A few minutes later Katie walked back into the bedroom, she had a bath towel wrapped around her and her hair was still wet from the shower she had just taken.
"You don't need the towel Katie, take it off please and let Mummy see your beautiful body." Lucy's instruction was firm and said in such a way that objection to it would seem disrespectful. Katie let the towel drop to the floor.
"Come here my luv."
Katie walked naked over to her mum and stood by the side of the bed. She made no attempt to cover any part of her exposed body. Lucy shuffled herself over to the side of the bed then reached out a hand. Her daughter made no attempt to hold it, she knew it was not destined for her own hand as part of any display of affection.
Katie simply waited until she felt her mum's fingers work their way through her pubic bush. Katie felt slightly embarrassed, she knew she wasn't clean down there but then, she thought, what could Mum expect? She was the one who had hidden the shower gel and shampoo.
"That's beautiful Katie." Lucy's comment somehow managed to relax her daughter slightly.
"It wouldn't all come out."
"I didn't want it to Katie, Mummy would have been disappointed if you came back to me all nice and clean."
"But my pubes are all stuck together with poo."
"Shit Katie: your pubes are all stuck together with shit!"
"Umm, yes, sorry. My pubes are all stuck together with shit."
"I know they are, I can feel it, beautiful little nuggets from my turds sticking and matting your pubes together. There's lots of it down here, it's quite beautiful Katie. You should be proud of your pubic hairs now my darling."
"Yes, I am Mum but I dunno, I still feel dirty and my hair is all stuck together as well."
"Well, that's good Katie, isn't it?"
"Yeah, I suppose so but I wasn't expecting it to be like this, I thought I would be clean afterwards."
"Now now Katie, come on. You wanted to be a toilet didn't you and Mummy wants you to smell and look like a toilet as well."
"Yeah, I know, I'm sorry, I'll get used to it, I promise."
"I know you will sweetheart, this is a big change for you, I told you it would be a lifestyle change, didn't I?"
"Yeah, I know and it's what I want as well. I do love you, Mum."
"Mummy loves you too darling. Now come on, lay next to me and give Mummy a cuddle."
Katie lay on the bed next to her mum and wrapped her arms around her, both women then shared an intimate kiss. Lucy ran her hand through Katie's hair which did indeed confirm that it too was tangled and matted together with remnants of their faeces.
"It's a mess, isn't it?" Said Katie who could feel a tear welling up.
"It depends what you call a mess Katie. I think your hair is really beautiful now." Lucy replied reassuringly.
"But my hair meant a lot to me Mum, now look at it, it's just a mess!"
Lucy could see the distress in her daughter's eyes. It was obvious to her that her daughter was still not in the place she wanted her to be. Mum knew that more words of encouragement and maybe even persuasion were still required. Lucy had taken her daughter a long way down a very dark road, a road she knew that Katie herself longed to travel. Lucy was a little dismayed though that the destination had still not been reached.
"Katie luv, tell me something. You have left one world and are entering another, in the old world your hair and your looks meant a lot to you, didn't they?"
"Yes, you know they did."
"Why? Tell me why?"
""Well, you know, why does any woman try to look attractive?"
"Don't answer a question with a question Katie! Tell me, tell Mummy, why did you want to look attractive in the world you have left behind Katie?" Lucy's use of the word 'Mummy' was deliberate and as soon as she said it the look on her daughter's face changed. A tiny surge of sexual energy rippled through Katie's changing soul.
"I don't know Mum. To attract boys I suppose but in my case, to attract girls and to have a presence at work, you know, impress others. I don't know, it's what young women do isn't it?"
"Yes Katie, it is and you done that particularly well. You are a very attractive young woman."
"Was! I'm not now!"
"KATIE!" Mum was cross and Katie immediately realised she shouldn't have said it.
"I'm sorry Mum, this is a big change for me, I'll get there, I promise. It IS what I want and thank you for helping me. I know you're doing all this for me and I'm sounding ungrateful aren't I?"
"Katie." Lucy's tone had mellowed instantly. "Katie luv. Change is often hard and I want to help my daughter change into the person she wants to be. You have caught the fish now, haven't you? Mummy is in your bed, isn't she? Now that you have your catch it is time to change and impress your new partner, isn't it? You don't have to attract all the other fish in the sea now do you?"
"No, I suppose not. But I still want to look good for you, you know nice and sexy for Mummy!" Katie's beaming smile returned and she popped another kiss onto her mum's lips.
"I know you want to look nice and sexy for your mummy but what do you think I've been doing?" I have been encouraging you to look the way I want you to look darling. I think you are now starting to look and smell like the most beautiful woman in the world! You are starting to look and smell like a toilet Katie, Mummy's toilet. Isn't that what we both want? What YOU want?"
"Yes Mum, I'm sorry."
"That's alright sweetheart, feeling happier now?"
"Yeah, I'm sorry, I love you! I'm starting to get it now. You WANT me like this don't you?"
"Yes Katie I do, you're finally seeing the light now aren't you? More importantly though, YOU want to look and smell like this don't you?"
"Yeah, you know me better than I know myself, don't you? It's just embarrassing, you know, me wanting to be like this but I'm starting to like the new me!" Katie paused then spoke again. "Will you put more shit in my hair soon?"
"Oh, Katie darling! Yes, I have every intention of putting more shit in your hair!"
Mother and daughter hugged each other tightly then kissed passionately. Katie knew that she had indeed caught the right fish, she also knew that she had to change so that it didn't wriggle free. Both women were now hurtling along like a runaway steam train to a destination unknown.
They lay snuggled up together and expressed their love for each other as they explored their future together. This lasted for an hour or so, Lucy knew it was bonding and she wanted the bonds to be tight and unbreakable.
Finally, Lucy decided to bring up the subject she had been wanting to discuss with a partner for a long time. She had thought it would be with Julie, now she knew it would be with her own daughter.
"Katie luv, you told me the other day that you would like to take my shit straight from my bum, didn't you?"