Madison maneuvered her car into the lot at the park & ride near the highway. It had been just a few minutes since she had left the school.
"Worse interview ever," she muttered to herself. "I had been so good - what happened?" It was a rhetorical question. She knew exactly what happened. The minute the superintendent and principal started talking about the videos she posted, she felt herself starting to get turned on. She was crying, yet horny, and the more they kept going, the worse it got. She couldn't help herself. "I should have masturbated and relieved myself before I started that interview," she thought. Who was she kidding? Not touching herself was going to make her more desperate for humiliation, not more sickened by it.
"Maybe I just need to fuck every day," she thought. "Like - if I got some regular dick, I wouldn't be desperately horny. And then I wouldn't do the crazy shit I do." She laughed, as if more sex was really the answer to her problems. "Maybe I really am a sex addict," she mused. "Ohhhh god I need help!"
She sat in her car, just trying to calm herself down, replaying the events of the interview. "I can't believe I went wild like that. Just lost it completely. Did all the things I swore I would not do. I wrote on myself and showed them. Plugged my ass and showed them. Showed my pussy. My clamped nipples. Tied my shirt - what was I thinking? That's not going to help at a school! Fuck, maybe I should just get a corporate job, or an office job at a small business where I could basically be the office slut and they just keep me around to keep the guys satisfied." It was horrid, really, the way she was given to objectify herself.
But as she thought about it, she got more turned on. "Why even bring the plug and the clamps and all that if you don't intend to use them?" She wondered to herself. "You know what you were doing, you slut!" As she sat there, she realized she hadn't even bothered to take any of it off. Or out. Her nipples were still clamped, her pussy still squeezed by clothespins, her ass still plugged. She was such a mess she had barely noticed.
"I guess I could take these off," she said softly, referring to the clothespins. She looked around. There were cars around, but she didn't see anyone. "Must be at work," she thought. After all, it was a park & ride during the late morning. She slowly hiked up her skirt, revealing her soft, swollen pussy. Grazing herself unintentionally, she let out a soft moan.
"Ohhh, I really shouldn't go this long, I get so desperate!" She whispered. "I could - I could leave these on - I could force myself to suffer. I - I think I'd like that," she whispered.
It was already over and she knew it. She didn't have a choice. Too horny to stop herself, she was going to have to do it, to masturbate, right here in her car.
Madison hiked her skirt up until her bare pussy was fully exposed. She looked like a tramp. Oh, how she longed to be here, tied, helpless, on display! She lifted her legs up, resting her ankles on the steering wheel. Her plugged ass almost came into view, and she ran her fingers over the protruding knob, moaning softly.
"Ohhhh fuck," she moaned. "I'm fucked. I'm so ruined. And I don't think I even care anymore! I should just go repost all my videos and say fuck it, my life is over, I'm an exposed slut forever," she moaned to herself.
Madison reached for her phone. "I'm going to regret this someday," she said as she started recording. She had an idea - she grabbed an arm band out of her tote, the kind used to strap a phone to one's arm during a workout - and strapped her phone to the visor, manipulating it so that everything from the headrest to the steering wheel was in view.
"I'm going to really regret this," she started. Her pussy was in full view. She started unbuttoning her shirt as she spoke to the camera. "I just went for an interview. It was - like - the most humiliating thing ever. The interviewers at the school - of course they had seen all my pictures, all my videos. Everything. And they called me out and told me how nasty and disgusting I am and did like, a - play by play of everything I have done on video. Ugh!"
Reaching for her shirt, she pulled it open, exposing her clamped nipples. "So, like - I couldn't take it anymore. I cried profusely. Over and over. I had tried so hard to be a good girl, but I just - I just can't! It's not in me anymore. I think that part of me is dead. I just - I just don't know what's wrong with me! I tried, I really tried. I've been working so hard to wipe my videos off the internet. But I completely lost control, they're out there, probably forever."
"And in the middle of all this, I go to the bathroom to get a tissue, and I see myself, in this nice professional outfit, pretending to be an upstanding young woman, and I just - I was so uncomfortable. It's not me. Or, it's not me - anymore. I just lost it. I clamped my nipples, I plugged my ass, I wrote slut on myself, put clothespins on my pussy and I tied my shirt to show my stomach and I - I went back out to the interview and stopped pretending."
Madison caressed her breasts as she spoke. Her nipples were clamped and fully erect. She swallowed, her heart pounding, as she became more aroused. "And then I - I basically went out there, raised up my arms so they could see this," she said, pointing at the word "slut" on her upper stomach. "And I told them what I was and told them I liked posting all my videos and I wanted to be ruined and humiliated. I told them they pushed me. By bringing all of it back up. And then I showed them my stupid slut pussy, my tits, my ass."
"And then they kicked me out and I came here," she said. Madison began to stroke her pussy in between the clothespins as she spoke. "To a park and ride. To calm down. But I'm not calm. I'm horny as fuck. I haven't cum in two weeks and I'm desperate!"
"So now I'm going to probably post this and take back everything I said! Godddd I know I shouldn't! I know what it feels like to be ruined! To be humiliated for being shown off, exposed everywhere! To be too - too famous, too exposed, too untouchable by normal society. I know after the past 2 weeks that it's so, so hard to clean up your online image. And I feel like I'm getting somewhere, I got like - half of it removed!"
"But then the urges rush back! I'm desperate, sitting here - ohhhh, edging my stupid slut cunt and wanting it to all come back and be a hundred times worse! And I know - I know precisely how bad it's going to be! I'm so close to graduating, for good, I need a job so bad. And I don't even care. I don't care and I'm just - I'm so ready to throw it all away to please my stupid greedy cunt!"
"Ohhhh, fuck yeah, my greedy little cunt wants it!" She moaned as she stroked herself. "Im so stupid for doing this, ohhhh! I don't even care anymore, I - I can't stop. I won't stop!" Madison leaned forward and I'm strapped her heels - and then promptly used the straps to fasten her ankles to the steering wheel, her knees pointed out and her cunt exposed.
"I want to be everywhere. Put me in the news! Put me all over, like - find my social media and just - and just expose me, tag me, ruin me! Make Madison Holt a household name! Make it so everybody knows who I am and what I do and what I am good for! Ohhhh, so nobody ever forgets Madison Kendall Holt! Bucking her hips, she greedily stroked her pussy.
"Ohhhh God I'm desperate for this! I know I'm going to regret it - I just - ohhhh I don't care! I really am disgusting! I want to do it to myself! I want to be ruined! I want to be wrecked and destroyed! I want to finish off good girl Madison forever! I want you to help me so she can never come back, so it's just nasty filthy Webslut Madison from now on!"
"Ohhhh, that's it, guys! Help me, push me, help me get ruined! Make me cry when I regret it, make good girl Madison cry, make her cry when I have to admit all this to my family! But you now what? I want to cry. I want to be disrespected. I want the ultimate abuse. You get off to it too. Help a cunt do it!"
Suddenly, as Madison bucked her hips, her knee hit the button on the door to roll down the window. "See?" She said, laughing. "This is the universe telling me it's what I was made for. If I didn't want to be exposed, I wouldn't be masturbating with my ankles tied in a seedy parking lot." She waited until the window was fully down. "I'm Madison Holt!" She practically screamed. "I'm a slut! I want everyone to know I'm exposing myself!" She turned back and laughed nervously, shrugging her shoulders, before she rolled down the passenger side window - this time, on purpose. Leaning her seat back to get more comfortable, she removed the clothespins from her labia and put them back on, moaning. She pulled her arms out of her shirt, lying on it on the driver seat, and she was down to a cupless bra, heels, and her hiked-up skirt.
"I don't know why I want this," she said again, taking a break. "I bring myself to the edge, I'm so horny, I deny myself an orgasm - I guess it feels too good - and then I do something even wilder. Like - I could get so busted right now. Cops hang out in these parking lots all the time. And the worst part is, right now I'm so turned on I don't even care. I'm - like, come find me. Fuck it, I hope I do get caught. It literally doesn't matter. I'm so horny that I don't care what happens tomorrow. Or an hour from now. I just need my dirty little slut cunt exposed and my worthless fucking life ruined."
"Why do I want it. God I'm such a stupid horny mess! I'm - ohhhh, I'm literally locking myself out of a normal life and a job right now and I don't even caaaaare!"
I love exposing myself with my name, ohhhhh yes! I love giving out my personal details! I'll - I'll post a picture later with a list of my real socials! Ohhhh, want my address guys?! You already know my name!"
"Ohhh fuck! Don't hold back. I want to feel it all! I want to fucking cry in shame! I want to struggle, to try over and over to be good, just to wreck my reputation more and more every time I fail!"
"Ohhhh fuck and it finally happened! Ohhhh god, thank you! Thank you so much to all of you who did this to me! See what you've turned me into! A depraved horny slut, ohhhh! Now I'm fingering myself in my car where anyone could watch! Anyone could listen! Anyone could catch me!"
