My love story continues in much the same way as the previous parts and includes cuckolding, humiliation and this time an element of interracial play.
This is a work of fiction. Any similarities to actual persons, alive or dead, is purely coincidental. Any grammatical errors are my own.
Cuckolded husband I may be, well hoped to be, but that didn't mean I'd happily let Sully do what he was doing. Yes, he may have seen everything of Chloe, but so what?
As calmly as I could, I gripped his arm. "Take your fucking hand off her," I said. "That isn't how it works Sully."
We locked eyes, but unlike the handshake I didn't back down and his bright blue eyes glinted with what I can only describe as...respect?
We put Sully's actions down to excitement and decided to chalk it up to experience. You could argue that in many ways it was kind of flattering. He'd been so worked up by Chloe that he couldn't stop himself maybe.
Whatever, Chloe seemed to forget about the whole thing pretty quickly, but I didn't.
Despite the disappointment I'd felt during the photoshoot, I was still buzzing from the experience and we talked. For Chloe it was everything she'd hoped it would be. Her uncle Ken's friend and 6 strangers taking "those sorts of photos" was a huge turn on for her and I reaped the benefits. I fucked her real hard that night, but unlike Asaf, Andrew and James, the only way I could make her squirt was with my fingers and tongue.
And that was perfect for me. I liked knowing they could. It humiliated me and that turned me on. But I needed another man to see that humiliation turning me on when he fucked her to a squirting orgasm in front of me, knowing he could do what I couldn't.
Lying in post coital bliss, the need to torture myself won out. Working with James didn't help because it was a constant reminder of what I'd missed out on. So I asked where, excluding me, he would rank.
"You can't look at it like that." she tried to explain. "They're all different and that's what I like, you know?" I guess I did. "Anyway, if you're really gonna ask me to rank them, Asaf would be number 1."
I'd guessed he would be. Maybe it was because he was the first man we'd, she'd, planned for together? I still felt she'd fallen for Asaf though. That maybe she'd not loved him, but something close. Explaining why that made me hard is difficult, but it was part of our blueprint.
When I'd rewritten the article I'd envisaged there being one man. A man who Chloe could fall for, sexually rather than emotionally. Someone who took time to understand my needs as well as hers and wasn't afraid to grow with us. Singleminded enough to truly make her his slut and respect us for allowing him to do so. A man I knew who, when he called, Chloe would drop everything she was doing and go to. No ifs. No buts. And absolutely no shadow of doubt in my mind that sexually, she was his.
An impossible dream? Probably. Human nature suggests so. Life's complications would no doubt get in the way. Emotions would be stretched to the limit. I knew, we knew that finding one man we could trust enough to commit to our blueprint was unlikely, but that's why we have dreams isn't it? Life would be dull without them.
Anyway, I asked if she'd ever fuck James again.
"Yes," she said frankly. "But not like we did. No more 'cheating.' I know it turns you on, but we're not looking for that anymore. He'd have to know what we do. I'm not sure he'd understand and even if he did, it would just be sex. He's not the one."
It was still unbelievable that just a few weeks ago we'd been on our honeymoon and all this, all that was taking place, had been nothing but a pipe dream.
"But if you think you can somehow get James on board..." She let the words drift.
Now I have to say, I was getting desperate to see Chloe fucked by another man. I needed to break the image of the one person who I had seen...her rapist. How I could do it was the problem. Especially if that man was going to be James.
A couple of days later maybe, I brought up the subject of girlfriends again with him as casually as I could. Inside I was being ripped to shreds knowing how well he'd fucked Chloe, him blissfully unaware that I knew. And strange as it may sound, it fucking well turned me on to hear him brag. It scratched the itch of humiliation I needed, but only barely.
"You don't have to tell me, but have you had many girlfriends, James?" I asked, not very tactfully.
"I don't mind, boss," he said pleasantly. "Just 2, other than the one I was fucking, but she wasn't a girlfriend really. So yeah, just the 2. Not much to brag about really. You?"
I laughed, but it sounded a little too forced to my ears. "Other than Chloe, much the same," I told him. "When I met her, I knew she was the one."
He just smiled and I wondered how it made him feel to have fucked the woman I'd just told him was "the one" behind my back. But to his mind, Chloe had fucked him behind my back too, so why would he feel any guilt?
It was an inherent problem of mine...I thought too much. Too deeply. Everything had to have a reason. Some kind of deeper meaning. I couldn't accept that for some people there simply was no deeper meaning.
"So no chance of you getting back together? With the last one, I mean." Jesus, I sounded desperate. If I wasn't careful he'd guess and that might ruin everything.
"She's married," he told me frankly. "So I'm not sure really. S'up to her I guess."
"Oh right. So she was cheating with you then?"
"Yeah. Like I said, she's a bit of a slut," he said with a snort. "Liked a good fucking though. Spunked a few loads up her, but she just went cold and stopped asking. Probably moved on to another cock."
God it hurt to hear him talking like that. It hurt, but I was so fucking hard. It was still possible he wasn't talking about Chloe, but it had to be if what he'd told me was true. Chloe had admitted having to ask him too, so to my mind, there was no doubt and the need to torture myself further kicked in a little harder.
"Stopped asking?"
"Yeah," he told me with a snort. "Think she got off asking for it. Good for the ego though."
I bet it was.
"So she's a looker then?" I asked and again, it all sounded like I was too keen, but I couldn't help myself.