Holy shit, this story does not know what it wants to be. The lead character's motivations are conflicting. Is she a sub, or a dom? Is she shy, or outgoing? The woman makes no sense. Still, it was kind of fun to write, and one tiny element of this story is loosely based on a true event in my life. I should probably have written about that, rather than this absurd debacle, but here we are.
Last thing: I'm finishing the last chapter of my series, The Meet. For those who haven't read it (and if you like my style), check it out. Though it has lots of editing/writing errors, its heart is in the right place, and it's one of my personal favorites. So please get caught up, before I publish the last chapter. If you don't like my style, that's cool, too. There are some amazing writers here, far better than me, but I am always open to criticism. :)
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Finally, with the World Naked Bike Ride coming up this weekend, it was a chance to show the world I'm not a prude, regardless what they think about me at the library. If I dressed like the others girls who work there, they would be saying much shittier things about me, believe me. I always wear thick bras and blouses, with vests and jackets, and long work slacks. This minimizes the "bimbo" figure I've been cursed with. It's certainly better that I adorn those kinds of outfits, rather than the short skirts and low-cut blouses I've seen others wear to work.
When I was a bit younger, I was often accused of being a slut, but my actions were no different than any other single girl. Simply the act of being 'hot' gets some women jealous and talking. It's just a sad truth of the human condition. Ever since those horrible experiences, I've dressed down to avoid the bullshit.
The thing is, I have a secret fantasy. It's shameful and humiliating to admit (if I get completely honest about it), and I have always rejected acting on it. Still, this fantasy haunts me. Allow me to explain, but promise you won't judge me poorly for it. Here it is: I have a sick desire to feel "sexy" and it absolutely monopolizes my mind.
I don't know if "sexy" is the right word, either. More like, I'd like to be seen as a sex
object
, ogled and fantasized about, by friends and strangers alike. Perhaps my actions over these past years have made me outwardly prudish, and awakened a polar-opposite kink in me. I often daydream about coworkers and strangers treating me like a slut, made to wear the skimpiest of outfits, or even fondled at will.
As I mentioned, I've rejected on acting on such thoughts, but the World Naked Bike Ride was an excuse to play on the edges of these fantasies. If anything, I would experience a day of being nude in front of others, something I haven't experienced since my last boyfriend. That was over three years ago.
I approached Beth and Marcy, my two female subordinates (and the worst offenders about calling me a prude). They were talking with James, the tech guy. "Hey, you two," I whispered, butting in. "I wanted to ask you something."
"Yes, Wanda?" they asked in unison. Even James thought he was included in this conversation, leaning in to listen. I suppose it didn't matter.
My plan was to have this play out where the girls would no longer tease me of being prudish. Once they saw me naked, I figured they would be happy they weren't "competing" with me at work. They'd stop making fun of my conservative outfits and mannerisms, and I'd get to enjoy a day of fun, to boot. This experience would certainly end the conversations that I'm a prude.
"Um, I don't know if you know this, but I am participating in that naked bike event tomorrow. The one you guys were talking about last week."
"Oh, my goodness," exclaimed Marcy. "With all those exhibitionists?"
"No," I said, putting my plan into action. "I looked into it, Marcy. Many people participate in the ride as an opportunity to voice their opinions on public matters. It's a form of peaceful protest, as much as it is a community event. I am going to represent the library; a harmless message where my nudity represents how bare the funding has become. I was hoping you girls would join me."
James perked up. "I'll go," he beamed.
Beth started protesting, "Uh, I dunno..."
"Yeah, I already have plans tomorrow," muttered Marcy, her eyes shifting down.
I was prepared for 'no' answers from the girls, though I was not prepared for a man to accept the offer, as it was never my intent. I had scripted out exactly how I would convince the girls to come, but now it didn't matter. With James going, he'd be sure to tell them how hot I am, and maybe even show them pictures.
"I hope you reconsider," I said, giving the girls the time and location as to where I would be in preparation for the ride. "Just in case you change your mind," I said.
"I'll see you there," said James, bright-eyed and smiling.
Already, the thought of that young man seeing me naked got me wet. "Can't wait," I said. Beth and Marcy's mouths were speechless. I think I just blew their minds.
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I was well prepared for the WNBR (as I'd come to call it), shaving completely, primping my hair and using absolutely no body paint. I even drove to the event naked, eager to experience people watching me. I looked forward to the idea of posing in pictures with others, too. It all made me very horny.
I wasn't expecting a news crew to be there, though. I wrestled my bicycle from the back seat of the car, and began walking it towards the center of the park. One of the men from the local KJAX channel came rushing to me. I glanced around, noticing I was one of only a few naked people around at the moment. "Care for a quick interview?" he asked. Another man who was holding the camera came hopping behind, pointing it at me, or rather at my chest.
"Of course," I said. I'd already come up with the lie, as to why I was here today, so it felt right to roll with it. "I represent our public library. We are providing more services than ever, and yet we are continually stripped of funding, struggling to keep up."
As I talked, I noticed James from the library, dressed and pushing a mountain bike, strolling toward us. He was right on time, actually, and practically frothing at my nudity. He somehow managed to turn his attention to the news crew, watching them while they rapped up the interview. Finally, after parting ways with the news team, I turned to James.
"Wow, is that going to be on television?" he asked.
"I hope so," I said. "It's a good message."
James struggled to maintain eye contact. "Yeah.. uh.. yeah.. yes it is. I mean, sure, the library nee-"
"Cut the bullshit, James. You're totally getting off, looking at my body right now. I want you to take a good look. Stare at me all day. I am stark fucking naked, and I want you to absolutely love it. Hell, think of me in uncompromising positions, James." I stepped closer, whispering, "If I am going to dress - or rather, undress - like a slut, I want to be thought of as one."
All my pent up frustration was coming out, and James was taking the brunt of it. I could deny anything and everything later, so I just went for it, improvising at every step, but pushing my fantasy.
"Wh.. what?" he muttered.
"Don't be one bit ashamed about perving on me, James. I tell you what. Do it enough, and I might just let you touch me."
James was shaking his head in disbelief. "Lady, you are one, crazy..."
"Look at my tits, James. My ass? Pussy? For fuck's sake, tell me I'm hot and you want to fuck me." I thought for a moment that I might be taking the fantasy too far. I guess we'd find out.
"You're hot, Wanda. Definitely hot, but I don't know about the other... just yet. You might be insane."
"Yeah, we'll see how you feel by the end of the day."
Then I heard someone behind me. "Wanda?" she asked.
I spun around, poised high, recognizing the voice and wanting to ensure she got a good view of me. "Beth?"
She was dressed, with Marcy next to her, both approaching with bikes. "Yeah, we just got here. We decided to join your cause."
Marcy moaned, "Yeah, but I uh..."
I expected they would be intimidated when they saw me naked, and envy was in their eyes, stunned I hid this figure under all the baggage I normally wear. I pressed them, "Come on, Beth. Marcy? I'm already naked. You must join in immediately. James will, too." I glanced over, noticing he was sporting an erection under his shorts. That poor bastard might have a tough day trying to keep that under control, I thought gleefully, as I continued pushing for Beth and Marcy to join me.
"You girls are so cute," I cried. "I'll bet, if you don't do it, you will always think back on this day wishing you had participated. You absolutely must! Come on, what do you say?"
Finally, they caved, and ten minutes later their pert bodies were as naked as mine. James was thrilled, evidenced by his unwavering hard-on. He had yet to slip his shorts off, but the girls and I gave him a pass... for the moment. Even they saw he was struggling. I winked at him as the girls undressed, and while I could tell he took a particular interest in Marcy, whenever he looked at me, I would perk up, forcing him to fully check me out. It was clear he enjoyed the view.
As more people piled into the park, we started mingling, and before long, Beth and Marcy weren't bothered one bit by their nudity. I'm not sure they even noticed they were naked. They just fit in.
But I noticed.
Every eye that ogled, every pair of lips that smacked, every positive reaction I incurred, absolutely everything affected me in a sensual and sexual way. I was getting damp in the crotch from being on display, and frankly, I was getting lots of attention. Cameras continued to click around me, and I must have posed for two dozen photos or more before the ride even began.
When we finally mounted our bikes, the feeling of the rubber seat pressing against my crotch got me even hornier. If I would have brought a shawl or something, I probably would have wrapped my waist. I was grateful I had the courage to leave everything behind, forcing me to continue on without a stitch of clothing.
Jake's erection didn't subside, but he undressed anyway, just before he got on his bike. He sat in such a way as to minimize the problem, and was looking up at the trees and road signs, rather than the people around him. Obviously, he was trying to get his erection down. I rolled up next to him, whispering, "No way, mister. You better keep your eyes on me, you got that?"
"I can't" he protested. "Do you not see the issue I'm having right now?"
"I don't care. Own it. But you better take advantage of this." I pedaled in closer and whispered, "I don't want you to just admire my body. I want you to sexualize me. Think about me in the worst of ways."
"I thought this was a peaceful protest, not some crazy sex kink of yours."
"I don't care what you think it is. And if you tell anyone I told you to imagine me like a sex object, I will say you are lying."
"Fine," James huffed.
"And I expect you to do the same with the other girls. Think of fucking all of us. Using us. Fantasize about us sucking that stiff cock of yours. Think what that would be like. Think of it all, when you look at us."
James blushed. "Wanda, that is wrong with you? I am not a creep. You cannot ask m-"