I sit here trying hard to remember Him. I didn't have a name. I had a slight remembrance of a face. I had met him last night, for the first time and probably the only time.
I was at a bar. It was dark. I was lonely. Sitting enjoying a few drinks. He came to sit next to me. We spoke for quite sometime. We seemed to share similar interests. The love of literature, music, politics, history. The conversation flowed smoothly into the night. His voice. So Sexy. So alluring. We enjoyed drink after drink. As it grew later, everyone seemed to be drifting out of the bar. He had invited me to his apartment. I was a bit aroused, but having met him for the first time, I declined. How 'sluttish' would it be if I accepted? He didn't pursue it though. We had our last drink and he offered to walk me out of the bar.
Stepping out, we crossed the street, then headed to the parking lot. As I got to my car with him a step behind me, I turned around to say 'goodnight'; I was met with a set of lips, as He kisses me. I was surprised, but only a little, for my arousal took over and I responded warmly. Opening my mouth to his probing tongue, enjoying the warmth of hip lips. He began to rub his hand over my back, exposed by the halter I was wearing. I was jolted to reality by the feel of his hand against my skin. I found myself enjoying and responding way more than I had intended to. He murmured against my lips, inviting me again to his house. Yet again I refuse.
He continued embracing me and I melted into his hands. He began kissing me again, roaming his tongue over my lips and teeth, dueling with my tongue, driving me wild with arousal from deep within. His hands crept lower to my ass. I pushed back unto his hands as he kneaded my cheeks. I was so hot, so horny so aroused. One hand went to the hem of my mini and he asked me to go with him yet again. I couldn't give in. I was battling with my conflicting feeling. I wanted this to happen, badly, but how could I go with him, a man I just met, a man I barely knew.
He brought one hand up and gently rubbed my breast through the material of my top. I felt my nipples grow firmer with his touch. He sought it out and pinched it. The contact sent a shiver through my body right to my very core. I found myself pushing my breast further into his hand He massaged them, while his other hand kneaded my cheek.
I began telling myself that this will stop, that it won't go further, it cant go further. He will stop soon. I wont let him go further. Whatever it take. I wont go back to his place. I shouldn't.
Then I felt his hand slip underneath my skirt, now kneading my bare cheek. His fingers felt wonderful on my ass. I moaned against his lips. Slowly, ever so slowly, his hand left my ass and crept around to my front, to my mound, first rubbing my through the thin material of my thong. Then he slid his finger underneath the fabric at my crotch, slowly tickling my pussy lips. I gasped at this invasion, which was undoubtedly a pleasant one. I bucked my hips against his hand.
We continued our lusty, fierce kiss and using his other hand, he pulled my halter up, above my breasts and they bounced free. He tore his lips away from my and they immediately sought my nipples, moving from one to the next. I felt my knees go weak.
Amidst my excitement, I heard the unmistakable sound of footstep and then voices. I was reminded of where we were. I panicked. Once again He said 'lets go', refusal was at my lips, but the 'no' couldn't come out. I slowly shook my head. I couldn't believe that he had me in this spot. I couldn't believe I let him have me in this spot. I did nothing to stop his exploration of my body. Why was I giving in to him. Why was I resisting him?
He resumed his suckling on my breasts as his fingers continue to expertly ply my sex. He leaves my mound, only to begin tugging my thong down over my hips and as if operated my remote, as the hit my ankles, I steeped out of them. I was so aroused, I need to be made love to, I needed to get release.