I arrived at Miss Summer house around mid-morning on Saturday. I took a breath and nervously knocked at the door.
After a short while I heard the lock turn and Miss Summers opened the door. 'Hello Michael, do come in.'
She stepped back and I entered her hallway and waited for her to close the door.
'Come along' she said as she walked past me. I followed her through into her open plan lounge and dining room. She had moved the furniture aside and set up five easels, all facing a dining chair that was just in front of the patio doors beyond which was her garden.
'That's where you'll be sitting when my friends arrive. Now we have had a live model before but not a life model. Are you embarrassed that you little secret will be exposed to my friends this afternoon?'
'Yes' I admitted 'I'm very nervous, I'm not sure I can really do it.'
'Nonsense, you'll do it, you know you will, you are a little beta boy who does as he is told, and I think that secretly you like it. You like to have your tiny penis exposed for people to laugh at. That they know your tiny shame means that they have a hold over you, which I think makes you nervous and excited at the same time.'
She did have a bit of a point there, ever since I had been stripped and ridiculed on the stage a few weeks ago I had thought about little else and I got hard whenever I did.
She got me a glass of water that did help to calm me down a little then the doorbell rang.
'Oh, let's go and see who that is shall we.' She said and with my stomach full of butterflies I followed her to the door.
'Jill do come in, you're the first, would you like a glass of wine?' Miss Summers said and stepped aside to let Jill in.
I stood there shocked. It was Mrs Pearce my A level maths teacher, she was one of the art group!
'Thank you Ester' Jill said 'I'd love a glass. Oh hello Michael are you joining the art group today, I didn't know you were artistic. Or is it just the thought of seeing a naked person that has made you come along? It could be a man you know, none of us know who Ester has booked today.'
'No he's not part of the group are you Michael. Would you like to tell Jill why you are here today?'
Not really I thought, but it wasn't really a question so I mumbled 'I'm the model for today.'
'Oh' said Jill, 'I thought this was going to be a life model session. Wasn't your model available Ester? Shame I was quite looking forward to painting a nude, and I hoped that a hunky guy had been booked for a bit of eye candy.'
'It is a life model session, Michael has kindly agreed to pose for us today haven't you.'
'Err, yes Miss Summers.' I blushed.
Jill was silent for a second 'Oh, gosh, so you are going to pose in the buff for us Michael.' She turned a little red. 'Well, oh, very good of you I suppose, and brave. Not sure how I will look at you in double maths on Monday once I've seen you in your birthday suit though' and she turned a little more red.
Miss Summers came over with the wine as we moved into the lounge.
No sooner had we done that the doorbell went again.
'Would you get that Michael, there's a good boy.' Said Miss Summers.
I opened the door and standing there Mrs Quimby, one of my old teachers and Mrs Caines, the cleaner for the sixth form area. This was getting worse, I knew all these people and saw them most days and they were going to see me naked and know my embarrassing secret.
'Oh hello Michael' said Mrs Quimby 'are you joining our group today?'
'Sort of yes' I replied as I let them in. I was just shutting the door when I saw Mrs Gregory walking down the road, she wasn't coming as well was she? I was friends with her daughter Helen and I'd die if she was going to see me naked. She turned up the drive and my heart sank 'Michael, what are you doing here?'
'Hello, well I'm, erm, part of the group today Mrs Gregory' I said as I let her in and followed her to the lounge.
In the lounge Mrs Quimby and Mrs Caines had broad grins on their faces as they watched me enter the room. They had been told them I was the model today I guessed.
Mrs Gregory looked around and saw the five easels and said, 'Won't you need another one for Michael?'
'No, you're not painting anyone today are you Michael?' said Mrs Caines.
'No' I said quietly.
'Well what are you going to be doing then?' Mrs Gregory said puzzled 'oh you aren't are you?' as realisation dawned on her face. 'Are you our life model?' I nodded slightly 'Well that's very brave of you. Oh, I should ring Helen she'd kill me if I get to see you naked and she doesn't!'
'No!' I shouted, 'Please don't do that, it's going to be embarrassing enough for me.'
Mrs Gregory looked disappointed, but she didn't make a move to phone her daughter.
'Isn't it nice that you know all the ladies here Michael, it will be much easier for you now, no strangers getting to see you naked, just a few select people you know and see most days. Much less embarrassing for you I'm sure' Miss Summers said with a smile.
Oh god I thought, Miss Summers was right when she said more and more people would end up knowing my little secret, what I didn't know at the time was that it would be her pushing the numbers up.
'Well I'll just top up your glasses ladies then we may as well get down to it.' Miss Summers said.
My heart was racing now, I knew any moment Miss Summers was going to instruct me to disrobe and then four older women were going to know I was poorly endowed, women that I would see most days for the next few months at least.
'Ok Michael, if you'd start undressing whilst we get ready over here. Once you are naked we'll have a think about the pose that would be best.' Miss Summers said.
The ladies got settled by their easels whilst I took off my shoes and socks. I turned away to take off my trousers and I could overhear their quiet talking.
'You know I've known Michael for several years, since he moved into our street and became friends with Helen, never really thought I'd get to see him like this though. He's grown up to be quite the handsome young man, tall and lean, I have to say I'm a little bit excited by it all' whispered Mrs Gregory.
'Yes' replied Mrs Pearce 'I was a little flustered at first but he is eighteen and his own man, if he's happy to be our life model then I'm happy to paint him. It shows a lot of confidence I think.'
'Well he's not very confident around the girls in the sixth form I don't think. In fact, I think he's gotten more timid recently. I always wondered if he had a little one, I'm going to find out if I was right now' said Mrs Caines.
'Nonsense, I'm sure he's perfectly fine down there Rachel, don't you go embarrassing him and making him all self-conscious about his bits.' Said Mrs Quimby.
'Hurry up Michael, we haven't got all day. Well we have really, but we'd like to start soon so off with them!' said Mrs Summers.
I took my t-shirt off, still facing away from the ladies, I could hear a few Oh's of appreciation. 'Well here goes' I thought, took a deep breath and slipped my undies down and stepped out of them. I cupped by parts and slowly turned to face the ladies.
'Well there's no point stopping there is there young man, come on let us see the goods' said Mrs Caines.
'Yes, come on don't be a spoilsport Michael, you can't tease us with half a show' Mrs Gregory added.
I looked at them, all the ladies seemed a little excited, teasing but gentle. All apart from Miss Summers who had a broad grin, she was enjoying my exposure and she knew what her friends were about to see. She walked slowly over to me and placed her hands on my wrists. She stretched up on her toes and gentle spoke into my ear 'Come on now, let's reveal you to the ladies, I know you want them to know your tiny shame. Come on' and with that she moved my hands to my sides, stepped away and turned to watch the faces of her friends.
My stomach was in bits and my knees felt as if they were about to give way. I was shaking a little but managed to remain standing and looked at the ladies faces.
Mrs Pearce looked directly at my penis, her eyes wide, a shocked look on her face.