A Very Shameful Punishment Ch 45

[You can read this story without having read the previous chapters, although you might read the previous chapter, Ch. 44, which contains a recap of earlier parts of this saga and the immediate impetus for what happens in this one. After you've read it, you might wish to return to read earlier chapters as you will then have greater understanding of the characters. This story features significant disciplining and involves bodily functions. If you find this bothers you, please read no further. All characters are over 18. My thanks to Susan Greenway for her kind permission to use one of her characters.]

Eleanor was thinking about how immaturely she had behaved in rushing to have Kate discipline her in the private room upstairs at the club. She could have been more reserved and not indulged her mad desire for Kate to punish her right then. Delayed gratification was something she understood she needed to include in her behavior.

Even though Annette had been more than generous with Eleanor when apprised of what had occurred, Eleanor worried that she had hurt her wife. She realized that although Annette had achieved the top position in the Corrections Service, she was probably insecure in her home life, because Eleanor was younger and was still moving upward.

"I'm so lucky to have her as my wife, and officially I'm the senior partner since I was already married when we wed," she thought. Eleanor had continued to possess her marital cane, which signified that superior position in the household. Theoretically and practically, she would be within her rights to discipline Annette.

The very idea excited Eleanor and she felt her panties getting wet yet again. She now was thinking that she still owed Annette. She had gone with her into the bedroom and brought her wife to orgasm but that wasn't enough. The session that afternoon with Kate was a betrayal, even if everyone involved was ignoring that conclusion. She decided that she had to be the one to make things right.

The next morning was Saturday, so Eleanor and Annette generally slept in. Annette had risen earlier, found that her period had arrived as expected, and spent some time showering and generally cleaning herself. She found that she always needed to pay more attention to her personal hygiene when she was menstruating, because her body seemed to exude moisture.

Eleanor finally awakened and roused herself, going into the bathroom to splash some water on her face. Then she slipped into the kitchen and made coffee for both of them. She carried a filled mug into the bedroom for Annette who was sitting up and reading.

Handing the coffee to her wife, Eleanor looked deeply into her eyes and managing to avoid tears, began to apologize.

"Darling, I know what I did yesterday hurt you and I hate myself for being so uncontrolled in my behavior," she confessed. "I'm so so sorry and want to make it up to you. I will manage to do that, I promise. But first, I want you to discipline me because I deserve it. There are still cane lines on my bottom from Kate's 'introductory' punishment, but I hope you will make me feel it but good for what I did."

Annette couldn't help but smile at Eleanor's abject apology. She was surprised that the prospect of imposing serious discipline on her wife turned her on. Perhaps it was her time of the month stirring her emotions. She felt that Eleanor might well give her some oral servicing for a start at paying for her misbehavior.

"Sweetie, I hope you know I shall always love you," Annette said genuinely, and Eleanor felt her heart bursting in agony for the hurt she had caused. "I do wish, though, that you might make me feel a little better physically as well as emotionally by tending to my intimate area right now."

Eleanor understood that Annette wanted Eleanor to apply her lips and tongue to Annette's flowing sex. Eleanor knew that Annette had heavy periods and did suffer pain and cramps during the five or six days she was on. She brought a few large bath towels in from the bathroom and had Annette lift herself up so that Eleanor could lay them beneath her.

Then Eleanor lovingly drew down Annette's pajama bottoms and gently tugged on her tampon string. She lay on the bed, her head now up between Annette's spread legs. Eleanor slowly slid the soaked huge tampon from Annette's vagina and placed it on the floor next to the bed. Then she drew her lips close to Annette's labia and began to lick those lovingly.

Ellie wanted to give her wife the most unimaginable pleasure. She also hoped that this might show that Annette was always her love, even if she dallied for excitement in other women's holes. She kept holding her excitement back so that she could arouse Annette with the gentlest, most light dabs with her tongue on her wife's inner labia, clit, and annual opening.

She also found herself lapping up the menstrual flow from Annette's bloody cunt. Yes, she thought, the taste was metallic, but she did find herself warming to it as she enjoyed this kind of feminine closeness with her wife. Eleanor had never needed to use the kind of superplus tampons that Annette had protecting her pants during her period.

Ellie kept grazing the tip of Annette's giant clit as it hardened. She got her tongue into her wife's wide vaginal opening as far as it could go--her mouth was actually partly inside Annette, who was now writhing in arousal. Eleanor wet her forefinger and slipped it into Annette's anal star, which seemed to excite her all the more.

Suddenly, Annette exploded and the added fluid from her vaginal opening sprayed into Eleanor's open mouth. It was mixture of her menses and her orgasming juice. Eleanor loved the taste and felt at one with Annette. She started kissing her labia and now using two and then three fingers to fingerfuck her.

Annette had thoroughly enjoyed her cumming, and now felt herself getting totally turned on again. She lifted her bottom from the towels on the bed and exploded again. Eleanor was delighted with her effectively her ministrations had excited and brought off Annette. Her closeness to her wife had remained strong all through the time since Annette had first tried to make Ellie's sentence as endurable as possible. Now the feeling was of deep love for this somewhat ungainly woman who had risen to the top of the Corrections Service.

In the Women's Republic, which had no active military units, the Corrections Service, which was organized in a quasi-military structure, was the closest thing to an armed service. The Corrections Service personnel did carry weapons and knew well how to use them. It had been made clear to them and to new recruits that they might well be called upon to serve the Republic in a military capacity.

So, Annette as chief of staff reported to the Secretary for Corrections and also directly to the President of the Republic. She could have had official government housing at the highest level but chose to try to retain a normal domestic life, without servants and such. Eleanor realized that her wife had given up many perquisites by choosing not to live in a large mansion provided by the government.

Annette now took Eleanor in her arms and nestled her on her side. She loved her younger wife and respected her independence and her creativity. She knew Ellie would never betray her intentionally, but the occasion with Kate did bother her. She did ask Eleanor to talk to her about the session, for that is what it was, and describe to her what most excited her about the experience.

Eleanor said that she somehow found herself drawn to Kate as a dominant because she was so young, younger than Ellie, but seemed so much in control of her life and her situation, and now had already risen to the rank of Major and chief of the much-respected Corrections Service retraining unit. Seeing Kate in a uniform brandishing her cane made Ellie get very wet in her panties, and not from pee.

Annette grasped that this kind of turn-on was very individual. Ellie might well feel this way, even if Annette, accustomed to dealing with hordes of women of all ranks in uniform, from the highest to lowest in status, was unlikely to be excited even by an attractive, young, uniformed woman. Ellie seemed to get excited by submitting to a strict, younger woman, especially in a smart uniform.

She told Eleanor that she understood how she felt about Kate. She went on to say that she did not dislike Kate, even though they had gotten off to a bad start. She realized that Kate had great potential and was highly competent. And it was especially significant and influential for Annette that Rachel had picked her as her deputy and urged Annette to name her as Rachel's successor as unit chief.

"Do you think they had been enjoying each other's intimate company, dear?" Eleanor asked.

"Rachel is a single lesbian career field-grade officer in the Service," Annette explained. "Kate is also unmarried, and we don't know if she is bi or lesbian. I suspect she is bi. That means that she would be open to Rachel's advances, and probably has enjoyed them."

Eleanor knew that where the mores of the Service were concerned, no one knew the lay of this land better than Annette. But now she turned toward her wife and took Annette in her arms. They held each other tight, enjoyed feeling each other's most sensitive places, and used their fingers to stimulate each other. It was truly a love feast, and both felt renewed and relieved after it appeared that Kate might have come between them.

"I love you so much, Annie," Eleanor gushed, "and I don't want anyone to come between us, ever."

"And nor do I, darling," Annette answered her, "but I've been thinking about how Kate cranks you up. How about if we had her over here to discipline you with yours truly enjoying the occasion as an observer?" Annette realized she was playing to Eleanor's usually hidden desire to be humiliated in front of others.

Eleanor felt her excitement temperature rising rapidly. She was already wet just thinking of the delectable Kate caning her in front of Annette, or others too, for that matter.

"You've seen me at my lowest moment," Eleanor whispered to her wife. "And I love you for what you did for me then and how you've been there ever since. You have been my guidepost and I never ever want to have anyone come between us. I don't understand why being humiliated by her stirs up my emotions so incredibly. And I'm not sure whether I should indulge it, run with it, or run away from it as fast as I can."

"I want to see how it affects you in the moment," Annette replied, very gently. "You know that I've learned a lot about how people respond to correction over the years.

"And my sweet, there's something in you that wants to be embarrassed and humiliated, even in front of others," she added. "This may have arisen in your nature long before your shattering experience with the justice and corrections system."

" "So, you think I'm fucked up, even if in a charming way?" Eleanor grinned and Annette felt she had lowered the pressure that had been building up during this discussion.

"I love you for everything you are, Ellie darling," Annette responded. "Your imagination and creativity, your charm reflected in your capacity to become aroused, and your overall good sense and stability. I hope that you don't resent my spelling out those qualities."

"Not at all, you wonderful girl," Eleanor smiled. "I stand in awe of what you have achieved by sticking to your effort to advance in your world, and you have succeeded beyond probably even your own expectation!"

"As for Major Kate," Annette resumed, "you're right that I was initially skeptical of her bona fides, back when she was merely a first lieutenant, but I did pay attention to how you and Rachel felt about her. She has shown herself to be a fine officer and manager.

"I want her to be able to give you what you want, and what she ostensibly gets from the experience," Annette said coolly. "But forgive my possessiveness, yet it's also grounded, dearest, in my love for you, but I hope you won't have sex with her. Although I do see this as a crush of yours, I want you to enjoy it and I hope she does, too. I also am aware that before she entered our service, she mastered her own family, despite being its youngest member. Frankly, she might well one day fill my position. I'm not boasting, but I find that amazing yet very possible.

"Would you like to have her dominate, embarrass, and humiliate you in front of me and maybe others?" Annette posited to Eleanor.

"I'm unbelievably happy at how you've reacted to this," Eleanor said gratefully. "I hope I would be as understanding if I were in your shoes. I'd love for this to happen, and you can decide who else, if anyone, should observe."

"Then let me arrange things," Annette said gaily. "I don't want her to feel that this is in any way either official or something she is under obligation to do. But from what you have said, I suspect she will welcome the invitation."

Eleanor took Annette by the hand, and they walked together back to their bed where they stripped and held each other tight. Eleanor felt so lucky to be held so lovingly by her wife and Annette too was moved and very aroused.

* * * *

Annette sent Kate a note through regular mail to her residence in the Bachelor Officer's Quarters of the service. She asked her to join her for lunch at the dining hall reserved for general- and field-grade officers in the service. It was not like the club Eleanor had utilized for her meeting, because it was quite normal for Annette to meet there with high-ranking staff officers.

Kate had been taken to lunch there by LTC Rachel when Kate was her deputy. She now had privileges to dine there herself and to bring guests. It was de rigeur for officers dining in the reserved hall to be in full uniform, so both Annette and Kate wore their best blue formal uniforms for the occasion, as did almost all of the others there who were in the service.

The maitress'd greeted Annette warmly as the presence of the Chief of Staff was always appreciated by the dining hall staff as a sign of both her high regard for and confidence in the cuisine and the service provided. Annette had had her aide call and secure a quiet table in a corner where she would not be disturbed, rather than the choice table near the front normally held for the Chief.

When MAJ Kate appeared, she was quietly escorted to Annette's table, and was warmly welcomed by Annette standing and giving her a warm hug.

Annette waited until they had been served their cocktails, Cosmopolitans as usual, before she broached the subject for which she had scheduled the lunch. The two ordered their main course and then Annette initiated the conversation she had planned this encounter to have.

"Kate, let me begin by telling you that not only have I been highly impressed by your work and your excellent ability to take charge of a challenging if desirable assignment, but I enjoyed meeting you on a personal, social basis at my home," Annette began.

"What I'm about to discuss is in no way part of your, or my for that matter, official duties," she went on. "I will not ever mention or deal with it in any official way or even at any official duty location for either of us. In sum, neither Eleanor nor I will disclose anything related to this matter."

Having set Kate a bit on edge, understandably, Annette continued, "Eleanor was very pleased with what occurred after your lunch with her. She'd like to invite you to our home to engage with her in the way you did. She wants me to be present and is also agreeable for others to witness the scene. Does this sound like something you'd like to do, mainly for her, I admit, but I am very much focused on making her happy?"

"It was a delightful occasion," Kate replied, "and I thoroughly enjoyed it, so I'm so pleased Ellie did too. I am honored to be invited by both you and Eleanor and will accept with pleasure. However, one request I do have is that for at least the first such get-together, and it will up to all of us to determine if there would be any more after that, I'd prefer that you be the only other person present. For both Ellie's and my enjoyment, I do feel that this should proceed in measured steps like that. I hope I haven't incurred your displeasure; may I call you Annette only with respect to our present discussion?"

"You certainly may," Annette answered with alacrity, "and with your indulgence, I will call you Kate. I believe your request is an appropriate one and I certainly will agree. I think I can speak for Eleanor that she will also assent. It would make the most sense for you to contact her to make arrangements, Please accept my deepest thanks. As you might imagine, this is all a bit embarrassing for me and that is not something I cherish. What I also mean to say is that I'd like that this be handled between you and Eleanor in future, with no aspersions on you or her: after all, you two are the ones directly involved."

She smiled and thanked Kate again for joining her and for agreeing with the plan, with the proviso Kate requested.

After having tea, they rose and quietly left the dining hall without stopping to recognize others they--well, primarily Annette--knew who were dining there.

When Annette returned to the apartment she and Eleanor enjoyed, she related all that had been discussed. "I hope you don't think that I was the one who proposed limiting observers to me alone," she explained to Eleanor. "That was Kate's condition, although since I agreed to it immediately, there was no further discussion of the issue."

Eleanor took Annette in her arms and kissed her deeply. "You are so wonderful to have lent yourself to arranging this," she gushed. "I hope you know how much I love you. I seem to need what this involves, and I also must assure you that I feel no sexual attraction to her except for her role as the dominant I need to allow me to indulge this fantasy."

"I for one hope this works out well," Annette responded, "and it appears right that we should proceed step by step. Darling, I love you so much."

"I know that this is not something you would have chosen for us," Eleanor assured her, "but I will feel very happy that you will be there. It will increase my embarrassment and yes, my humiliation, but it will also make me feel loved and protected when I see you there."

"Thanks, sweetie," Annette said with a smile. "I'll always be there for you."

" Can we go into the bedroom?" Eleanor asked puckishly. "I want to give you a special present."

They went into the bedroom and Eleanor lovingly undressed the uniformed general. Then she stripped and had Annette lie on some towels again. Eleanor crawled between Annette's generously spread legs and reached in to slide her wife's soaked tampon from Annette's vagina.

The tampon emerged and Eleanor proceeded to lick Annette clean around her vaginal opening and vulva. Then she licked and sucked Annette's pussy, tasting her menstrual flow and savoring the distinctive odor of a menstruating woman.

For her part, Annette was thoroughly enjoying Eleanor's attentions to her flowing sex. This was the second time Eleanor had taken the initiative to render oral service to her. She hoped it would not be the last and felt certain it would not be. When Eleanor came up for air, Annette sat up, moved her legs to bedside, and stood. Then she bent down and gave Eleanor the deepest kiss, tongue penetrating Ellie's open mouth, that she could manage. This was the moment that she felt her orgasm take control of her and she whispered to Ellie that she had just cum.

Ellie was deliriously happy that she could bring her wife off by enjoying her menses. She was also very grateful for Annette's arranging another scene with Kate.

* * * *

Eleanor had set up a mutually agreeable time for Kate to visit. That afternoon, Kate did find it challenging to get any work done. She was looking forward to the chance to dominate this amazing woman. She had insisted--actually, merely asked--that Annette be the sole observer for her own protection. Now, however, she was thinking that she should have made it that she could bring someone too.