My first full day in ballet land
I woke up strangely relaxed and calm. Although this world was fantastical it felt like also like I belonged there so much and it so tied into my deepest desires and wants that I felt utterly comfortable, like it was the life I should be leading in the real world, but was too blocked by fears. I had slept nude and it felt luxurious against the velvet sheets. Everything from the color of the room, the the lighting to the subtle musk scent of body wash seemed to emphasize the feeling of sensuality.
Laid out on the dresser was my outfit for my first ballet class: a stretch white tee shirt, black tights, leather ballet slippers and black tights. I ran my hand over the tights, they were matte, soft, with a clear knit pattern and a seam down the back leg.
My hand stopped on tights and I felt them tremble a little. I realized my whole life, I loved the world of ballet but feared 'what others might think'. It wasn't just about dance, I was attracted to the whole world and I was so enamored by tights it overshadowed even nudity when looking at women. I liked putting on tights, I liked women in tights, but women without tights? I was about to find out more about myself than I wanted. Even in this fantasy world (I still wondered..was it a dream?) I realized the act of putting on this outfit and going to class would be breaking past a wall of fear. What else laid behind it?
I put on the shirt, it was a soft stretch cotton and conformed to my body perfectly. Next was the dance belt. I had never worn one before. I chose a nude one figuring it would match my skin color. It had a wide belt and as I put it on, I felt a slight stimulation from the tight thong in the back and the way it bound my loins.
An chill went up my spine when I touched the tights. I could feel myself rapidly getting hard as I slid them on and hiked them so my glutes were separated and it encased the dance belt. I had a super boner like I had the day before. Finally I knelt down to put on my ballet slippers. I loved the slight rustling sound the material made and how it slid and moved to conform with my motion, staying close but also stimulating me all over my legs, ass and crotch. Lastly I put on a small stretch dance belt, but I later learned that most guys adjusted their tights throughout practice.
Leaving my mini studio apartment, I stepped out into the hall and looked for signs to the rehearsal studio. A guy about my age dressed similarly was also in the hall and he immediately came over, introduced himself as Robert and asked if I was heading to class. I told him I was and it was my first day, and he offered to show me the way.