Let me make something clear first.
I am or have never been a girl who always dresses up like a whore. Even when I used to live in the city, the kinds of clothes I used to wear could never be considered slutty. I used to wear revealing clothes, yes, they used to expose a lot of skin, but never in a wrong way. I never used to walk towards my closet thinking I need to wear something that makes men go crazy. I used to wear something because I was comfortable wearing them.
Then I came to this village where even wearing sleeveless or showing a little bit of tummy was taboo. Men love checking out the you at those little moments where you're wearing a sleeveless top and you rise your hand, your armpit is seen, or you're walking, wearing a saree and wind blows and your tummy is exposed for a second. All these was new to me. So even wearing a white shirt or shorts made me conscious, if men are looking at me.
It didn't take much time for me, mainly because of too much attention I was getting from men, to get turned on while wearing revealing clothes. First thing that comes to my mind, while choosing a piece of clothing would be, will a man be able to see my boobs more clearly if I wear this top. It kinda became my obsession and fetish.
Nowadays this has become my mantra, where I dress up like a slut, just because I want men to look at me. I want the dicks hard if they stare at me for a few seconds. It makes me wet if I know that somebody is jerking off thinking of what I wore today to the market. At the end of the day, when they are in the bed, they get a boner thinking of this girl who was wearing a white tank top in which the boobs were spilling out from the top as she walked, showed half of her boobs when she bent down to check the vegetables on the road side, tight across the armpit area so that the sideboobs stick out, tight across the stomach so that the outline of navel is seen.. I become horny looking at the way I dress up myself. It's funny.
After that session with the door-to-door salesman, I stood there for a few seconds thinking, what kind of a slut I have become. I looked down. I was topless wearing the smallest shorts, a stranger's cum dripping on my boobs. I walked inside. Grandparents are still sleeping. I went to my room, lied on my bed, checked my phone. I need a dick.
Wasim hadn't texted me for a while. I texted him saying
'Hi, my love'
Rahul had forwarded some memes. I opened it and texted
'lol'.
I forwarded the meme to Manoj, my classmate.
None of them replied. I put on my tank top and lied down. Within seconds I fell asleep.
Grandma woke me up after half an hour with tea. I got up, had tea, sat down to study.
I studied without any distraction for good 2 hours.
I thought of taking a break, checked my phone.
I saw messages from all 3 boys.
Rahul: 'Hi, sorry.. I was busy in the shop. Are you coming to the shop today?'
And another one.
'Hey, Roshni. What happened? Why are you not replying? Is everything alright?'
I replied back: 'Hey, Rahul. Sorry, I fell asleep. I'm not sure if I'll be coming today to the shop.'
He replied immediately.
'Ok, no problem. Actually I wanted to ask you for a favour. :) '
' what's that, Rahul?'
' actually my younger brother is studying in your college, but 2 years junior to you. He is super lazy in studies and has an attention span of 0.5 seconds. I was really worried about his studies. I even tried admitting him in some tuition centre. But he never goes for classes there.
So I was wondering if it's possible for you to help him in one or two tough subjects. Actually I am very confident if he can just sit down and study. He will pass.'
'How can I help him, Rahul?'
'Just sit with him for a while, make sure if he's studying properly, and help him if he has any doubts. That's all.'
'Hmmm' I replied.
'I'll tell him not to disturb you in your studies. Just sit silently, without phone, and focus. And you just observe him. That's all.'
'But, he can do it at home also, no?'
'He never listens to anybody. He yells at mom, ignores dad.. We're so worried about him. Can you? Please?'
I was confused. I didn't know what to do. When I didn't reply for one minute, he texted again.
'I'll give you a monthly tuition fee. :) '
'No, no.. it's not that. I was thinking. Ok, fine. Ask him to come tonight. I'll see how it goes today, then we'll decide from tomorrow onwards what to do.'
'Great. That's awesome. Thank you so much.'
'No problem. Ask him to come at 7. For 1-2 hours. cool?'
'Works. Thanks again. Actually I'll come to drop him. I can see you also, na.'
He is such a sweet boy, I thought.
'don't always expect me in the over sized shirt, though ;)'
'Haha never. I just like your presence.'
'That is so cute'
' :) '
I checked Wasim's message. It said ' can I come over tonight?'
I really was not interested in seeing him. Also sex with him was becoming so monotonous. I would keep the door open, lie down on the bed naked, legs wide spread, he would come, fuck me, cum in my mouth or body, and leave. I forgot when was the last time I got an orgasm with him. I texted him back saying, ' I'm on my periods.'
I was sure he wouldn't even know if his girlfriend is on her periods or not.
Then I opened Manoj's message. It said: 'hey, should we do another session of combined study soon?'
I replied: 'Yea, we can'
And kept the phone aside. It was already 6. I had to be ready for Rahul's brother in an hour. I went outside my room. My Grandma was sweeping the floor and grandpa was talking with a man outside. I told my Grandma about Rahul's brother coming to study and I'm gonna get a tuition fee. She didn't disagree with it. But asked me to inform granpa also.
I walked out, called out to granpa, told him that this boy is gonna come for tuition for an hour tonight. Both granpa and the man looked at me for a while, without saying anything. I just then realised that i was wearing the tank top without a bra inside and the nipples were staring back at them. Granpa, in a hurry to send me back to the house said 'ok, ok'. While the man kept on staring at my boobs.
I felt no shy about what the man was looking at.
Instead, I looked at him, gave a smile, and asked if he needs water or something. He said no, thanks.
I raised my hands, tied my hair in bun and went inside.
The difference was, my Gramps never mentioned anything about that. Usually they would be like, 'Why did you go out when a man was standing there, without dressing up properly? Aren't you ashamed?'
This time they never mentioned about me greeting the man in just my tank top, without a bra and shorts in which half of my butt was outside. They were getting used to my way if dressing or not dressing.
I was glad.
I took shower, changed into shorts and a t-shirt. I wore a bra this time. I didn't want to surprise or distract Rahul's brother on the first day. I was almost done when my granpa called me from outside.
'Rosh.. they're here.'
I went out. There was Rahul and his broTHER!
OH MY GOD! What is this guy!!
Ever came across somebody who looks so big but you know they're kinda dumb? With trimmed hair, who doesn't care how they look, and immune to the body shaming or any other kind of emotion, who is the laughing stock in every group? That was him.
This younger brother, who was almost 18, looked like a big brother of Rahul. He was at least 6 ft tall and was so big. I looked so tiny in front of him.
I stared at him and said 'Hi'
He shook my hand. He almost crushed my bones while doing that. 'Hi'
I told him let us sit inside and study.
He said ok and walked inside with me.
I had prepared the study with a separate chair ready for him. He sat down. The legs of the plastic chair started bending when he sat on it. It felt like he was covering half of my room.
I would have felt super uncomfortable with someone like that in my room. But this time, my pussy juice started flowing. I somehow felt super horny, wanted to seduce him and That's all I had in my head. 'Control, Roshni! What's wrong with you!! He's a kid. Leave him alone.' I told myself.
"Hi. My name is Roshni."