Author's Notes:
It's well-known amongst my Lit people that I have a little pee kink. But I haven't really written anything that was all-out fetish, and I've had readers asking me for more... Lucky for you all, I have gratefully befriended someone that doesn't mind being my muse and co-conspirator for such an adventure.
So, allow me to take a moment to thank the ever-delightful Emily Miller for her participation in and inspiration of this kinky-ass story, and for allowing me the absolute pleasure of a fantasy starring the same.
This story's kink is brought to you today by Watersports. Watersports, it's pee but for sex.
Lust, Elysia
xxx
I'm laying by the fire, sprawled out on the faux bearskin rug like a drunk, my glass of red sloshing dangerously in the air, and all I can think of is how badly I want Emily to take my clothes off. I probably look twice as ridiculous rolling around in a long wool skirt and knee high-boots, not sexy at all. I'm not drunk of course, but I'm certainly being silly and a bit less cautious than my usual buttoned-up self. When I'm nervous, I really ham it up.
And I'm nervous.
Like, crazy nervous.
Emily is about 15 years younger than me for starters. I could be her damn mother, and that's sobering as fuck. Meanwhile, she's had more sexual experience crammed into her early 20s than I have in my entire life, fantasies included. (Okay that's a lie - my fantasies are fucking epic, but I digress). Point is... she's the clear expert here. And I feel like a goddamn teenage virgin. Cue me rolling around on the rug and giggling like an idiot. Playful is cute, right? I've been accused of being cute plenty of times. I've also been accused of embarrassing myself.
She's grace and poise, sitting there on the arm of the chair, holding her wine glass like a cover model. Yeah, you know exactly what that looks like, too. Her body all counterpoint and posture that appears effortless but is probably hard as hell to maintain. I'll have to ask her later if she knows what she's doing. I got the impression from our correspondence that she might be a little stiff at first, maybe as nervous as I am, but I'm the jackass on the floor, and she's the blonde queen on her throne.
I bite my lip and tear my eyes away from her. "It's really coming down out there," I say, nodding to the window. Actually, it really is. What the fuck. The snow is starting to pile up against the goddamn window.
"You're cute, E," she says, half a grin on her elven face.
"I'm nervous," blurt out. Fuck. Fuckity fuck fuck. Sitting up cross-legged, I hold my wine glass over my white fleecy sweater. As if a bit of glass and cabernet armor could protect my heart or reverse the assurance of a goodbye at the end of this weekend trip. I already know I don't want to say goodbye to her. I realize I'm chewing on my lip - the same shit I used to do when I was waiting for a boy to hold my hand in JUNIOR HIGH.
Emily. Oddly empathic, sweet Em. Her half grin rounds out, and she gracefully moves into position on the floor, a delicate little doll sitting upon her heels. Ugh, I feel like a troll.
An old old OLD BRIDGE TROLL. I might as well start charging a toll and eating babies.
She leans forward, not a hint of a tremble to match my shaking hands or the thundering in my chest. Soft pink lips press to mine, and my eyelids flutter closed. There's not much more to it than that, and my breathing steadies. And just when I think I'm finally calming down, she gently sucks my lower lip into her mouth, the tip of her tongue gliding slowly from one side to the other. And in that moment... my nipples harden to diamonds in my bra, and my cunt oozes. When I shift my legs, I'm so slick I can feel the lips of my pussy gliding over each other.
When I open my eyes, she's looking at me with an expression I assume is worry. My heart is thundering in my chest. "You good?" she asks.
"I don't know that I've been this good in a long time," I say with a slight warble. Fuck you! I said I was nervous!
"Oh good," she smiles and sighs. "I thought I'd overstepped."
It's my turn to smile. "With the things we agreed you'd do to me, I'm not sure overstepping is a thing."
"Well, I'm not used to being the dominant player," she says. "Yeah, I switch but I don't practice. I did study, though."
"Of COURSE you did," I grin.
"Forgive me for wanting to do a good job. You think you're not intimidating?"
"I've had three partners. And nothing I would call sex in five years. How is that intimidating?"
"You know that's not what I mean." She smiles. "I like you, and I want you to get all the things you've been missing for so long."
"That's a long list."
"It's a progression. I promised you finesse after all."
"I came for the fucking," I say. "But I'll stick around for the finesse."
She crawls forward with feline precision, and I nearly dump my wine as I lean back. Emily plants her hands on either side of my hips. "You'll stick around because I fucking tell you to."
The tremble in my voice is impossible to mask, even as I exhale. I can't maintain eye contact with those those big, gorgeous blues, so I roll my eyes upward. I whisper, "I will. I'll do anything you ask."