"How we doing tonight?"
This was the fourth time the waiter had come by in ten minutes,
she thought.
Did he know?
He'd watched her ass the whole way - she felt it. And he knew she knew, by the heat on her face and the way she wouldn't meet his eyes.
But did he know?
"I'm great, thanks." She pushed around the garlic potatoes on her plate in what she hoped looked contented. "Doing just fine --"
She dropped her fork.
Oh shit,
she thought.
"Lemme get that for you." The waiter was already ducking down to grab the fork.
"No!" she said, but she knew it was too late when she heard him gasp. She knew, from the many hours she'd been placed in front of her hall mirror, exactly the sight he was taking in.
Her soft, clean-shaven vaginal lips, unobstructed by any panties, exposed to the world in a skirt far, far shorter than any she'd ever worn. "And you will not close your legs once," he'd told her. "I want you to feel the breeze all night."
She felt more than a breeze. The waiter was making sounds like he was looking for the fork, but she could feel his eyes on her. She wanted to clamp shut her legs, cry pervert, run, but she didn't. He had told her not to, and she knew, no matter how softly she tried to hide it, he'd know if she disobeyed.
She was getting wet.
"Sorry about that," said the waiter, rising. His face was red like he'd been running. Out of breath.
Her face burned too, and she said, "Pleasure's all mine," the words she'd been ordered to use whenever she was discovered. She felt the leather seat underneath her starting to dampen.
Her eyes broke from the waiter and looked around for Him, the one who'd ordered her here. He was nowhere to be found, but she knew he was watching her, from somewhere.
Had he set this up? Had he told the waiter how exposed she was?
It would be like him to do that. "It's like riding the edge of a razor," he'd said. "You are naked before the whole world, and it only takes one to notice." Then his eyes had poured into hers so deep, and in that voice --
that
voice, the one she obeyed with a part deeper than her mind -- said, "We wouldn't that to happen, would we?"
And then he'd penetrated her.
Her breath became heavier in the memory, and the sound of it brought her back.
You're in a restaurant, you're in public,
she thought. Her legs naturally idled together and she SNAPPED them open, looking around.
Had he seen? He was so demanding, and so quick to punish. Sometimes in light touches, sometimes in swift spankings. Worst of all, in no touch at all, but the soft heat of his body lingering over hers, sometimes for an hour, till she begged for his lips or his hands or even just the sensuous slide of his body.
An older man and his wife looked at her, went back to eating. She watched his eyes - had he noticed? Did he know how bare she was? Was he imagining it right now?
Her pussy felt like it was humming. She could feel the warm tension singing. She had to calm down.
"Excuse me!" Her voice came out too loud. A waitress nearby looked up. ABBY on her nametag.
"Can you tell me where the ladies room is?"
"Just past the kitchen," said the waitress.
"Thank you," she said. She carefully set down her fork, neatly folded her napkin, and made her way delicately toward the bathroom, leaving a glistening pool on the seat behind.
The chilled air of the ladies room hit her like a slap. It was very clean: she was impressed. Austere white, with a long row of stalls. Everything was pristine, like the way people imagine the future. Soft lights overtop the mirror made it feel like her own bathroom at home.
She took a deep breath, feeling the freedom of privacy wash over her. For a moment, she just breathed, looked at herself in the mirror. The tight dress, small enough to qualify for a swimsuit, but somehow less modest. She wasn't tiny like a model: she had curves, and this dress did more than accentuate them. It held to her every inch like it had been painted on. Just in shifting, the bottom hem wanted to ride up. She touched the edge and felt that surge of past experience.
"I like this dress," he'd said. "I can do things with it." Feeling his hand grab a handful of the back of the hem, yank upwards, rolling the dress up so easy till she was naked from the waist down, pressed into the mattress, feeling his fist make a knot of the hem and pull her onto him. This was his dress, he'd bought it, he'd put it on her, he'd taken it off. And tonight, it was his plaything, along with her.
"You're going to feel that heat," he said, "though you will not see me. I will see you, and you will feel it."
And she had, all night long. Every glance her way had sent her heart beating: was she revealed? Did they know? Would they say anything? Now the waiter knew, and the danger of it made her blush.
A rush of water and her sudden sense of freedom exploded: someone was in the bathroom. She couldn't look.
A click of heels. Tap water running. "Nice dress." And then another click of heels disappearing back into the world, like an ellipses at the end of a novel.