your tip. You closed your eyes to escape the view of the actress on your phone only to see in your mind, your memory of Lisa, topless, going down on you. This was just too much. You tried to grab your cock but it was already bursting small ropes of cum over your stomach...
"Fuck... How long did I last?" You asked yourself. 13-minutes. No bad, it was a bit longer than usual, but somehow you didn't feel it was real progress. Even though you managed to keep alright times with your edging training, it was getting harder and harder. It was almost to the point where you spent more time calming down than stroking in those sessions. Not to mention that your beta-approved contained no female nudity.
Also, things seemed to be heading in a good direction with Lisa, it was worrying you that you might disappoint her if you'd get a chance to lose your v-card with her...
The next day at the gym, while you were resting in between some of your sets a tall blond sat next to you.
"Hey, Zach, how're you?" Heidi called out to you.
"Hey, I didn't see you there. I'm not doing too bad, what about you?" You said, putting your phone away.
"I'm fine.", the blond responded. You were always amazed by the energy that constantly seemed to be glowing out of her. Even late in the evening she still seemed so fresh. "You're still doing alright with your training? If you want I can look over it with you?" She continued.
"Oh, it's alright. I'm just hanging on haha... You know with the treatment and everything. But, I feel like the effects are stabilizing, I think", you responded.
"Don't give up Zach, You're doing great!. You've been going to this gym for almost 3 months now. Most newbies quit after a few weeks", she said, trying to cheer you up.
"Thanks, Ms. Ostlund haha"
"Hey don't call me by my last name. You're making me feel old now!", she said, pouting. "You know, I do things that young people do like: go to the bar and other things outside of my workplace you know... Talking about outside, you know it's almost spring. I was thinking that maybe... Maybe we could do some runs together outside?" she said, looking a bit nervous for some reason.
"Oh yeah that's a good idea, I could do a couple of workouts like that!" You responded.