DISCLAIMER: This story features a loving couple who participate in female domination, cuckolding, humiliation, chastity and cum-eating with the consent of both parties. If these themes offend you, feel free to discontinue reading now. Otherwise, I hope you enjoy the story.
It almost feels like a dream when you're not in the middle of it. The days when you're not in chastity are relatively normal; your every waking moment isn't occupied by the subtle ache that fills your mind. You almost don't remember how it feels to be reduced to your primal urges, when the familiar flooding of cum into your balls is the shadow of every breath.
Your state of mind when in chastity can only be described as trance-like, from the moment she locks you in it, to the moment of freedom when the device comes off. In chastity, you submit to her completely. You allow her control over a central part of your life: your experience of sexual release. You're unable to touch yourself whenever you feel the urge to; it's not that simple any more.
You cherish the moment that she tells you you've earned your freedom. Handing the key to your pleasure to the woman you love is the ultimate surrender. Her dominance is her time in the sun, and you love to watch her bloom.
I've been submitting to this dreamlike state with my girlfriend for a fair while now. It started out as a way to stop me masturbating too much, as that had become a distraction. Initially she was only vaguely interested in the idea of chastity. Seeing her grow into the complex and confident fem-dom fatale she is now has made the exploration of this fetish greater than I could have hoped for.
She began by agreeing to place me in the device for a few days. She quickly began to enjoy denying me, and refusing to unlock me. In time, she wove an unspoken fetish of hers into the chastity experience -- she roped me into cuckolding.
It started with a casual, open conversation about our fetishes while lying in bed one Sunday morning. I listed mine: eating my own cum (which she had gotten me into through her amazing powers of mental conditioning), chastity, and voyeurism. She started counting hers on her fingers: rough sex, light BDSM, exhibitionism, and having sex with another guy while I watch.
I was shocked by this. "Before you get mad about it," she began, "let me describe how I'd like to do it, maybe you'll find it hot too."
She had an amazing talent for unlocking feelings in me I never knew were there. With each sentence that she uttered, I found myself experiencing a confronting mixture of emotions -- it was an intense jealousy and anger at the idea of another guy even touching her, but it was coupled with desire and lust.
By the time she finished describing her fetish to me, I hated to admit that I was turned on. The next time we had sex, she would whisper snippets of her fantasy scenario in my ear. The more she described herself being fucked while I would be forced to watch and unable to participate, the firmer I grew and the harder I fucked her. From that day on, she made a point to bring the fantasy up almost every time we had sex.
After a few months of this verbal conditioning, she proposed acting on her fetish in only a very mild way, to test the waters of how much we might like the reality. I'd been in chastity for five days when she went to the city for the evening. She had left me with my limp dick and no fun to be had in her absence, only torturous thoughts. She'd decided not to wear panties under her skintight dress. She knew this would drive me wild, the fact that I couldn't fuck her even if I tried, and wearing no panties, she was theoretically easy for all the other guys to fuck.
Though she didn't meet anyone who was up to her standards that evening, it didn't take her long to find the ideal man to fuck her like in her fantasy. He was a friend-of-a-friend she had met at a St Patrick's Day party at one of the bars in town. She told him she was in an open relationship, and that she had a thing for exhibitionism. She was happy to find he was a flexible guy when it came to anything kinky, the kind of guy to say "I'll try anything once."
They casually dated, and I was fine with her being intimate with him alone. Come to think of it, that's probably what made it so hot. He had already learned the things she liked and the best ways to use her body by the time the big day came along.
I'd been tied up by her the night it all came to fruition. I expected her to make me earn my freedom by eating my own cum, as she liked to do at the end a week or so of chastity. My balls were so full of cum from the week's worth of being teased and locked into this cage. She had an evil glint in her eye like she was up to something, but she usually did when she was planning on making me eat my cum, so I didn't think anything was up.
She followed me down after what seemed like a longer time than usual, and she was stripped down to her lingerie, a light pink lacy bra and panties with matching thigh-high stockings and garter. This was certainly a surprise, she usually made sure she had nice underwear on when she was going to have her way with me but this was obviously extra effort.
Things changed dramatically once she had me restrained, my hands tied to the top posts of the bed and my feet spread apart, tied to the bottom posts. She laid the key to the chastity device next to my hand, only an inch or two away from reach. 'You're such a tease," I said.
She smiled cheekily and knelt down on the bed, kissing me lightly and then deeply. She kissed down my bare shoulders and ran her hands over my body, giving me goosebumps. My desire for her was stronger than ever, but it always felt that way when she made me this vulnerable. Her being dominant with me made me lust after her like you would a crush that you knew was out of your league. I didn't feel worthy of her touch as she ran her graceful fingers over the waist of my boxers. Feeling her warm hand move below the elastic and caress my hips, thighs and balls made my whole body flush with desire.
She then straddled me, pulling down my boxers and grinding her lace-clothed pussy against my concealed cock. I felt the strain as my cock ached to grow hard in response to her body being so close to mine, and with so little clothing. She pouted as she looked at me. "Oh dear..." she began, in a baby-like voice, "I really want to fuck you, but, I've lost the key... I don't know where it is!"