After Anna's sister's and niece's "intervention" of my life as a recluse in the woods by seducing me, I was exhausted. My dick and balls ached from several ejaculations. In spite of all that, I gave a good accounting of myself in the bedroom with Priya. She screamed and groaned her way through a couple orgasms and I had just launched another load in her pussy while in the spooning position. She said, "Naveen is a missionary position only guy. I've never had sex in that position before and I really like it."
Our breathing had just returned to normal and I was caressing her left breast with my left hand as I was still embedded in her pussy from behind. Her left leg was across my hips as I lay on my right side. She was comfortable lying on her back but slightly turned up on her right buttocks. Her index and middle fingers of her right hand pushed lazily through her neatly trimmed pubic hair on either side of my softening cock. Her gentle ministrations were keeping my cock in a semi-erect state. My face was tucked down into the hollow of her neck and shoulder randomly kissing her there. I was fighting the urge to fall asleep. She was staring at the ceiling fan as it rotated just fast enough to push a little air. It felt cool on my perspiring skin and wet cock.
The only sound was from a power boat well down the lake. Almost lost in that deep throated groan was the low pitched rumble of the early evening freight train heading for Boston. If the wind blows just right, you can hear it. The whistle blast at a roadway intersection gave it away; otherwise I probably wouldn't have noticed it.
I noticed Priya still staring at the fan and said, "A penny for your thoughts." I kissed her on the tip of her shoulder and tweaked her nipple. She didn't react and continued her examination of the fan. I pushed myself up on my elbow and looked down into her beautiful face as I leaned in and kissed her lips. She gave a half-hearted return kiss and pulled her gaze from the fan to my face.
"I'm sorry Jack. What did you say?" She continued with her fingers.
"Something's troubling you. What is it?"
Priya lifted her head and kissed me again with much more passion. I returned it. When she lowered her head back to her pillow, her eyes glistened with tears. None had broken free yet. Her eyes were like two dark pools of water. She kissed me again and blubbered out with a sob and those pools of water boiled over and tears cascaded down her cheeks toward her ears. Her free hand attempted to catch them. Her breath caught in her throat as she attempted to gather herself.
I kissed her gently again and said, "What's wrong? Talk to me."
She wiped her eyes and cheeks with her free hand. She took a deep breath and let it out slowly. She looked into my eyes and said, "Naveen has filed for a divorce." She exploded into tears as she said the word 'divorce'. She threw both arms around my neck and pulled me to her bosom and my glans pulled from her pussy. She held me there as she started sobbing. I held her tight until she settled down.
After clearing her eyes with the back of her wrist she said, "It's not like we had a good marriage. He was never here. His business was always more important that Divi and me. In his letter that came with the divorce papers he confesses that he has been living with a young woman in India and she wants him to marry her. He's been living two lives." She paused and stared at the ceiling fan again before continuing, "I was shocked when I read the papers and letter, but my immediate reaction after that was that I was kind of glad. I have been feeling guilty about us since we started. I had never even thought about an affair even though Naveen was never here, even when he was here."
Priya pulled her gaze from the fan and looked up at me and continued, "I've felt guilty about us but I couldn't stay away. I didn't realize how much I've needed the comfort of a man and I never got that from Naveen. He has given Divi and me a comfortable life and the divorce papers indicate that he will continue to do so and he won't contest my full custody of Divi." She forced a smile and lifted her head and pecked me on the lips. She then dropped her head back to her pillow scanning my face for my reaction.
I said, "If your immediate reaction was that this is a good thing, why the tears now? Did I do something or say something?" I couldn't image what it could have been. We hadn't spoken a word other than my query about what was troubling her.
Priya chuckled and shook her head. "When I heard that train whistle and the rumbling of the wheels on the tracks and the clackity-clack, it took me back to happier times with Naveen before Divi was born, when we were young and he struggled with his business living a few miles away from the train tracks. I suddenly realized that in our twenty plus years together we had accumulated a library of history and memories like the train. It made me think of him. There will always be some place I've been or a song on the radio or some kind of trigger that will make me think of him and I don't want to think of him." Her eyes flooded with tears again. She wiped them away with the back of her wrist and forced a smile.
Priya turned on her side facing me and said, "Thank you Jack; for being here for me. This has been a tough day. If you don't mind, I'm going to go home and make dinner for Divi and Joanna and then I'm coming back here to add to our memories." She didn't wait for a response from me. I was certain that the look on my face told her that she was always welcome in my bed. She slid over to the edge of the bed and dropped her feet to the floor. She pulled on her bikini while I watched. She giggled when she saw my cock growing on my thigh. "You hold that thought. I should be back in an hour or so." She came around the bed and put one knee on it and leaned in and kissed me hard. I watched her go.
I laid there on the bed for quite a while after Priya left. I realized that I had been feeling guilty about having a sexual relationship with a married woman, let alone the guilt I felt about having sex with her daughter. My cock grew quickly as thoughts of Priya and Divi and even Joanna filled my mind. I wrapped my fingers around my erect shaft and looked down and said, "Well, I see that you don't feel any guilt, do you?"
I slowly stroked my cock just because it felt good. I had no intention of masturbating to completion. I needed everything I could muster to satisfy Priya's needs on this particular night. I laid there thinking about 'guilt' when I realized that after thirteen years alone, I still felt guilty about 'cheating' on Anna and my eyes suddenly filled with tears. A thought flashed into my brain: Joyce and Frankie came here with their plan to push a narrative to force me to realize how stupid it was to feel this guilt after all this time. I smiled to myself thinking, 'Angela came along just to suck and fuck.' She couldn't have cared less about the message her mother and aunt were trying to send.
I hated to get up but my stomach was grumbling. I had to make something to eat. There were times when I'd spend hours preparing a chef-worthy cuisine if for no other reason than I was bored. Today was not one of those days. I made a bologna sandwich with butter and mustard and carefully laid a thick layer of potato chips and crushed them all down with the top layer of bread.
I sat down on the loveseat with a cold beer and noticed that the TV was still on the fishing channel. The bass fishing program was now a deep sea tuna fishing program. I hated fishing even though when I bought this house, the allure of a quiet afternoon fishing was one of the pros of moving here. I tried it several times but discovered that all I did while casting and reeling was reminisce about Anna. In retrospect, I'm sure that anything I did then would result in the same thing. Regardless, I didn't really enjoy it like I thought I would.
I change the channel and listened to the news for a while. That was too depressing so I made one pass through the channel guide. I muttered to myself, "Christ. Three hundred channels and there's shit on." I turned the TV off. I got up and carried my sandwich and beer out to the deck. There wasn't a breath of air. My US flag hung limply on its pole at the end of the dock. The flag on my party boat's anchor light pole was unmoving too. There were wind driven ripples further out on the lake so some air was moving. I noted that the leaves were turning over, showing their undersides. It was going to rain. I looked to my left, to the west. Huge, dark, billowing cumulus clouds were forming and they looked angry.
I finished my sandwich, grabbed my book and retreated to my zero-gravity chair. It was mid-week, so the number of boats on the lake was at a minimum. As usual, I read for twenty minutes before my eyelids dropped.
I woke to the sound of footsteps climbing the stairs to my deck. It had grown dark. 'How long had I been sleeping,' I thought. I looked out over the lake. My flag was flapping briskly to a north wind. I realized that I hadn't slept that long. It was dark because of the rain clouds moving in.