Ch 7: Nathan
Monday morning, everyone was congratulating us. Addy seemed proud every time someone commented that we made a "cute couple." I tried to match her excitement, but the fact that she'd slept with Paul -I couldn't stop thinking about it..
Then he walked in.
He sauntered over to Addy's desk. "Morning, Addy. Have a good weekend?" His grin was wide and, I thought he looked like a real asshole.
Addy laughed, a bright, tinkling sound. "I did, Paul. Thanks."
He smiled as he checked out her body. "You have a glow that suits you." He let his eyes drift over her, lingering on her cleavage. I watched from my cubicle, a dull ache forming in my chest
Later that morning, I saw Addy and Paul chatting by the coffee machine. Addy was leaning towards him, her hand touching Paul's arm. I didn't like the look of his flirty smile. The conversation stopped when I walked in. Addy was blushing as she finished fixing her coffee.
Ch 8: Addy
We were cuddled on the sofa that evening, -comfortable in the silence and each other's presence. But tonight, my mind was elsewhere. I kept thinking of Paul, his body and his strength. I loved Nathan, truly I did. He was sweet, and kind, and adored me. But the sex with Paul... the thought of never experiencing that again was unbearable.
I shifted in Nathan's arms, turning to face him. "Nathan," my heart was racing with anxiety.
"Yeah, Baby?"
"I've been thinking," I continued, trying to find the right words. This was so delicate. "I love you, Nathan. You know that, right?"
He looked worried. Did he know what was coming? "I know, Addy."
"But..." I hesitated. "What happened with Paul, I've been thinking about it a bit."
Nathan's face was pale. He waited for me to continue.
"I don't want to lose what we have, Nathan," I said, reaching for his hand. "You're everything to me. But the cuck roleplay is really hot right? Should we do it again?" I felt dishonest presenting my urge to be with Paul as our shared kink.
Nathan's face gave me no clue what he was thinking.
I was whispering now, "What if I saw him again? We could keep this thing going. It's sexy right?"
My heart pounded in my chest. I loved Nathan so much, but the thought of giving up the intense, animalistic sex with Paul felt like denying a part of myself. I held my breath, waiting for his reaction.
"I know it turns you on." I kissed him. He was shy at first then accepted my invading tongue. I touched him and wasn't surprised that he was hard. "See, Nathan. You want this."
I lightly touched the little erection. "You're so hard Nathan. So much precum." I wasn't exaggerating, the front of his boxers were soaked. "I'm so happy you love this game. Look, just the idea of it has you on the edge. I've hardly touched you." I traced little circles on the underside of his dicklette. The tiny member began pulsing under my touch. "Think about being my supportive little cuck, baby. Think about how kinky and exciting it will be." He moaned and shot his spunk into my hand.
Ch 9: Nathan
I was trying to focus on my spreadsheets, but my attention kept drifting to Addy's desk. I thought about what I'd agreed to. What kind of guy lets his girl see a bastard like Paul? Was I the biggest loser ever?
She was on the phone, her voice lower than usual, and a playful smile danced on her lips.
Then I heard Paul's booming laugh from across the room. Addy was talking to him. That biting jealous feeling surfaced in my stomach. I subtly angled my chair so I could see them better, pretending to review some documents on my screen.
Addy hung up the phone and turned to Paul, who had ambled over to her workstation.
"So," Addy said, her voice soft but carrying just enough for me to hear, "what are you doing Friday night?"
Paul leaned against her desk, crossing his arms over his chest. "Why do you ask, Addy?" His grin was cocky, like he already knew where this was going.
Addy's cheeks flushed slightly. "Just curious. You know, making plans for the weekend." There was a subtle desperation in her tone that didn't sit well with me.
"I think Friday night might be open. Not sure." His eyes lingered on her a moment too long. "Depends on the company."
Addy's smile widened a fraction. "Well, I was thinking... maybe we could... catch up."
Catch up? That's what they were calling it?
Paul chuckled and acted like he hadn't caught on to her question. He was enjoying this, I could tell -enjoying making her ask for it.
Addy's tone became a little more insistent. "You know what I mean, Paul." Something twisted uncomfortably inside me.
Paul finally pushed himself off her desk, taking a step closer. "Yeah, Addy, I think I do." He lowered his voice. "I thought you had a boyfriend."
Addy's gaze flickered down for a moment before meeting his again. There was a vulnerability in her eyes that I rarely saw.
Paul's grin widened even further. He reached out and touched her arm, his touch possessive. "Well, lucky for you, I can probably pencil you in." He leered at her, letting his eyes roam over her body.
The jealousy was a burning acid in my gut, but mixed with that jealousy was a shameful, unwanted arousal. There was something about Paul's blatant confidence, the way he knew how eager Addy was for his attention, that turned me on. I hated myself for it. I hated that I was getting hard watching him stare at her body, watching the woman I loved grovel for his attention.
Addy laughed, a slightly breathless sound. "So, is that a yes?"
"Friday night. Make sure you clear it with your BF." Paul's eyes locked on hers. "I'll let you buy me dinner."
I looked away, the whole thing was suddenly too much to bear.
Ch 10: Nathan
Addy was a vision. Chubby, yes, but with the softest, most inviting curves. Her breasts were full, resting gently above the slight roundness of her tummy and the little love handles above her panty line. She was a rubenesque goddess.
She held up a slinky black dress. It would hug every inch of those delicious curves. "Do you think this is too much?" she asked.
I imagined Paul's hands on her. "No," I managed, my voice tight. "It looks... great." Too great for that asshole.