I woke the next morning before Brad, I showered and headed out for a walk before I had to face the embarrassment of speaking to him.
He'd made a fool out of me right from the moment we met and my ego was bruised. I felt disgusted with myself for what I did the previous night. I felt like I could still taste his cum in my mouth, along with kebab and alcohol. My head hurt like a bitch.
I walked a long way, along the coastal paths that morning, the weather was beautiful and I needed to clear my head so I just kept walking. I was miles from the hostel when I got a text from Lisa.
I'd texted her some drunken apology before I went to bed the night before, saying some shit like I'd do anything to get her back and asking if we could meet for a chat. Her reply was typical of Lisa, but at least i got a reply.
"You better be sorry, you were well out of order." She wrote. "If you want me back then a lot of things need to change."
She agreed to meet me that night to talk things over, which was a relief. I wasn't sure where she'd stayed, it certainly wasn't in our dormitory. I began to think about if she'd been with James, if she'd stayed with him and they'd had sex. The usual thoughts that I'd been having for the last few days.
The more I thought about it, the more horny I got. I was surprised she swore so blindly that she'd never cheated on me. I was convinced she had. She had me right where she wanted me now though. I couldn't accuse her again. Perhaps it was time to finally admit to her that it turned me on, I thought to myself.
I walked all the way back to the hostel trying to hide my erection in my shorts, thinking about Lisa's possible infidelity.
I met her at eight, at her request, in a nice bar that I hadn't been to before. She walked in looking stunning. She had a short black skirt on, one that she knew I liked, with a low cut red top and she smelt amazing. It felt like a first date or something. I was really nervous.
I went to kiss her on the lips, but she turned her cheek.
"Not yet you don't." She said in a typical controlling tone. "Besides you'll ruin my lipstick.
"You look stunning ." I said.
"Thanks, it's amazing what a good nights sleep in a nice comfortable bed will do. I feel refreshed." She said smiling and taking a sip of her drink.
"Oh, where did you stay?" I asked as casually as I could.
"In a hotel in the city." She replied. I thought what the hell, I need a break from that shitty hostel, listening to everyone snoring all night."
We ordered some drinks and sat on a high table by the window.
I was desperate to ask if she'd stayed there alone, but I obviously didn't want to antagonise her. Plus I was half afraid of the answer, so I left it.
"I'm glad you had a good nights sleep" I said "I wish I was there, it would have been nice to cuddle up properly in a big bed."
"It was." She said with a smile on her face.
I didn't know what to say to that. What did she mean it was? I just looked at her awkwardly.
"You're dying to know who I was there with aren't you?" She goaded me, smiling seductively as she spoke. "But you're not going to ask me, are you?"
"I don't think I want to know." I replied nervously. "Do I?"
She put her hand on my bare knee, I was wearing shorts, and looked into my eyes.
"What did you get up to while I was away?" She asked, changing the subject.
I told her Brad and I had gone for a few drinks, neglecting to mention about the Strip club and the hooker.
"Oh yes, Brad. He's your little masturbating friend isn't he?" She said, obviously remembering him from the other night.
"Um, yeah that's the one." I replied coyly. "He's ok though."
We made general chit chat for a little while until I got up the courage to ask her I If she planned on coming back to the hostel.
"Well, we can't really afford for me to be staying in hotels all trip can we?" She said. I was relieved and delighted. "But I do have a second night booked so we'll see. Like I said, things have to change though. I think we need some honesty."
"I'm listening." I said
"Danny, I know you get off to cuckold porn, I know you think about me with other guys, I know it turns you on."
I sat there with my mouth open, not knowing how to even reply.
"I've seen your lap top, I've looked at it to search stuff and all manner of things come up on it. I know you read cuckold stories about guys who's partners fuck other men, about guys who suck cock and eat cum out of their wives pussies.
Although she'd mentioned this before, I thought she was joking. I was usually pretty good at covering my tracks and deleting my history.