In 1962 I married Carol when we were eighteen. Weād both been abandoned as babies and the same couple had adopted us so we grew up as brother and sister although having different birth parents.
Carol had a faded photograph of her birth mother also called Carol at eighteen years of age. Sheād no idea who her father was and Iād no inkling who my real parents were and was envious of that photo.
We fought sometimes but mostly I protected Carol as her big brother. Later our feelings for each other grew into love and we married. On our wedding day Carol looked the spitting image of her mother in the photo.
We were both virgins until our honeymoon night though we had indulged in mutual masturbation before this, as she was too scared of getting pregnant to do it before marriage.
My new wife was my dream, a blond blue-eyed pocket Venus, small waist, tight bum and huge 36EE tits. I knew men of all ages wanted to fuck her but weād been sweethearts most of our lives and needed no one else.
Weād managed to get a mortgage for a small country cottage with a garage and a garden to relax in. Both of us found work in the local towns sports centre as masseurs each working on our own sex.
After a year the centre made Carol redundant and she could only find part time employment so I had the idea of having private customers at home as it would be tax-free. Needing somewhere to do this I converted our garage half into a massage parlour and the other half into a gym.
Over the years I built up a list of private male clients by word of mouth strictly by appointment. Carol had a few private female clients but the local ladies at that time seemed reluctant to have messages. With the extra money we bought a mini car and new furniture on hire purchase.
Our idyllic life style changed in an instant for the worse when I feel off my bike and was paralysed from the waist down. The doctors told me my spine hadnāt been severed and there was an outside chance that I may regain at least some lower body function in the future if I was very lucky.
Unfortunately by the time I left hospital we were in deep debt. Carol said it would be all right and tried to combine looking after me at home and doing cleaning jobs.
At first I felt suicidal but found an outlet for my frustration by working out on my usable top half of my body in our gym. Unfortunately I was now incapable of sex!
This loss was the most upsetting for me, I thought Carol would soon need someone new and told her it would be alright if she did. But my wonderful wife assured me she didnāt need anyone else she was just glad I was alive.
However money was our real problem, the car and most of our furniture was repossessed and we were so far behind with our mortgage it looked likely the building society would foreclose on our house.
Then one of my old massage customers came round, heād been abroad and hadnāt heard of my disablement. Heād severe pains in his neck and shoulders and asked me to recommend another masseur that could sort it out.
I said without thinking my wife Carol was capable of doing it but she only deals with women, though Iād ask her on the off chance. Carol said no at first, but as we were desperate for money and it was only on his neck and shoulders she said sheād do it this time only.
She took the man into the massage parlour garage conversion while I was in the other half in my wheel chair working on my weights. My upper body was by now muscular though my legs had shrunken with misuse. I could hear muffled talking between Carol and the customer and tried to hear more.
I couldnāt understand a word but oddly the thought of Carol manipulating another mans muscles made me feel jealous. It was silly really as it was me whoād suggested she did it for him.
The manās massage was over and Carol told him to come back in three days so she could finish it. I asked her how it went and she said the man had been a perfect gentleman so sheād got over her reluctance. As she said we needed the money desperately and would deal with other menās problems. But only for recommended men by appointment as she didnāt want to advertise and give some the wrong idea.
Carol was right as always but I was still jealous, so while she was out shopping I drilled a hole in the partition wall between the massage area and the gym section. It was at a perfect height for me to sit in my wheel chair and see directly onto the massage table.
I cleaned up the sawdust and disguised the hole on both sides. Later the same customer returned for his second session and I tried the viewing hole out. It was perfectly placed. I could see every move and hear every word clearly. Carol was dressed in trousers and fully covering blouse top. The guy was wearing trousers, but without a shirt and lying with his face in the hole in the massage table provided.
It was all above board and correct. He said heād several friends who needed attention for muscular problems, could she deal with them? Carol said she would if they gave his name as recommendation.
I could see my wifeās hands pressing hard into the customersā back and shoulders, manipulating his muscles. This should have made me jealous but it was having a very different effect altogether.
I was getting some feeling in my penis, I feeling it getting hard, sexual feelings again at last. The more I watched Carol caressing the man the more sensation I got. I felt like shouting Eureka, but dare not or it would let on that I was spying on my wife. Voyeurism seemed to be jolting my brain into giving my cock some of its old feelings back!
Soon other men whoād been recommended had massages from Carol. Theyād all been circumspect until I noticed through my spy hole a new man with a very different attitude.
Carol was giving him a full body massage and he was laying on his front in just skimpy G-string underpants. She covered his backside with a towel as usual; when his back had been completed my wife told him to turn over and reached round for her bottle of massage oil at the same time.
The guy turned over and threw the towel off, I could see he had a hard on as heād released it from its confines. When Carol turned back she was exposed to a very stiff nine-inch cock. My lovely wife went red in the face until with her hands shaking she put a towel back over his stiff member.
The man said he was sorry but he couldnāt help it she was so good with her hands. Carol said in a whisper that it was ok. The guy said heād not got a girl friend and would pay her an extra Ā£20 if sheād wank him off? But Carol said with a quiver in her voice, āNo! Iām not a prostitute just a masseur and Iām happily married!
My own cock was as hard as the other mans, the whole situation had turned me on so much. I rubbed my cock and it was responding even more remarkable I was getting feeling in my legs and feet.
The man left after arranging another appointment for the next week. Carol came into see me and told me she wasnāt going to do any more massages for men from then on. I couldnāt tell her what the effect of my spying on them had been so coped out saying āAs you wish.ā
But the next day I got our accounts out and said how well sheād done, we were getting near to being solvent. But we had to have even more the next month to keep our head above water. The trouble was the massages on the series of men were producing half our income.
I told Carol unless we could come up with another source of income sheād need to keep massaging her male customers for a while. In fact we needed considerably more to keep our house.