*Contains Mpreg elements...
A World of Pregnancy: Alex - Non-Binary & Pro-Pregnant
My name is Alex. I'll get a few things about me out of the way and into the open right off the bat. I'm non-binary: I was born female and have what would medically be considered a female anatomy, but I identify as neither female nor male. I present as fairly androgynous, I think, considering my short hair and choice of non-gendered attire. My preferred pronouns for myself are they/them/their. I'm pansexual: I'm attracted to women, men, other non-binary folks, and people of any other sort of gender identity.
I'm obese, 5'4" and 210 pounds: I prefer the term "big," ideally, but you won't offend me with "fat," "thick," "heavy," "husky," "chunky," or just about any other word for it you can come up with. I would go with "BBW" if I identified as female, but there's no comparable term for the non-binary individual. And I think "chubby" is kind of a cute label, so long as it's used without any malice. I have large breasts that are heavy with fat, very thick upper arms and thighs, a round face, and a fairly flabby tummy. I try to practice body positivity: I'm proud of my figure, regardless of what society as a whole may have to say about it. I'm sexy and I know it.
Being potentially attracted to basically everyone, I certainly sleep with my share of men. And, like any human, I fail to be perfectly careful 100% of the time. Thus, my current condition. I am, indeed, pregnant. I got the positive test last week, got confirmation from my doctor two days ago. I do know who the father is, but I have no interest in having any sort of relationship with him, so he will have no knowledge of or involvement with my pregnancy or child. I'm going on this adventure solo.
Not identifying as female, I have some conflicted feelings about being pregnant, despite the fact that pregnancy is now a possibility for both men and women. It sounds very feminine to me, and I fear my body's changes will make me feel more like a woman, which is not something I'm particularly looking for. On the other hand, like all body types, I think pregnancy can be very attractive, and I think I'll enjoy seeing myself develop in this state.
Confusion, fear, and excitement swirl together. Such is pregnancy, I suppose.
Month 1
Still dealing with some seriously conflicted emotions, I find a support group for pregnant non-women and decide to attend a meeting. Well, it's advertised as being for pregnant men, but I figure the issues pregnant men face are probably not dissimilar from those of a pregnant non-binary person such as myself. It's in a church basement and attended by five other people, all seeming to present as male. I introduce myself to the group as non-binary, emotionally all over the place and gender-confused. Only two of the other five attendees speak.
One of them, a man 8 months along, had gender identity crises and mixed feelings early in his pregnancy, but has come to love the bodily changes and femininity of the whole thing, becoming a huge proponent of all variants of pregnancy by this point. It's quite heartening. After the meeting, he approaches me, impressed that I spoke at the first group I attended. His name's Wes, and, after we talk for three or four minutes, he invites me back to his place for tea and to meet his girlfriend, 2 months pregnant herself. He's nice and affirming, so I accept, intrigued by the prospect of getting to know a simultaneously pregnant couple a bit.
Wes's wife, Gretchen, is just as friendly and welcoming as he is. It's her second pregnancy, and she makes it explicitly clear that she will answer absolutely any question I can think to ask her. She insists Wes bares his bump while we have tea, and they insist I explore his belly (with both eyes and hands) to my heart's content. I must spend a solid half hour on it. It's hairy, remarkably round, stretched taut, and firm. I hadn't spent any quality time with a pregnant belly before this, and I find myself really enjoying it. A little turned on, even? The masculinity of his body hair mixed with the femininity of his gestation-swollen stomach really does something for me.
We talk extensively about their experiences with their pregnancies: gender issues, emotions, sex...everything we can think of, really. Before I know it, it's the middle of the night. They offer me their guest room for the night, and I happily accept. The next morning we make plans to hang out again in a few days. In a remarkably short period of time, I've become extremely comfortable with these people. I really, really like them as friends to have fun and deep conversations with. And I think I've developed a little bit of a crush. On both of them.
Month 2
Over the past month, I've seen Wes and Gretchen just about every day. In fact, since about two weeks ago, I've been living with them. Our new friendship turned sexual the second time we got together, Gretchen kissing me when our hands met atop Wes's belly. A threesome organically ensued, and we just kind of went from there. They seem very into my body, and I can't get enough of either of theirs. I am positively hooked on fucking a pregnant man.
I'm sad Wes's pregnancy is ending, but thrilled Gretchen's and mine are going to yield bigger and bigger bellies in the house. With their California king-size bed, all three of us can even sleep together, regardless of how many of us have huge bumps at the moment. Gretchen's in the middle, as she likes to cuddle the most and has access to both potential cuddle partners from that position. None of us has uttered the word, but I'm pretty sure I've entered into a throuple.
I'm experiencing the typical first trimester nausea/occasional vomiting now, though it's relatively mild based on the horror stories Gretchen and Wes have from their pregnancies. My nipples and areolas have both darkened and expanded, which I'm finding pretty hot. Nipple sensitivity has skyrocketed as well, which can be a lot of fun as long as we play with them in moderation. Gretchen, just a month ahead of me in her pregnancy, has already started to show, belly firm and slightly protruding into a slight hump centered just below her navel.