Autofellatio Lifestyle Pt 02

After my first long evening when I discovered I could suck half of my penis I got on my PC and began researching everything I could find about autofellatio and self-sucking. I had always heard it was something that only few guys were able to accomplish successfully, Ron Jeremy being the most famous practitioner. I asked myself, "How had I gotten so lucky?" It felt like I had won the lottery. I'm a pretty tall guy at 6'4" and generally skinny, an average starving college student. I also have a really long torso, which means my spine is able to flex to an arc greater degree than most people.

I started watching videos of guys blowing themselves on the internet, more with fascination than for their erotic content. I consider myself heterosexual, but watching other guys sucking their own cocks got me really hard. I observed that some guys were much better at reaching their member than others. Most of them, though trying very hard, could barely get their head past their lips. One or two guys could throw their legs behind their head and deepthroat themselves with sheer abandon like a geek in a sideshow.

This, while fascinating, seemed a completely unobtainable feat, at least for me. Only a few I observed could actually suck themselves comfortably to the degree I was able to do. One skinny, petite femboy was able to deepthroat his skinny little cock fairly easily for a good 5 minutes at a time before taking a rest break, but he was the exception.

I was in disbelief that I had such a rare gift. Reading the Kinsey Report I found that only 1% of males could successfully get their penis to their mouth, while only 2 or 3 in 1000 were actually able to suck themselves successfully. I smiled broadly to myself that I seemed to be a member of a very exclusive club.

There appeared to be several techniques to bringing mouth and penis together. I was achieving great results with just sitting in the floor and bending over, grabbing my thighs, and going down on myself. I felt pretty sure that as gifted as I was I would never be able to throw my legs behind my head and chug my cock like a circus geek. The consensus was that yoga and a good stretching program could increase my flexibility, allowing me to go deeper onto myself. I made a mental note to look into beginner yoga classes and in the meantime, looked up some good stretching exercises that would be the most useful.

The day following my first self-suck marathon was a Saturday. My penis was tender following a night of stroking, and hard sucking. I had to make a mental note to go easy with my teeth in the future. I woke up early, pulled the curtains, and got down to business. I first took a hot shower and did 15 minutes of stretching. I wanted to try a new position this time. I blew up a small pool raft I'd had and put it next to the foot of my bed. I lay down in the floor, placed my shoulders square on the raft, and threw my feet up onto the bed for balance. Throwing my feet over my head was awkward at first and I lost my balance a couple of times before getting the hang of it, but soon my knees spread apart and my erect penis pushed towards my face.

I slipped a tight cock ring around the base of my hardening penis to enhance my erection, stroked myself a little, and my cock grew to its maximum engorged size. I loved how shiny and dark red it had became as i watched it grow and my mouth actually began watering in anticipation. After slowing my rate of breathing I inched my crotch closer towards my open mouth. My hardened shaft smelled warm, clean, and inviting.

I slipped the warm head easily into my mouth as I squeezed the shaft base gently, feeling it grow slightly. Another inch of shaft eased past my lips and into my warm, wet mouth. Saliva filled and watered my mouth as kneaded and massaged my tender penis across my tongue and the roof of my slick mouth. I felt a wave of pleasure shoot towards my stomach as I moaned in my own pleasure. I could taste my slippery precum oozing from the tip. I started rolling my tongue in circles around the head and shaft as I made little downward pumping motions with my body, accessing more of my shaft with each stroke.

I lifted up momentarily and grabbed my ruler, measuring from the tip to the point of my shaft where my own saliva marks ended. It measures 3.25". Figuring an additional half inch for my lips I estimated I was getting a good 3.75" of my penis into my mouth without hurting myself. I got rid of the ruler and got back to business. The anticipation had me rock hard and I hungrily sucked my cock like a greedy little slut, making loud slurping noises with every downstroke.

I experimented with various sensations by running my tongue across the sensitive parts of the head and then lightly ran my teeth across the top and bottom until I found the perfect anchor spots where I wanted to plant my mouth. As I continued to loosen up my spine, I adjusted the angle of my shoulders to the floor and began rhythmically pumping myself into my hot eager mouth. I needed stretch breaks every 10 minutes or so and quickly worked up a sweat and needed frustratingly long breathing and recovery breaks.

I quickly returned to my mouth as soon as possible after short breaks. I began back by squeezing the base of my shaft with my thumb and forefinger, completely encompassing the cock ring, pulling more and more of the shaft deeper into my eager mouth. My shaft quickly engorged to its maximum ability. I greedily accepted every millimeter I could thrust deeper into my mouth and sucked myself harder and deeper into my throat with each downward stroke.

After a half an hour of this I could feel more and more frequent waves of pleasure coursing throughout my body. Endorphins fired and released more and more frequently as my relentless stimulation continued, indicating I was getting ready to climax. I willed myself to release my grip and took one last quick stretch break, and then doubled over once again. The waves had not subsided with the short break and I couldn't hold off for more than another minute before my legs began shaking uncontrollably and I began convulsing powerful spurts of hot cum into the back my mouth. Unlike my first blowjob the night before I came huge forceful ropes of hot thick cum into the back of my mouth over and over until I lost my balance from shaking so hard and fell over onto my side. I wasn't expecting such a large amount so fast and ended up with more of my cum all over my face than in my mouth. Nevertheless, I swallowed it down and lay there twitching in my own afterglow as the last dribbles of cum oozed from my sensitive head and down my leg.

The aftertaste of warm, sweet/salty, bleach-like cum was really strong and I could smell and taste it with every deep, ragged breath. My throat burned slightly from thick, sticky sperm that still coated it all the way down to my stomach. I had cum pockets under my tongue and between my teeth and gums which I slowly fished out with the tip of my tongue and swallowed back.

My penis was a bulging red cream-covered fuck-cicle, which slowly began receding after I removed the cock ring. My lower back ached from the long workout and I was drenched in sweat. Usually on such a day off I would be able to leisurely surf porn and orgasm at least 4 times over the period of the day. This experience really wore me out, and I found I only had the energy to get off once more that night before bed. I would really have to get in better shape if I wanted to do this regularly and still function as a student and social animal.

Over the next several months of my first year of selfing I began getting into better shape. I joined a yoga class that met twice a week at the student center and learned how to relax my body and meditate. This really helped my level of concentration in classes and I found I enjoyed it for more than my ulterior motivation. Controlling my breathing was at first a real challenge. All I wanted to do when I got that first oral sensation was to quickly give myself more, faster, but that caused me to increase my breathing rate and depth, which worked against settling into a steady, comfortable rhythm. Yoga really helped me with my respiratory control.

Eventually, I had become flexible enough to where I could fit a full 5 inches of my cock into mouth with every thrust. I could also stretch my mouth out another inch, enabling me to cover a full 6" of my shaft from lips to throat. I limited myself to one auto-suck session a day due to the physical toll it took on my body. I found that if I waited until the end the day before bed that my body was more flexible than if I had a session early in the morning. Selfing also seemed to burn a lot of calories as I was moderately exercising about 45 minutes a day.

Over time I got to where I could keep a good session going for a solid 45 minutes, with only one or two stretch breaks in between. I increased my hydration so my seminal volume would both increase and thin out to a less intensive flavor. Thin cum tastes better than thick cum. I drank two gallons of pineapple juice a week, which really made my sexual fluids taste sweeter. I reduced my red meat intake, which was pretty easy for a poor college student. If I only came once with my mouth daily I could ensure myself a really intense and explosive orgasm that left me very satisfied and drained. I slept really well after a good long and vigorous session. On weekends, if I didn't have anything going on with friends, I could squeeze in two sessions a day, but found I lost some orgasm intensity and ejaculate volume. I really got into making a science of selfing and tracked my daily orgasms on a wall chart which I simply entitled, "Workout Chart", lest a curious guest get too nosy.

Over the period of my first year of selfing I had managed to orgasm 568 times, (312 times into my own mouth, and 73 times elsewhere. The average mean amount of cums guy my age produces per ejaculation is about 5ml, so I calculated I had swallowed 3/4 gallon of cum in the first year; quite a significant protein supplement. I learned I tend to produce a lot of saliva while selfing too, and it sometimes spills/skeets out and over my lip, mouth, and face when I really get a good rhythm going. When I pull out of my mouth sometimes, a saliva/precum mix will often drip from my wet cock onto my face and I use my cock to smear it out of my eyes without missing a stroke.

Around my third month of selfing I found a slim, full length mirror that had been thrown out on the side of the road and brought it home. I found the best place to place it was face down on my bed, with half the mirror length pushed out over the edge of the bed. I could then position myself directly under the mirror and watch myself screwing my mouth. Watching myself going at it was almost like watching myself sucking another guys cock. I get a vacant, yet intense expression on my face as I thrust up and down into my mouth. I get a very perverse pleasure watching my face and neck getting slowly covered in strings of precum-mixed saliva and sweat. My face turns dark red and I tune the whole world out, focussing only on my self-pleasure.

Watching saliva drip and ooze from the corners of my mouth in the mirror made me feel like a dirty little cockwhore, smacking and slurping on my hard pole like a juicy popcycle, trying to keep it secured deep in my mouth and behind my teeth. I could watch my tongue snake all around my cock head, slowly massaging and exploring my sensitive frenulum.

When you are getting a blowjob from another person, they sometimes move their mouth rhythmically a certain way that feels really incredible, you are at their mercy as to when you get that particular sensation repeated, but when you can produce that sensation with your own mouth and tongue you just repeat it over and over and over, constantly hitting that perfect spot. gor as long as you want. You are giving yourself instant feedback for what feels the best and you just keep doing that! For me there is a little area on the top side of my cock just under the frenulum that I gently suck on over and over. when I find it I tend close my eyes and stay focussed on that spot as waves of pleasure wash over me and I become lost in time.

Selfing tended to eat into my social life. I would be out with friends at night and after awhile begin to lose focus and become anxious to get home for my nightly blowjob. I was essentially now my own new, secret girlfriend, who promised me a hot blowjob every night. I wanted to get get home to her waiting mouth as soon as possible. I had found the ultimate lover, who swallowed cock as hard and as long as I wanted. Psychologically, having the perfect cocksucker, who was always willing, who never needed convincing, and was ready to perform as soon as I was, was a powerful alure. Subconsciously, there was a succubus whispering filthy requests and promises to me in the back of my mind once it started getting dark every day. Over time I eventually balanced my social life with my ravenous sexual needs, and the relentless call of my own dirty little succubus grew quieter. More to come!