Recap: Mina has asked Cam to put her into denial. Initially reticent, he has warmed to the idea. When Mina introduced the idea of hypnosis as a way to control her responses, they decided to see how far they could go in teasing and denying her. Through hypnosis, Bree, her sassy, sexy alter ego has emerged, leading to new possibilities.
This is where this story crosses over with
What We Say In The Dark Ch 06
, with Cam working on a job for Cynthia]
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Mina made a face, but I shrugged.
"It is what it is," I told her.
"That's not helping," she replied.
I felt my mouth set in a line, watching her displeased expression.
"Or we can go back to the same old, same old. Your call," I finished.
"Is it? Do you really mean that?"
"Yes. I'm not doing this if it's going to make you unhappy. But," I warned her, "You weren't happy before, either."
Mina huffed, weighing up her options. "Fine," she said at last, "It's just, I feel like I never see you."
"You do. Every night in bed."
"When you're too tired."
"It's not forever."
Mina sighed.
"It's not forever," I continued, "And it means we could maybe finally get what we both want."
"If your boss finds out though, it's gonna be straight out the door, you know that, right?"
I put my hands on my girlfriend's shoulders. "He won't find out. Davis is going to just get a letter one day, and I'm outta there."
Mina looked up at me, unhappily.
"In the long run," I concluded, "Without Davis breathing down my neck every day, I'm going to be a lot happier. Plus, more flexible, so more time to spend with you."
"Yeah," Mina conceded, "I know all that. It's just hard right now. You work all day for him, then you work on the evenings and weekends for yourself."
"For us."
"I guess."
"Look, I gotta go. I'm supposed to be there at six," I said, "Two hours. Then maybe we can have a night out. Would you like that? You can meet me there."
Mina nodded, mollified. "Sure," she replied, "But...."
"We'll have fun tonight. I promise."
"If you're not too tired."
"Mina," I replied, wrapping my arms around her, "I'm never too tired."
"You're full of shit."
"I love you."
"Me too."
We kissed and then parted ways, Mina to go home while I took a cab to my side job. In truth, I was already tired, but I could see her point. It had been weeks since we had been for a proper night out. I owed her that. I'd started to tail off at work, once the decision was made to see whether I could start up on my own. I just needed to recognise that I was also tailing off at home, as I devoted my energy to the extra hours. Making Davis Scott unhappy was something I could live with. Having my beautiful girlfriend unhappy was not.
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Cynthia was standing in the doorway as I arrived, in the alleyway off the main street. The front door to the club wasn't open yet, so she was letting me in through the back entrance. She smiled as I approached, at exactly six o'clock, as arranged. She was a stickler, and I wanted to make a good impression.
"Cameron, how are you?"
"Good. Did they drop off the supplies?"
"Yes, all here. I went through and itemised, though I'm afraid I haven't moved it."
"That's fine. That's my job."
Cynthia simply smiled, as if to say that yes, it was. She opened the door for me and gestured for me to enter. As I stepped past her, I got that same feeling as the first time we'd met, when she had put an ad out for someone to fit out a room at her club; the feeling of a woman who knew a lot more than she was telling. The enigmatic smile; the pale-blue eyes almost like Mina's; the poised posture; the long, blonde hair in a neatly-brushed ponytail gathered back from the elegant features of a woman in her late forties or early fifties. She was a woman who was used to standing out in a crowd, and given the nature of her business, I suspected that was just the tip of the iceberg.
Inside the door, stacked up neatly against the wall, I could see the timber and sheeting I had ordered. I turned back to the owner of the club.
"I just need to change," I said, indicating my buttoned-up shirt.
"Of course, I'll leave you to it. Change in a room upstairs, if you like, or just under the stairs," Cynthia replied, "You wouldn't be the first man to strip off in this stairwell."
There was a hint of a smile, and then she turned, ascending the stairs to her office. I found myself watching her climb the stairs, her bottom wiggling in her black pants with every step. Something told me she was very aware of how she looked as she went upstairs. I dropped my bag on the floor and pulled out an old t-shirt and battered jeans. I had two hours; I needed to be done and dusted before Mina arrived.
Cynthia had been very explicit in her instructions, making it clear that she ran a very particular sort of venue and the room she wanted fitting out was a little outside of my usual line of work. She ran a club dedicated to a more non-conformist crowd, with a main area downstairs and a number of more private spaces above, divided up into her office and then a set of playrooms with different themes.
I began to lug the supplies up the stairs and into the third room along the corridor. It was heavy work, but I had to admit to myself that it felt good after spending all day organising other people to do the same sort of thing on a much larger scale for my boss. There was something simple and satisfying about getting back on the tools myself, too, and the enticing notion that a steady stream of jobs like these would keep Mina's and my life afloat without the steady pressure of Davis breathing down my neck.
This work was also a lot more interesting. When Cynthia had laid out her requirements, she had been matter-of-fact, reeling off not only what she needed, but why. Standing now in the middle of the half-finished room, seeing how it was all beginning to take shape, I had to admit to a little glow of excitement myself. This was definitely more what I wanted to do for a living.
Cynthia had wanted to redesign a sex room. She had taken me upstairs and showed me each playroom in turn, explaining the purpose of each and the kind of things that people did in them. This room was for bondage play, she'd told me, and required anchor points on the floor, walls and ceiling. She also wanted to be able to suspend a cage from a chain in the corner. The anchor point needed to be strong enough to hold the weight of two people, one inside and one outside, just in case the person doing the caging wanted to climb up to be serviced.
I had watched her face as she told me all this, noted the way her hands moved as she described the position and the size of the various components of the room. She was speaking about fantastical things, but without a trace of embarrassment or self-consciousness, and I soon found myself in discussions about how thick a ceiling beam would need to be to support a large man dangling hogtied from it, as if I was discussing the colouring of the concrete for a driveway.