My name is Josh and when I was growing up, I had some health issues and my parents were very protective of me; over protective in my opinion. I didn't have many friends and I became shy and withdrawn. I was never very athletic so I missed out on those bonding opportunities other kids have. As I reached puberty I went through a growth spurt and was taller than the rest of the kids, very skinny and was now wearing glasses. In hindsight, I was the definition of a nerd. I withdrew into a life of computers and video games and didn't socialize much which is probably why I was still a virgin at 19, almost 20.
My parents' house was in a typical suburban development with the houses 15-20 feet apart. Our neighbors on one side were an elderly couple whose kids were all out of the house but on the other side was a couple in their 30's, Jay and Eva, who had a couple of kids under the age of 10. I would babysit for them on occasion when I was growing up and I developed a little crush on Eva. She was an attractive woman who kept herself in shape by running and going to the gym. I think I had a crush on her simply because it was easy to talk to her after all these years of being neighbors.
Eva is a tall woman, maybe 5'9", with long, lean runner's legs, a nice tight ass, smallish tits, but not too small, with light brown hair and blue eyes. She is a truly beautiful woman. I enjoyed seeing her from my second floor bedroom in the yard tending to her garden in shorts and tank top or seeing her sunning herself by the pool. I wouldn't stare at her too long out of fear of being caught and her thinking I was a perv but she became my fantasy woman. I have to confess that there were many times I jerked off dreaming about spending a night with Eva. I could dream all I wanted because there was little chance of it ever really happening.
I think she knew I had a little crush on her because when I babysat the kids, she would always ask me how she looked before they went out and would give me a light peck on the cheek before I went home. My heart melted one time, just before I left for college, when she and Jay were going to a wedding and Eva was wearing a short, little black slip dress. I could tell she wasn't wearing a bra by the way her breasts bounced as she entered the room and her nipples were poking out. I couldn't help but stare. Then I watched as she sat on the sofa to put on her shoes.
She crossed her legs by placing one ankle on the other knee like a man would. This allowed me to look up her dress to see her bare thigh above her stockings and her black panties. I could see a trace of her pussy lips through the sheer satin material. I watched as she put on the other shoe and my dick was getting hard as I looked up her dress. She then leaned over to adjust the straps on her shoes which gave me a peek down her dress at her tits and nipples. As she stood up, Eva winked at me and smiled. Did she know I was looking up her dress? I hid my excitement with my hands in front of me and turned red in embarrassment.
As she stood up, I checked her out from her perfectly manicured toes and painted nails on her stockinged feet, open toed black heels with straps, lace covered nylon legs, short black dress, nipples poking out of the top of her dress, a string of pearls around her neck, red lipstick that matched her finger and toenails and her hair done to perfection.
Eva asked me how she looked and I could barely get the words out of my mouth, "Um, you, uh, you look great."
She thanked me just as Jay entered the room. I was petrified that he would get mad at me for staring at his wife, especially if he knew I was looking up her dress. What would he do if he noticed my erection? They left for the evening as I watched her ass sway back and forth before they closed the door. I was watching a movie after the kids were in bed and when Eva and Jay returned I noticed she was pretty drunk. Eva flopped on the sofa with her legs open giving me another look up her dress but this time I noticed that she had removed her panties. I couldn't help but stare at her bare pussy.
Jay noticed I was looking at his wife and interrupted my trance, "She's a little drunk Josh. Here's your money. We really appreciate you watching the kids tonight."
I looked at Jay and immediately began to blush. I was scared he was going to be mad but he didn't seem to mind at all. I took the money from his hand, said my goodnights and left but not before stealing another couple of glances of my fantasy woman's display. That evening would be burned into my memory forever, especially when I was alone in my room at night. I'll never forget the sight of my first bare pussy of a woman.
I thought going away to college would change me as it would give me a chance to start over where I didn't know anyone. I wanted to force myself to come out of my shell and deal with my shyness. My first year of college didn't go as I had planned. I was still awkward and shy so I still didn't socialize much even though my roommate tried as best he could to help me but I think even he gave up on me after a while. After my freshman year, I came back home more confused than ever. I wasn't sure I could go back to school out of town but I didn't want to stay at home with my parents either. I picked up a part time job at a local computer store which helped fill my days while I figured things out.
I got up early one morning to get ready for work and I opened the blinds in my bedroom to see what the weather was like and as I did, I noticed that our neighbor Eva had just opened her shades too. Our bedroom windows faced each other and I saw her standing there in just her bra and panties. I think I was just as startled as she was but she just smiled and waved. I waved in return and stepped into the back of my room. From there, I hoped Eva wouldn't notice that I could see into her bedroom.
I looked into her room as she unsnapped her bra to expose her bare breasts, her nipples a little hard. She continued to undress, stripping off her panties, standing there completely naked. I was hypnotized by her nudity and felt guilty for being a voyeur but my crush was naked and I could feel my erection building as she walked around the room selecting her outfit for the day.
My gaze went from her long, light brown hair down to her perfect, smallish breasts, over her trim stomach to her neatly trimmed pussy. I watched her lovely ass as she would bend over at times looking for something in her dresser drawers. I could only see about half of her long, bare legs. She then disappeared into the bathroom. My hand instinctively found my erection and I began to stroke it as watched my sexy neighbor. Before too long, Eva came out of the bathroom toweling her hair and I watched as she used a brush and hair dryer, then put on her makeup before a mirror on her dresser; the whole time she was completely naked.
I could see her as she sat on her bed to put on her pantyhose, gathering the nylon fabric before she placed the toes of her left foot into them. She pulled them up to her calf before crumpling the fabric together to place the toes of her right foot into the hose. Eva then stood up and I watched her tits sway as she bent over to pull her hose up her thighs, then leaning over again to pull them tighter, then over her ass. I was stroking myself this whole time and was close to an orgasm. I watched as she put on her bra, covering her breasts with the cups and fastening it in the front. She then slipped on her dress, before checking herself in the mirror. I came as she finished dressing, the whole time fantasizing about my lovely MILF neighbor.
I was startled when Eva looked out her window, seemingly to stare at me. I panicked. Did she see me watching her? Holy shit; did she see me jerking off? If so, would she tell my parents? Would she tell her husband? Would she think I was some kind of pervert? I took a cool shower and got ready for work promising I would never watch her again, if I ever had the chance in the future. Even though I felt guilty and scared, I couldn't get the image of Eva parading around her bedroom stark naked out of my head. During the boring parts of my day at work, my mind would drift to what I witnessed earlier that morning.
Later that evening, Jay called me to ask if I'd watch the kids while they went for a run. I was a little scared but I agreed. When I got to their house the kids were outside playing and Jay was waiting for Eva. He didn't say anything so I guess I was safe. When Eva came out, she was wearing tight running shorts that looked like they were painted on her and a little sports bra. I could feel myself begin to blush when I saw her. I couldn't help but to stare at her half naked body and I immediately started to undress her with my eyes. I could feel my dick beginning to stir. She grinned a little as she greeted me but gave no indication that she was mad so I figured my secret voyeur experience this morning was safe.
I played with the kids on the front lawn but would steal a glance of Eva stretching before her run, bending and twisting in her little shorts before she and her husband went off running through the neighborhood. When they got back, we just made some small talk before we parted our ways. I was relieved that no one mentioned me watching Eva that morning. I was neurotically worried about that all day. It wasn't right to look into someone's bedroom like that and I swore I would never risk being caught again.
Later that evening, I was going to use my laptop in my room briefly before I went to bed. It wasn't too late but I had to get up early for work again the next day. Before I turned on the light in my bedroom, I noticed that the lights were on in my neighbor's bedroom. I know I promised myself not to look again but my curiosity got the better of me, so I left my light off and proceeded to the spot in my room so I could get a better view of theirs.
From the darkness of my room, I saw Jay and Eva enter their bedroom. Jay was only wearing boxers and Eva was wearing a short little powder blue baby doll nightie with sheer matching bikini panties. I told myself I shouldn't be watching but was powerless to stop when I saw them embrace and begin to passionately kiss while their hands fondled each other. Jay's hands firmly grabbed his wife's ass and pulled her close as he began to grind against her. Eva slipped her hand down to stroke Jay's apparent erection. I watched as Eva took a step back and raised her arms allowing her husband to slip off her nightie, exposing her bare breasts. He immediately drew one nipple into his mouth while his hand fondled the other breast. He would alternate sucking on her tits while Eva's head rolled back in pleasure.
Part of me told me it wasn't right to keep watching my neighbors in this personal moment but I didn't have the willpower to stop. Jay's hand slipped between Eva's legs as she parted them and I watched as he finger fucked his wife under her panties. Eva looked over towards the window before she got down on her knees and peeled off her husband's boxers, exposing his hard dick which she quickly gobbled up into her mouth. I couldn't believe I was watching my fantasy woman give her husband a blow job. My own erection was growing and I found myself stroking my dick at the same pace as Eva's head was bobbing on her husband's cock. I wished it were me on the receiving end of her blow job.