Chapter 3: The Marketing Submission
I must have read and reread that $16 million marketing contract with Richards International a dozen times during the last hour, pacing back and forth in my office like a prosecutor before a grand jury.
"Now that I think of it, I didn't even review a marketing plan with him, for fuck's sake! You've made a total fool out of yourself this time, Isabella."
Those things he made me do β was he, in fact, testing me? Did I have to pass some sort of "trial run" ritual before he bestowed his prestigious marketing account on the lap of our firm?
It is hard for me to believe that I first met him only one week ago.
When Jerry Richards slowly looked me up and down that spring day, I felt almost excruciating embarrassment. Yet I did not try to stop him in any way from trying to envision my body. In fact, I liked it.
He caught me off guard. As I look back on it now, I realize that he probably counted on doing just that. In fact he probably relished in it.
I am certain that I had acted like nothing more than a common tramp with Jerry, but, in my defense, you must understand just how sex-starved I was.
Well now that I've let you in on a bit of my kinky exploits, I guess I owe it to you to give you some background on how this interesting moment in my basically dull and predictable life came about.
Even though I am in my early forties, my giddish-teenage-girl side comes out when I get wound up β maybe it's because I've repressed her for so long.
I should let you know a little bit about myself. I have to confess that when I said early forties, I might have embellished that part a wee bit. I am actually 48 years of age β turning 49 this year. Most people will tell you, though, I don't look anywhere near my age.
I have a grown son who is 26. He and I don't see much of each other since he lives all the way on the other side of the country. His father was strong and evil and controlling enough to shut me out of Zachary's life completely since I left the "matrimonial home" just over 10 years ago.
"Matrimonial home"? I mean I never even heard that expression before the separation proceedings started β now that phrase is in my thoughts nearly every day since the divorce.
I've worked hard building a career and have advanced myself to Senior International Accounts Manager with M. Monroe Marketing β not bad for starting out as a Kelly Temp Girl and then a full time administrative assistant. I even took night classes at college for four years while maintaining a full-time position. Hey, maybe I'm bragging a bit, but I've worked hard to get my life back to the standard of living I had before I left my marriage.
I took my fair share of shots and capitalized on my opportunities. Some of those opportunities may have been a bit on the shady side, but I always thought that was just part of the business.
Here I sit today, on top of the crème de la crème of international high tech accounts.
As a woman of responsibility, integrity, character, and a certain degree of Victorian morality and principles, most men have shied away from me, especially when it came to romance. But sometimes I have to laugh at that notion people have of me.
Victorian morality β moi? If my co-workers and friends only knew the real inner me β my secret dirty, naughty, almost uncivilized thoughts and fantasies β any notion of highbrow proprietary would quickly be thrown out with yesterday's Jacuzzi water.
But the outer Isabella β the view most people have of me β that is probably the reason why I've not had sex in three years, 5 months, 2 weeks and 3 days. Yes, I have been keeping a daily mental note and, yes, this is my all-time record β a record I vow to break each morning as I wake up.
My love life is virtually β no, let me rephrase that β absolutely β nonexistent!
Nonexistent except for the intimate relations I have with my 10-inch true-to-life replica of Ron Jeremy's privates. That thing set me back almost $100 for the deluxe model but, as the sales clerk whispered with a sly wink when I bought it, "worth every damn penny, sweetie."
It's not that I don't want sex. I guess it's just that I am afraid of being hurt again and anyone who does attract me, I push away. I always managed to mentally justify my lack of sex as a trade-off for my business success.
But all that changed one beautiful sunny Friday afternoon in April. It was my last call of the day at 5:00. Some friends begged me to cancel and hit "happy hour" with them at nearby patio bar.
Normally I would have acquiesced in a second; however my voices told me, "Not this time! You have been trying to get this appointment for nearly three months. No way baby! Cocktails will have to wait!"
Always being one to follow my inner voices, I heeded their instructions and politely declined the invitation of my friends, begging off with a rain check for a later date.
I left my office, hopped into my cherry red Mustang convertible, and decided to fly with my top down. Alanis Morissette was blaring from my CD player as I hit the highway at about 85.
"And all I really want is some patience β¦ a way to calm the angry voice β¦ and all I really want is deliverance" β¦
"What I wouldn't give to find a soul mate β¦. someone else to catch this drift β¦.and what I wouldn't give to meet a kindred β¦ Enough about me, let's talk about you for a minute β¦ Enough about you, let's talk about life for a while β¦ "
After a short while, I could see my destination glimmering in the distance like a tall diamond scraping the virgin blue sky with its prominent architectural points β The Pinnacle Building.
Virtually all of the software for the entire national government is manufactured right here and many prestigious worldwide companies also utilize the Richards International magic.
This multi-billion dollar international conglomerate was founded and run by one man β or should I say boy. He is a 25 year-youngster. This whiz kid's reputation as a predator in the business world is impressive and his reputation as a technical genius is indeed legendary. Surely some sort of pact with the devil attributed to and created to explain his unusual success at such a tender age!
"Hey what the fuck β I don't care! If I score this deal, then maybe I can relax the reins a little and start living the high life for a change."
"Jesus Christ, this building is one massive structure β and all glass β now that's impressive." I entered the massive atrium.
Parrots and other exotic birds flew freely throughout the massive open space. Pelicans walked the floors like busy pedestrians in a metropolis while exotic fish swam in the myriad of ponds that decorated the interior landscape. Beautiful flowers and trees adorned the atrium giving the illusion of a tropical paradise.
The rays of the late afternoon sun penetrated the area like nightspots in an airport. No reception desk was in sight and I was looking for some direction, when all of a sudden a security guard β a massive mountain of a man β gently touched my arm and said, "May I help you, miss?"
Politely I handed him my card and explained that, "I was here to see Jerr ... I β¦ I mean Mr. Richards."
"Just one moment please ... " He disappeared and then, within a few moments, mysteriously reappeared. "Right this way ma'am."
"Thank you," I replied and followed him to a glass elevator that took us up 60 stories. Now, I've been in high-speed elevators and hi-rises before, but never have I been able to see the outside while engaged in my ascension.