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I sat down at the table the waiter had led me to and gave him a small smile of gratitude as he passed me a menu.
"Can I get you started with a drink?"
He asked and I nodded quickly, ordering a strawberry cocktail that would be the perfect remedy to tonight's heat. He nodded and I thanked him before opening the menu, then realized he was lingering and looked up in confusion.
"Is this your first time here?"
He asked quickly, as if just now realizing his staring was odd. I shook my head slowly as I looked around the familiar restaurant..
"No. I've been here once before, but it's been a few years."
"Well, we've probably made some changes since then. If you have any questions I'm more than happy to help. My name's Kaden."
I smiled politely and nodded.
"Thank you, I'll be sure to ask you if I do."
He smiled again and nodded but looked slightly disappointed as he turned and walked back into the restaurant. I sighed softly and let my eyes wander around the small patio. It was different from the last time I was here, but that had been almost 10 years ago, so it wasn't exactly a surprise.
I was glad to see they hadn't changed too much. They still had the sand floor patio with the hanging lights overhead. Small heaters were at each corner of the patio, they were off at the moment but would surely help keep away the cool air once the sun set. And the town wasn't much bigger either, it had kept the quiet and relaxed atmosphere I had loved so much before.
The restaurant was just off the town square and bordered a cute pedestrian sidewalk that led down to the beach nearby. I sighed and closed my eyes as I took a deep breath. Finally relaxing after so long of being stressed. It felt like I hadn't had time to even breathe lately. Which was obviously ridiculous but the feeling was there nonetheless.
I heard someone approaching and opened my eyes to see the waiter returning with my drink. He set it down with another bright smile and I thanked him as I took a long drink.
"How is it?"
"It's perfect, thank you."
I replied with a smile and he grinned wider.
"Are you ready to order?"
"Oh no not yet, I'm sorry I got a little distracted by how peaceful it is here."
He laughed lightly and shook his head, his shaggy blonde hair rustling with the movement.
"No prob, need any suggestions?"
I opened the menu and glanced over it quickly, glad to see they still made the brick oven pizza.
"Actually I think I'm ok. I'll just do this one please, the Cali pizza."
He grinned and nodded.
"Good choice, that's my favorite. I'll get it started right away."
He gave me a wink and turned to head back inside as I took another long drink. It was obvious he was flirting and he was fairly cute. With his long blonde curly hair and his dark tanned and toned body, he was a walking surfer boy advertisement. I'm sure he had plenty of girls vying for his affection, but he wasn't my type.
I turned towards the ocean behind me and smiled as I watched a few groups of people having their beach fun in the distance. That was my life for the next two weeks. No work, no stress, and no more family drama to deal with. Just myself, the sun, and whatever I felt like doing.
Of course, once I got back, there would be plenty of things to worry about. But for now, I was going to pretend like none of it existed. I watched the people on the beach for a while, until the sound of someone behind me made me jump.
"Oh sorry, didn't think I'd scare ya."
I smiled politely as the waiter set the food down in front of me.
"It's alright, I'm just a little out of it tonight I suppose."
He grinned and nodded.
"Yeah the beach'll do that to you. Do you surf?"
I smiled slightly realizing I'd been right when I guessed he was a surfer.
"No, I've never been. I love to swim though."
He smirked and leaned against the table as he ruffled his hair in a move I'm sure had made plenty of girls swoon in his time.
"Maybe I could take you sometime. I'm pretty good. I actually compete and it makes a great first date."
I opened my mouth to politely turn him down when a voice behind me made me freeze.
"Asha?"
I spun around quickly, surprised there would be anyone here who knew my name and swallowed the lump in my throat at who I saw standing on the sidewalk.
"Um, hey Jax, how've you been?"
He grinned and leaned on the weathered wood railing that separated the restaurant from the sidewalk. Jax looked just fucking perfect, better than I remebered. He had a great tan and his body looked like he never missed a day at the gym. Just great.
"I've been good, how about you? What're you doing here?"
"I'm good and I'm here on vacation. I, um, thought you moved down south?"
I cursed myself internally, it wasn't exactly surprising that he was here. This was his hometown after all, but I could've sworn he had moved!
"Yeah I did. Didn't work out though, so I moved back.
I nodded awkwardly, not sure what there really was to say when the waiter broke the silence. I glanced at his name tag quickly reminding myself what his name was.
"So... you two know each other?"
I nodded slowly.
"Yeah we... Used to date."
"Oh yeah? Well I mean, I guess there's always a reason they're an ex huh?"
He laughed at his own joke but was clearly upset Jax had interrupted him hitting on me. I wasn't sure which was worse. I picked up my drink and took another long drink from it, not sure what to say.
"I suppose, but it's a little different when we broke up because of distance, not because we didn't get along."
Jax said with a smirk and winked at me, making my heart flop in my stomach. Why the hell was he winking at me? Kaden frowned and Jax jumped the fence, his arm muscles flexing with the seemingly easy movement before sliding into the seat across from me.
"Actually, I think Ash and I have a little catching up to do. Mind if I get a water? And I think she's running a little low on her drink too."
Kaden grit his teeth but turned and walked back inside. I turned to look at Jax with an expression that I hope showed my internal thoughts of, what the fuck are you doing? Jax waited till he was out of earshot before turning to me with a sigh.
"Sorry, I know this is weird. I was walking past and saw him flirting. And you just looked really uncomfortable, so I thought I'd get your attention. Then I guess it just kinda escalated."
He chuckled and I gave him a tight smile in return.
"Uh yeah, that's ok. I was uncomfortable, 'but I could have handled it just fine."
He nodded quickly and chewed his lip.
"Of course you could have. I guess I just didn't fully think it through before acting, you know?...um, I uh, should probably go."
"Wait!"
Jax froze in place and my mouth dropped open in shock, not sure why I'd asked him not to go. I watched as the corner of his mouth curved into a small smile before he lowered himself back down again.
"Sure, I can stay and catch up. It has been a long time since we last saw each other."
I nodded, he was an old friend I wanted to catch up with. There was a nagging feeling inside me that it was more than that, but I pushed it aside for now. I cleared my throat as I took a slice of the pizza from the plate before telling him to help himself. We both began eating in silence before I stopped and looked at him curiously.
"So.. when did you move back?"
He shrugged and swallowed, brushing his black hair out of his eyes before answering.
"About a year actually. Things didn't work out how I'd hoped, so I moved back to... reevaluate things I suppose. You know, just take some time to figure things out in a more familiar environment."
"That makes more sense to me than you probably think."
I laughed lightly, before continuing.
"I've been considering doing pretty much the same thing. I enjoy living here and the work and everything but lately... I don't know how to explain it, it feels like something's just missing."
"Really you're wanting to move back home? It took a lot for me to move back and I was only a few hours away. You'd be moving across states again."
I smiled slightly at his answer. It was a stupid and small thing for him to remember where I was from, but I still felt like it was sweet that he did.
"I know, and I'm not at that point yet, it's just a feeling for now. Something I'm considering."
We continued catching up, the food slowly disappearing the longer we talked. Our waiter came back a few times and seemed increasingly upset with each visit. The time seemed to pass in seconds and before I knew what had happened the food was gone and the restaurant was starting to clean up to close. Kaden came back and looked down at us with a frown.
"Anything else I can get you, or are you two ready for the check?"