***NOTE -- this chapter contains some pain that is more extreme and the non-consent/reluctance is hardcore*********
Claire was enjoying the chance for a long drive out of the city. And it was good to spend time with Sister Lucy. The other nun was in her mid-thirties, plain looking and easy to talk with. She had a strong sense of humour. But Claire already knew that she was very different from Sister Lucy, even if they both were members of the inner circle.
Lucy had a reputation as being very serious and straight-laced when it came to her duties as a nun. She had entered her training straight from high school. There was never any doubt that she would commit herself to service and she had impressed all her peers with her solemn service and obedience.
It had not been long after entering the Order that the then boss, Mother Isabelle, had made the decision to recruit Lucy to the inner circle. The young nun had been as shocked as anyone to learn about the ancient tradition of her Order. Like most nuns, she'd been plagued by her own unclean thoughts. She had kept them secret but the chance to confront her lust while submitting to the wishes of Mother Isabelle was too good to pass up.
The Mother had guessed correctly -- Lucy was willing to do anything and everything that would help her Order and strengthen its good works. In fact, Sister Lucy was the perfect candidate for the inner circle. She was almost traditional - seeing fucking for Jesus as part of the job and no more. It was a win for the Order to have a new member who would agree to use her body but posed no risk of becoming boy crazy or distracted by constant lust.
By all accounts, however, Sister Lucy had fully embraced the Gift. The other nuns were aware of her reputation for being enthusiastic, and talented, when it came to sexual pleasure. Even Claire had heard the stories about Sister Lucy being a screamer who accepted all manner of sexual assignments. There were tales that she especially enjoyed sexual perversion. No-one doubted the rumour that she was a favourite of the Monsignor.
"I heard that you did very well with your recent mission," Sister Lucy asked brightly once the two had settled in for their long drive.
"Yes, I was told that our goal was realised," said Sister Claire, trying to be humble. "It was an honour to help the priest get approval for the church renovations."
Sister Lucy knew few of the details apart from the focus of the mission being the wife of the police chief. But she guessed that her companion had fucked the priest. The straight-laced Lucy knew that other nuns took advantage from time to time. She was not the sort to judge.
"We give thanks for the Gift," Lucy said firmly. "Its always been vital to the work of our Order."
"What about you, Sister? Did you have a big assignment when you were introduced to the Gift?"
Sister Lucy had spent much longer as a member of the inner circle. She did not like to talk about her own exploits -- though she allowed herself a little pride at her frequent success in sharing the Gift. And there was one special assignment she always liked to recall.
"My second assignment was memorable. It was in another city. Local police officers were trying to blackmail some young women in our care."
"That sounds dangerous."
"They were quote foolish," replied Lucy with a sly grin. "Only too willing to succumb to temptation. I convinced them to use me completely and openly. They filmed themselves performing anal sex with me. And inserting some of their equipment into me."
Sister Claire was all ears. Her experience with Paola had awaked her to the thrills that such perversion could bring.
"Was it horrible? I mean, Sister, it sounds like a great sacrifice for the Gift?"
"There is nothing horrible about the Gift," said Lucy with a soft smile. "They covered me in their semen. And they enjoyed themselves urinating on me. While I was handcuffed."
It did not escape Claire's that Sister Lucy was enjoying the memory of those perversions. Claire wondered what else the older nun had experienced - but dared not ask. Her companion guessed at the reason for the silence.
"Remember, Sister, all of our desires and our passions come from the same place as the Gift itself. Some find it repugnant. But you must have some experience by now."
"A little... on my last assignment. That woman..."
Claire didn't bother trying to explain about Sister Mercy. She wondered if Lucy would know about that. There seemed to be no secrets within the inner circle. But Claire, even with her submissive bent, still wasn't sure how she felt about being pissed on by a sex partner.
"Then you know that its all part of the same wonder. The intimacy of the Gift," explained Sister Lucy with a distant grin. "Nothing is degrading when we share things so intimate. The stream of hot piss is a joy when the other person is so eager. Especially a man who is overcome by the Gift."
"Some men don't know about the Gift. They just juse our bodies," said Claire, thinking of the town mayor from her own mission.
"It was my duty," explained Sister Lucy. "It gave me the material that meant I could force them to leave our girls in peace. The Gift is powerful."
"You're right, Sister -- the Gift is powerful. I've seen myself what good can come from sharing sexual pleasure."
"And we are rewarded when sharing the Gift. Our own sexual pleasure can only help us to embrace the Gift more fully." Here, Sister Lucy paused for effect. "But that pleasure is never more important than our duty."
Sister Claire fell into a brief silence. She sensed that Lucy was delivering a message. And she could not argue with that message. But Claire knew she would continue to struggle with her own desires.
"I only want to make the Order proud of me," Claire said earnestly. "And Sister Teresa has warned me to take care never to cross the line."
"Oh, I am sure you will manage just fine," said Lucy airily. She knew well enough that many of the other nuns had to fight against the urge to experience the Gift illicitly. "The Order has not had to really punish anyone for a long, long time."