This chapter was overlooked and should have preceded Chapter 17. Sorry for the confusion.
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Having settled into our new home, we relaxed and enjoyed the moments of our labor.
Sid and I designed a deck on the back of the house for entertaining and tanning. The amount of my exposure depends on which deck I choose. I'm sure others in the neighborhood have seen me as I walk around the decks in my thong bikini. I've become more conscious of my body and am trying to limit my calorie intake.
Thursday evening we sat on the entertaining deck and savored our drinks. I wore a beach cover-up giving Sid a view of my body. I could see him toying with his cock in his shorts.
Our conversation was about our expectations and where we want our play to go. I could tell Sid was growing anxious and wanting us to move forward in our play.
"Honey, you seem to be uneasy tonight. What's on your mind?" I quired. "Tell me, so I can fix it."
Sid reached out and took my hand. "Kitty, I'm not sure you would understand. My fantasies are growing to a point you may not be comfortable with. Let's let it drop for right now."
"Hey, you know that not going to happen. We're a team. We work together for each other's pleasures. I doubt you could fantasize about anything we can work on. Tell me." I urged him.
"I've been watching porn at work. I close my door and tell the clerks I working on our budget and don't want to be disturbed. I am spending hours on porn. I imagine you in situations I watch and know you are more active, more adventurous, and would be enthusiastic than the women being filmed. I am inserting you into the scene and masturbating almost continuously. I'm almost ashamed of myself."
I got up and moved closer to my lover, sitting on the deck and holding his thigh. "Honey, I'm not satisfying you. And that hurts me to know I'm not. I can't enjoy my life and feel I'm not keeping you happy. That's so wrong."
"It's nothing you have done. I've just allowed this to happen. I love you and the times we've enjoyed with our fetishes are the best moments of my life. Don't feel you are letting me down."
I stood and took Sid's hand." I'll make it right. I love you Baby, and there's nothing we can"t work through."
My left hand was on his groin. I felt his semi-erection and spoke. "Honey, tell me your fantasies. I want to know how I can make you the happiest husband in the world. Tell me."
Kitty, I have watched so many videos I'm ashamed to tell you. Most of the action is of women who are labeled 'hotwives'. None of those women are near your beauty, and none seem to be enjoying themselves there, I'm sure, the husband is directing the play. I close my eyes and imagine you in those situations. I cum thinking of you doing your magic."
"OK, tell me the situations you are referring to." I wanted to know.
"Don't get upset. it's usually the alleged 'hotwife' partying with other men. It's set up for the women to take on multiple men. Some are gang bangs, others just the ladies allowing me to use them in bars and at parties. I imagine you truly enjoying yourself in these roles"
Smiling, I kiss my man quickly. "Hell, I'm in for this. We haven't talked about these events but it's something we both knew would happen. Stop your fretting. I can be your 'hotwife', your woman in search of 'more nookie' as I think you men call it. I love you, Baby. This weekend let's go back to Louisville and let the fun begin!"
The We moved inside to the couch. The next hour was spent with the two of them exploring each other's bodies. We undressed and I staddled Sid. I pushed my boobs into his face. I was rewarded with love bites covering my tits. I leaned forward and by reaching behind me I worked Sid's cock against my pussy. "Honey, I want you to watch me taking cocks in me. Watch me massage their dicks and cause them to lose their loads in my mouth and hands. I'll be the 'hotwife' you are dreaming about."
I moved off Sid's lap and splayed my legs. "Honey, open me up. Use your fingers to spread my pussy. I want to feel your hand on my clit. Use me."
Sid worked on doing just that. I was close to being fisted. Without lube, I knew I couldn't take his entire hand but the image I had in my mind made me feel so nasty.
We worked together to finalize the plans for our weekend in the Derby City. I searched and found the phone number and address of the guy we had met at the boat show. A day and time were set up for us to renew our acquaintances. I assured him I wanted to get to 'know' him better.
Reservations were made at a large hotel downtown with a check-in time of early Friday afternoon.
I packed a variety of clothes. Most were to show my body and I included several demi-cup bras to allow my breasts to be on display.
We arrived at the hotel around 3:00. I took a shower and sat at a dressing table to apply my make-up. Sid watched. I could see his eyes in the reflection of the mirror.