I spent the days after my second visit with Aunt Pamela trying to decide what I would wear on Friday. She told me to wear something feminine, but I didn't have anything really feminine. The girliest article of clothing I owned were the stretchy, velvet shorts I'd worn on Tuesday.
And after doing poorly on a pop quiz in my History class, I knew I had to do something drastic. I hoped if I arrived in a scandalous outfit, maybe Aunt Pamela would go easy on me. It wasn't until Thursday evening while doing my laundry when I decided upon the perfect outfit. In the lost-and-found box in my building's laundry room, I noticed a white dress shirt. When I picked it up, I found it was big enough to hang to the middle of my thighs.
After running it through the washer and dryer with my whites, I folded it neatly and carried it up to my room. As soon as the door shut behind me, I stripped off my clothes and slipped into the dress shirt. I rolled the sleeves up to my elbows and buttoned the shirt, leaving only two buttons on the top undone. When I stepped in front of my mirror, I knew I found what I had been looking for. I looked like a girl who was wearing a men's shirt. It was perfect. While staring at my reflection, the idea of being taken to Aunt Pamela's punishment room brought a tear to my eye. I stood there and cried while looking at my sad, worried reflection.
On Friday, after I'd finished my morning classes, I raced back to my room and took another extra-long shower. I scrubbed my entire body twice. I needed to be perfectly clean for Aunt Pamela. I brushed my teeth, used mouth wash and combed my hair neatly to the left. Only then did I slip the dress shirt onto my naked body. I dug through my closet and found the white flip-flops my Mom had bought for me to wear in the dorm shower. At the time she bought them, she didn't know if I'd have to use a community shower. Thankfully, I wound up in a private room with its own bathroom.
Before leaving my room, I looked at myself in the mirror one last time. I knew Aunt Pamela was going to love seeing me like this. But the walk across campus and the several residential blocks I'd need to walk through made me flush with embarrassment and shame. People would see me. Both my fellow classmates and residents of the town. They would stare at me. They would wonder if I was a girl or a boy. They would wonder if I was wearing anything under that shirt. It sent a chill up my spine.
Before leaving my room, I picked up the framed, 8x10 portraits of both my Mom and Gam-Gam. While looking at my Gam-Gam's picture, I promised I would tell Aunt Pamela that I'd never referred to her as my Grand Mother. She had always been my Gam-Gam. She had reminded me of that when I'd called her after my most recent visit with Aunt Pamela. During that call, I'd slipped and called her Grand Mother.
Her reply came quickly, "Well aren't you a formal boy! Baby, you've always called me Gam-Gam. Now that you're in college, are you going to start calling me Grand Mother?"
I was standing naked in my room while I spoke with her on the phone. My little penis was very stiff and I couldn't resist touching it while I spoke with her. I giggled, "I'm sorry Gam-Gam. I don't know why I said that."
"It's okay Sweetheart. It just sounded odd when you said it. I pictured you wearing that cute, sailor costume I bought for you last Halloween. I remembered you looking up at me telling me you were too old to wear that costume. You were just adorable!"
Biting my lower lip and squeezing my penis, I said, "Um, Gam-Gam, do you remember the velvet shorts that were a part of that sailor costume?"
"Oh yes. Those shorts were the best part of that costume. They made your little butt look absolutely delightful. And they were short enough to show off your shapely legs. And let's not forget how they emphasized your little penis! They were the perfect shorts for you!"
I shivered while squeezing my penis, "Well, um, Gam-Gam, I brought those shorts with me to college. And I actually wore them just the other day."
There was a moment of silence. "Did you now?"
I squeezed my eyes shut and uttered, "I did. And I got lots of compliments too."
When she spoke, her voice was warm, but teasing at the same time, "I'm sure you did get lots of compliments. You know, I have always wanted to keep you dressed in clothes like that. Sweetheart, would you like me to go shopping and pick up some more cute clothes like those shorts?"
My voice cracked and I had to let go of my penis or I would've squirted. "Yes, please Gam-Gam. I'd like that very much."
I knew someday very soon I would receive a care package from Gam-Gam. Until that moment, I'd never asked for clothes from her. She had always given me gifts like that on her own. But now I'd asked her for sissy clothes and I was both excited and terrified at the prospect of what she may send.
After forcing myself to return my thoughts to the present, I turned Gam-Gam's picture to face the front of Mom's and held them both against the bump of my erection. On my way to the door, I slipped my school ID into the shirt pocket. Before giving myself a chance to think too much about it, I left my room and made my way out of my building. When I stepped outside, I saw dozens of people walking in small groups. Luckily, none of them seemed to be looking in my direction. I lowered my chin and began flip-flopping across campus.
Before I got to the closest building, I began to chant in my head, "My Mom, my Gam-Gam and my Aunt Pamela are the only women who will ever love me and my tiny penis." When I heard a group of guys shout foul things at me, I began to chant my comforting words out loud while walked even quicker than before.
My heart was pounding, my face was flushed, while humiliation and shame were burning deep inside of me. I was walking across campus wearing only a shirt! It was the very first time I'd ever been in public wearing only one piece of clothing! What would my Mom think? What would my Gam-Gam think? I giggled to myself when I realized they would both have loved to see me running around in so little clothing!
Soon enough, I left campus and after that first block, I slowed down and began walking at a more leisurely pace. A few cars did drive by, but no one honked or shouted at me. They simply passed by and watched me walking for as long as they could.
Eventually, I began to approach Aunt Pamela's home. When I turned up the walkway leading to her door, I moved the photographs away from my erection and held them in one hand. With my other hand, I began to undo buttons on my shirt. When I stood on her doorstep, I undid the last button before knocking on her door.
I stood there, holding my framed pictures of my Mom and Gam-Gam. The only thing I wore was an over-sized, clean, white dress shirt. While I listened to her heavy footsteps approaching the door, I shrugged my left shoulder and my shirt slid down to my elbow. I stood there at her door, my shirt was completely opened, my stiff little penis was pointing toward the blue sky and I held a portrait of my Mom in one hand and my Gam-Gam in the other. My chest was heaving with each breath I took. The warm sunshine on my naked skin was so erotic. And I'd never felt so exposed.
When the door opened, I completely lost my breath and my penis nearly squirted right there on her doorstep. Aunt Pamela wore a light blue, silk blouse that draped over her enormous breasts majestically. The heavy gray streaks in her hair were pulled back into a loose bun. For the first time, I saw Aunt Pamela wearing jeans and tennis shoes. She looked classy-casual. She was as beautiful as ever.