Authors notes - My first story. This is a story containing a heavy focus on size and growth. Contains elements of attribute theft, futa and extreme sizes. This chapter can be considered a slow burn to set up the characters and story. Thank you for reading!
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A ringing sounds in my head, getting louder and louder as I try to ignore it. The constantly blaring noise slowly begins to develop a rhythm as I find myself waking up. Before I'd even opened my eyes, a quiet groan escapes my lips while my hand flops down in the direction of the once blaring noise that was now the distinctive alarm of an iPhone. One of my eyes peek open, just enough so that I could see where my hand was resting: a quick swipe across the screen of my phone and the alarm ceases it's uninviting tune. There was nothing more I wanted to than to ignore the wake up call and drift back into the lovely dream I had been having yet as we all know; trying to force yourself back into a dream never works out well. It had always been a pet peeve of mine, being woken up whilst I was dreaming of a place I'd rather live or as a person I'd rather be.
I let out a few soft grumbles as I rub open my eyes, the light of the freshly risen sun peeking through the slight gap in my curtains. I sit myself up and twist my body so that my legs were dangling over the edge of my bed. Yes, dangling. Despite my bed resting at a relatively normal height, it was a struggle for my legs to touch the floor whilst I sat on the edge. All because I stood at a height of around 4 foot 8'... rounded up. For a few moments, I sat there, staring at my dangling feet. And for a few moments after, my grip begins to tighten, bundling up some of the fabric of my bedsheets within my palms. I believed it to be pathetic, my reaction to my height that is. Letting myself think about it too much would always bring the same reaction. It made me sad, which then made me angry. I wanted to scream when I thought about how small I was as well as a variety of other factors.
I'd always silently curse those who were lucky enough to be tall. Or those who didn't consider their height to even be an issue. Should I not consider myself lucky? There's plenty of people out there who are smaller than I. But alas, body dysphoria isn't so easily rationalised. In fact I found it impossible and hated nearly everything about myself. It didn't help that I was reminded nearly every day of how unlucky I was, be it from my own family or people at college.
To interrupt my thoughts, my second alarm begins to sound. My hand moves quickly, and I swipe across the screen, delaying the alarm. I pick up my phone and put it on silent before finally pushing myself out of my bed and onto my feet. I stumble a slight bit but catch myself, still not having woken up fully. I begin to rub at my eyes as I open the door to my room. As I do, I find myself almost face to face with my mother.
She was grabbing clothes from the laundry basket but stopped once she spotted me. Pushing some hair behind her ear, she smiles cheerfully and waves. 'Morning, sweetie!' She says as I stand there with eyes still half closed.
My mother was an element of my life that had forced my body dysphoria to grow out of control. I can't think of a word other than 'envy' to describe my feelings towards her. She was lovely, truly and I loved her. But I cursed whoever had decided not to bless me with her genetics; she stood so incredibly tall at around 6 foot 3', with hips so wide you'd be surprised she didn't have to walk sideways through doorways. Her rear was no slouch either, each cheek dominating any view from behind and making me question how she even found pants to fit herself in. And this is all without mentioning the view from the front. Her waist was slim - 'slim' still being the size of my torso, but filled out her figure and still acted to show how she emphasised the word 'hourglass' - yet her breasts were enormous: women who had spent hundreds of thousands on implants would still be jealous of her size. Beautifully perky too. Even one cup of her bra would cover my entire torso. The best way to sum up my mother's figure was to compare it to almost any size-fetish artists drawing of an overly endowed woman... and don't pretend you don't know what I'm talking about. Even her face was comparable to a beautifully painted picture: full lips, bright blue eyes, sharp cheekbones and a perfectly cut jawline topped off with silky and long brunette hair.
I envied her completely, especially considering she was my own mother and it was only logical that her daughter should be blessed with the same genetics. Meanwhile I was built like a rectangle, with barely any hips or an ass: I was the very definition of flat. However I look to her smile, and find myself smiling back.
'Morning, Mum.' I say, my speech somewhat slurred. She finishes picking up laundry from the basket and starts to make her way downstairs, her pace stopped as she turns back to me.
'Don't forget that rent is due today, honey.' She says casually. I nod in response and can't help but chuckle a little since we already had a direct debit set up. She knew the money was transferred automatically but she always liked to remind me. Honestly, it would probably be somewhat cheaper at this point to live alone and pay for an apartment but ever since Dad had left, Mum had seriously been struggling for money. This was partially her own fault as she had some spending problems, being a bit of a fashionista, she would spend a tad too much on branded handbags and whatnot. I often considered advising my mother on starting on OnlyFans. I had no doubt she'd be rich within no time given the form she wore. Yet thinking about my own mother on OnlyFans made me visibly cringe.
Meanwhile I only worked in retail, but I made more than enough to pay what bills I had. I thought that it was only right however that I helped my Mum maintain the house she'd lived in most of her life. It would feel wrong to leave her on her own.
Shaking my head free of thoughts, I proceed across the landing and into the bathroom where I promptly locked the door behind me. I begin to take off my pyjamas and catch a glimpse of my body in the mirror. I freeze up, my eyes slowly moving up and down my bare skin. I held a hand over one of my breasts, if you could even call it that. I breathe out gently, my breath stunting halfway through. I gulp loudly and quickly look away as I feel my eyes begin to fill. Taking a moment to catch myself, I wait until the lump in my throat subsides before taking off the rest of my clothes, making sure not to look back at the mirror.
'So pathetic...'
I grumble to myself as I toss my clothes to one side and open the glass door to our shower. Not even I knew if my comment was directed at my appearance or my mindset. Turning on the cold water, I let my thoughts wash away with it~