It was a good thing Madison picked a Saturday to completely lose control of her desires and make the video and take the pictures that could potentially ruin her. Not that she really chose the day, but it turned out to be a good thing that it happened on that day of the week. After all, once she clicked "send" she more or less paced around her apartment half naked for the rest of the day, going into her bedroom and checking her computer every five minutes to see if anything had come of the things she had sent.
It didn't take long, but it seemed like days. Madison kept wavering during this time between being sick to her stomach at the thought of being potentially outed to everyone she knew - being seen naked by all of her friends, her acquaintances, her professors, the list went on and on - and being aroused at the thought of the intense humiliation. The adrenaline she felt at what she had done was indescribable.
And no, it wasn't just being naked. She had written on her body begging to be exposed. She had literally masturbated while filming herself, telling the camera how much of a slut she was, and begging to be completely ruined and humiliated. She had made it terribly obvious to anyone who watched that she wanted just that. And she had told everyone exactly who she was, "webslut Madison Holt." Those words went through her head over and over until they were burned there permanently.
It was after maybe an hour and about fifteen cycles of going to the computer, checking, seeing nothing, stroking her pussy at the thought, and pacing around her apartment only to start the whole cycle over again that Madison saw any progress.
"Ok, wow," the guy wrote. "You clearly want this. Sorry it took me so long, but I had to watch that video a few times and clean up the mess I made before I could stop long enough to post it. So you want to be ruined and spread around? Well here are three links to porn sites where your video and pictures have been posted. We both know it's only a matter of time before you get exactly what you want. I'm not taking these down. I would normally take them down, but I get the sense that you are the kind that wants to see this through to the end, whatever that is. Best of luck. I honestly hope you find what you are looking for - I know I did."
Madison clicked each link in succession and saw a collage of humiliation. Her name was right there in the title of each of the albums and each of the videos - "webslut Madison Holt, dumb slut from Naperville, IL, wants to be ruined, exposed, degraded and spread around." She went through each of the three sites and saw that the posts were nearly identical.
Shaking, Madison got up from her chair, closed and locked her bedroom door, turned on her TV and put her earbuds in and connected them to her computer. She did not want her roommate catching her. She quickly stripped off her tank top and panties, leaving her nude. Reaching into a dresser drawer, she pulled out a bag of clothespins that she had bought after reading some posts online about girls using them on their sensitive areas.
Madison pressed "play" and listened to her introduction as she placed a clothespin on her left nipple, moaning softly as its teeth pinched her sensitive skin. "This is it - my coming out party," she thought to herself. "Coming out as a webslut and introducing myself to the internet for complete destruction," she whispered as she attached a clothespin to her right nipple.
Soon, Madison was engulfed in lust - engulfed in desire for her own ruination. She quickly attached a clothespin to each of her pussy lips and smiled as she snapped a photo, paused the video, and emailed the stranger who had helped her post her most outrageous content yet.
"This is me watching the video you've posted of me and masturbating. Please don't ever take them down no matter what I say. I want this. Post it too. I want it, please. Yours to ruin forever, Madison Holt." She sent it without a second thought, almost failing to realize that she still had "Madison Holt" and "slut" written on her stomach from her earlier activities. Not that it mattered, it only aroused her more when she realized it.
All of the sudden she had another brilliant idea. Madison flicked on the webcam again. "I can make another video of me fucking myself as I watch the first one - then there will really be no mistake about how much I love this," she thought.
"Ohhh, fuck yes," she said as she shoved two fingers into her cunt with one hand and pressed play with the other. "I fantasize about being exposed all over - with my name, and all my information, and being turned into a dirty little webslut," she heard herself say on the video.
Madison watched the look on her face as she spoke the next words. It was a look of nervous excitement, of a slut who craved to be doing what she was doing, but ashamed and afraid to admit it. She spoke nervously but excitedly. It was so raw and so real. "I, umm, get turned on, like, really turned on, by the thought of having my pictures and my name all over the internet, I (gulp)". Madison could see that she paused, pondering her fate, before she continued nervously.
"I, I like, google my name and all I see are naked pictures, and then everybody I know finds out and - oh my god, I am such a slut for wanting this." She meant it too. The look on her face was now a mix of arousal and shame. Madison knew she shouldn't want that kind of exposure, and she really did feel like a slut. But it also aroused her more than anything she had ever done before. Watching the video, Madison didn't even notice that she had slipped a third finger into her pussy and was now furiously pounding it as she watched.
"Ohhhh, I'm such a little slut," she moaned on the video. Pausing the video again, Madison turned to her webcam. "Ohhhh yes, I really am such a little slut," she said. "And watching myself, like, online - I've been exposed, and I just - I want more. I want to be a bigger slut." She pounded her pussy as she continued.
"I like - I want that fantasy to - I want it to happen for real," she stammered nervously as she fucked herself. "I like - I want ultimate exposure." Madison has begun to sway her hips in her chair as she fucked herself hard. With her other hand she navigated the browser to a photo of herself with "please expose me" written on her stomach, and in a new tab, opened up another with her name written there.
"Ohhhh, yes, seeing myself posted and exposed online, with my full name - it - ohhhh, yes it's going to make me cum, yes! Seeing myself like that, like, exposed, and begging to be ruined - being exposed gets me off, ohhhhh yes, I need this, I'm such a slut!"
"Please expose me," she said to the webcam. "I'm already exposed, but, like - please, expose me even more. Spread me - ohhhhh, yes, spread me all around and humiliate me, ohhhh." Madison was fucking herself harder and was already on the brink of orgasm.
"Please expose me, ohhhh yes," she whispered as she stared at a picture of herself with those words on her naked body. "Please expose me, ohhhh!" She twisted the clothespin on her right nipple as she came hard, speaking those words over and over, shuddering.
