After dinner, Divi and her friends were still revved up about the events of the day on the lake. They were all talking excitedly at the same time and Priya shifted her concentration from one to the other taking in as much as she could. At times, details came out that I don't think they had intended to reveal and one of the other girls would glare at her. Priya just moved on to another story.
As darkness fell, Molly said, "Hey guys. We should get going. My mother will wonder where I am." I noticed for the first time that none of them had a cell phone with them. That had to be a record for girls of their generation to not have a cell phone in their hands for that long.
One by one, Joanna, Zoe, Sophie and Molly pushed themselves against me with their hands behind my back and stretched up for a kiss and thanked me over and over again for their wonderful day. Molly was last and she did the same except she pushed her pelvis against me and whispered, "Thank you Jack; for everything." She winked and kissed me again. The four of them filed out onto the deck. They waved as they pounded down the stairs to my yard. I watched them disappear around Priya's house and then turned back to Divi and Priya sitting at the bar. It was deathly quiet after all the voices stopped. I looked at Divi, who was looking at her mother waiting for the Q&A session to start. Priya looked at Divi and then at me. I braced myself for the inevitable.
Priya smiled at me and said, "Well. It sounds like you guys had a great day. I wish I was with you. It sounded way more fun than my day." Priya had intentionally or not just opened the floodgates and Divi's questions poured through. I grabbed a beer and sat down at the kitchen table. I was a little surprise that Priya wanted to do this with me there but I figured she needed some support to get through it.
Even though Divi was sure this whole thing in Boston was about a divorce and she had seemed stoic about it, she was still rocked by her mother's confirmation. She tried not to cry but it seemed that the more she tried, the more tears poured out of her eyes and down her cheeks. Priya got up and went around the bar and held her daughter tight and cried with her. Tears formed in my eyes too. It was a very emotional time. They swayed in each other's arms and the tears changed to sobs.
I had no place in their commiseration so I got up and went out to the deck. It was a gorgeous night. Vestiges of the pinks and oranges and blues of sunset were quickly being overpowered by the advancing purples and grays. High in the sky was a brightly lit contrail from a passing jet. A passing pontoon boat with anchor light and green and red navigation lights on cruised along the far side of the lake and then reversed course and headed back the way they came. To the west the evening star or more accurately, the planet Venus, the brightest light in the sky, chased after the sun. Bullfrogs were beginning to croak up a storm and crickets chirped. A bat swooped over my boat without a sound. I didn't often sit out on the deck at night. This was nice. I resolved to do it more often on perfect nights like this. Then the mosquitoes found me and I remembered why I didn't sit out at night much.
From the Breezeway, Divi and Priya came out on the deck with one arm around the other like they were supporting a drunk. Their free hands wiped at their tears. They sat down on a cushioned chaise longue. They weren't sobbing anymore but the sadness was palpable. I just sat down in my gravity chair beside them and stayed quiet. If they wanted anything from me, they'd ask.
Divi was the first to speak, and it was with bitterness in her voice, "He was a bad father and a bad husband. We're better off without him and his bimbo girlfriend." Even in the dark I could see the fire in her eyes. Priya didn't react to Divi's statement except to pull her in tighter.
Priya finally spoke. "Jack. First of all, thank you for all you did for the girls today. I was able to glean from some of the details that you saved them from possible disaster that they didn't even realize until after it was over. I'm going to take Divi home and we're going to comfort each other. She's a little shaken up about the divorce and I need some time to think about my life too." I understood; their lives had just come off the rails. The 'think about my life' part concerned me because I was thinking I was a part of that too.
I said, "Call me if you need anything. I'll be here for whatever you need." That statement, as simple and normal as it was, seemed to sadden Priya even more as she stood and helped Divi to her feet.
They headed for the stairs without another word until they got to the stairs. Divi stopped and turned. "Thanks Jack for a wonderful day. Thanks for Molly too." She forced a smile and they headed down the stairs with Priya looking back at me mouthing the question, 'Molly?' I just shrugged my shoulders and they were gone.
I had an ominous feeling in my gut. I had begun to feel close to Priya and Divi too. My life had some excitement in it again. Maybe excitement wasn't the correct word but I was feeling good about a new day dawning which had been missing for a long time. I was feeling alive again instead of just waiting to die. The mosquitoes drove me in and I chugged the remains of my beer as I headed for the Breezeway thinking that I would drag fewer of the blood-thirsty vampires inside the house if I went that way.
The next morning, I woke early, as usual. Consciousness was accompanied by a morning woody that had lately become a usual event. I jerked myself off as I reminisced about the erotic events of yesterday. It didn't take long. In the shower my mind went back to Priya's ominous statement as she and Divi headed for the stairs. I could only guess at the meaning, 'Think about my life too'.
I dressed in my usual garb - athletic shorts with no underwear and a tee-shirt. I pulled on my sandals and got on my boat. I cast off and made my way to the Marina again. I had seen a poster displaying 'breakfast pizza' yesterday and the photo looked delicious.
I sat outside the Marina at a picnic table eating my pizza and watching the first boats of the day filling up with gas. I got a chance to see some of the speed boats and wake boats up close. As I was cleaning up and throwing the waste in the pizza box, I saw a familiar pontoon boat slowing at the "No Wake" sign. I did a double take to confirm that it was the gang of five twenty something's from yesterday. It was the same boat but there were only three of them aboard: the alpha guy and the two that had taken off through the woods. I sat back down to see what they would do when they saw me.
As expected, their boat did a sudden u-turn that totally confused the wake boat coming in behind them. As they sped away, the alpha guy, sporting a foam neck-brace, turned in his seat and looked back at me. I smiled and waved. He immediately responded with his left-hand middle finger. The owner of the Marina had just come out of his garage, where he repaired boats, and saw them speeding away. I guess he thought the finger was for him because as he walked by me he said out loud to himself, "Frickin' kids. They're nothing but thugs. Their parents aren't much better either." I grinned and tossed my waste in a basket and returned to my boat. I watched for the kids boat all the way home. The last thing I wanted was to lead them back to my house.
I eased up to my dock and tied the boat fore and aft before shutting off the ignition. As I walked off the dock, Priya appeared from her yard crossing into mine. "Can we talk?" she said and I motioned for her to follow me up to the deck. I asked if she would like a cup of coffee and she declined. I turned on the Keurig Coffee Maker and popped in a coffee pod and waited for the water to heat. Priya had followed me inside but she just stood by the kitchen table and waited for me. I didn't like the look of this. I brought my cup to the kitchen table and motioned for her to sit as I sat down. She hesitated but then sat. "What's up?" I said, trying to sound upbeat.
Priya started, "I'm not sure how to say any of this. My emotions are all over the place right now and I'm pretty sure I should wait before saying this but I'm afraid I'll chicken out if I do." She put her hands on mine holding the coffee cup and said, "We've been going hot and heavy for a few weeks now and we've already talked about the guilt we both feel about cheating on my husband and you cheating on Anna. Our affair was comfortable because there was no danger of being found out but at the same time it felt safe because I was married and our relationship couldn't become anything more than that. It was purely physical and I've loved and needed every second of it."
I took a sip and waited for the shoe to drop. So far, all I'd heard was 'I've loved our time together; but...'
Priya's face scrunched up and tears flooded into her eyes. I was willing her to just say it. She continued, "Now that I'm divorced and trying to figure out what that means, I'm scared that I'll just roll into a replacement relationship with you that will be harder to stop later on. I'm sorry Jack. I have to stop this now while I still can." Her eyes pleaded with me to understand.
I took another sip and said, "I understand your rationale. It makes sense. If you think we need to stop our physical relationship to make sure that you don't just plug-and-play me into your replacement husband role, I get it. I hope we can still be friends even if it is without benefits."
Priya smiled and squeezed more tears from her eyes. She took my napkin and blew her nose on it. "I want that," she said. "I value your friendship."