Why We Share
I know I won't be able to explain it to most people so they would understand, so why even try, but I want people to know that it works for us and we know a few couples who feel as we do, but trying to explain how we feel to others is probably beyond what most people can comprehend. We have what both of us consider to be nearly a perfect marriage. We love each other, but as important as that is, the fact is we get along as well, and we genuinely like being together. We enjoy each other's company. We think alike and agree on most things, like politics and religion and what is important to us both. Unlike some married couples, we actually have fun doing things together. After we read a book, for example, we will talk about it and be interested in what the other person has to say. When we do something we like, each is eager to share that experience.
Just thinking about her with someone else is a sexual charge like I have never had before. I will picture it in my mind, imagining each scenario, envisioning her with another man's cock in her pussy and it will send me over the top. I will fantasize about it, masturbating to the images of them and I will come intensely, luxuriating in the mental pictures it conjures up.
Claire is truly a beautiful woman, and I know how lucky I am, and although I am no George Clooney, I am probably not hard for her to look at, at least I hope not. We fit well together and I feel we are well matched. Then why would we even consider sharing one another with other people? Because we love each other enough, and because it is a great turn on for me and I cherish the thought of it.
I began thinking of it even before she told me about her first experience with sex. I had thought of sharing her, thought of her fucking someone else, so when she told me about her and Jim I was thrilled. When I imagined her with Trevor I couldn't wait to propose it.
Jim was her first, so after she was with Trevor, I agreed she could continue having sex with him. It just seemed logical, like the natural thing to do. Not only natural, but wonderful. After she began with my friend Trevor, I knew it was right for us, and since Trevor is my best friend I have shared everything I have with him, why not her? He has been my closest friend since junior high.
So the first time I shared my wife with another man was with Trevor and things just fell into place. Our conversation beforehand went from sports to politics and then to our lives and how much we cared for one another, then to sex. Trevor had said once that he would share anything he had with me and I agreed, saying I couldn't think of anything I wouldn't be willing to split with him. Claire was there with us and she looked curious.
"What about something you could not split?" Claire asked before we did it. We both looked at her confused, but her smile was revealing and her meaning became obvious quickly.
"That would be up to you," I said, understanding quickly that she meant herself. But her question thrilled me.
"You would be comfortable?" she asked. I told her I had already thought of it, and I loved the idea. I explained that I thought of us as a team anyway, so it didn't seem all that shocking. "You would not feel jealous?" she asked.
"Of some people, maybe, but not of Trevor," I said. "The three of have had fun together. Seeing you have a good time makes me feel good too," I said, "especially when it is with someone I like. Maybe that sounds bad, you have to only have fun with who I like, but that's the truth. At least if I am being honest, but the idea of you having sex with Trevor thrills me, actually," I said honestly, revealing something I never had before, but something that had been a reality for years.
"So you would be okay with it?" she asked.
"Yes, even sex. I would love that!" I said sincerely. She nodded and I kissed her. "Yes, even sex," I said, surprising myself a bit by my being so honest. "Would you like to fuck Claire?" I asked Trevor when I saw him next.
"Well, she is your wife," he said.
"That is not what I asked. If you had the chance? If I told you I was okay with it? Would you want to?"
"Of course," he said, being as honest as a best friend could be. "Claire is the sexiest woman I know. Any man would." She smiled when I told her about what he had said.
"Thank you," she said to him the next time we saw him. They looked at one another like I never had seen them do before. There was lust in their eyes and I smiled at the two of them, thrilled by the thought of them doing what I had fantasized about many times.
"Don't tell me you have never thought of it before," I said to him. She shook her head as I asked him, indicating she never had, but he nodded.
"Many times," he said, and my wife looked surprised.
"Not until now," she confessed with a grin. "But.... "
"But?" I said.
"But now I know I would like to," she said. "I guess I have always wanted to, deep down," she said softly. Her face turning to him. "I always thought of it as wrong, but you make me realize I always have wanted it. I also think of us as a team," she said. "Now I realize what that really means. I think I love you both," she said with a look of total honesty.