After my sexual awakening, my life became one of contradictions. I gathered a wardrobe of identical looking burqas, but each one fulfilled a different kinky niche. I had some made of an imperceptibly finer material that showed off my body with the sun behind me, one that had Velcro panels that could be removed to expose my tits, ass and pussy, I even had one that had a single thread holding the whole thing together that could be pulled out or attached to an egg timer for a timed risk.
I looked at my cupboard and saw myself like a comic book character, picking which costume would best slay the villains of boredom and piety.
The other contradiction was that the more I indulged in my animalistic fantasies at the mosque, the more devout I looked. I was at every Khutbah, and also found myself attending other community events in order to try out whatever perverted idea I had just had.
Before long I had the reputation of a diligent and respectable young lady and was even put in charge of a young Muslim reading group that ran Tuesday night.
One such night I was overseeing the group, that night I had opted for the burqa that could fall apart on a timer. I never felt great doing erotic things in front of the young reading group but I figured I could make the walk home more interesting. At least that was the plan, I find my spontaneous adventures far more satisfying and that night an opportunity presented itself.
The Imam walked into the room looking more flustered than usual. He spent a good half hour fidgeting and looking at his phone before I was able to quietly ask him what was wrong.
"Nothing is wrong" he replied barely looking up from his phone. I gave him a look of disbelief so strong it somehow permeated the burqa and got through to him. "Fine, Allah is really testing me with this one. The Muslim council of London are holding their first meeting tonight to discuss the youth conference. I was invited to be a guest speaker as our mosque has the largest active youth group. But ironically I can't make it as I am here looking after the youth group." I gave a slight chuckle at the prospect ahead of me which the Imam clocked with a curious look.
"Maybe there is something else to be read into here. Every week I oversee the study group and every night I help you lock up afterwards. You know I'm competent. I think it would be fitting that in order to speak on youth issues, you have to trust a young person with the mosque." I replied. I was thinking to myself that this was a long shot, a reckless gambit, but to my surprise his face turned from scepticism to approval. He pried the keys to the outside doors and the electronic fob for the inside doors off his car keys, leaving instructions to post them through the letterbox at his house nearby, before rushing out.
I spent the rest of the study session staring into mid air, my mind swirling with ideas. Eventually the last student left and the holy sanctum was exclusively mine for desecration. The first thing I did was walk the grounds, double checking everyone had left, next I logged into the security cameras and turned off recording, finally, I went to the imam's office at the back to prepare.
I started by removing my Burqa, freeing my naked body from it's confines, running my hands up and down my body at the thought of my deviancy being on show where a man tries to spread his holy message. Next I took the keys and fob and dropped them out of the window.
My goosebumps had goosebumps at the thought of what was ahead of me. The internal doors of the mosque were one-way doors on a fob system, without a fob I could leave but I could not get back in. The moment I walked out of the Imam's office, the door would lock and I would have to walk through the mosque, out the front door and around to the side entrance to get to the back garden where I had thrown the keys, each door I walked though would provide another barrier between me and my clothes. Not only that but once I had the fob I would still have to walk back naked.
My breathing quickened as I opened the door, looking out into the dark corridor that would begin my naked tour of the mosque. I took one step clear of the office and let go, closing my eyes and freezing in place for the seeming eternity before I heard the door click closed behind me. I jiggled the door handle and confirmed I was not getting back in without a fob.
As I slowly walked the empty corridors of the mosque, I had to keep repeating to myself not to touch myself yet. I wanted to savour this, to swim in the risk I had exposed myself to and only at the height of the experience, bring myself crashing down with an orgasm. My rock hard nipples and dripping pussy a testament to the difficulty of my restraint.
The back offices of the mosque were not large, but I still moaned with delight every time another door locked behind me. It wasn't long before I was staring at the last lockable door, the one between the back room areas and the main prayer hall. I burst open the door and stood naked on the very stage that the imam would read prayers from while we all listened and prostrated towards mecca. My imagination ran away with the idea of the whole congregation staring at my naked body, their disgust and condemnation only fuelling my bodies pure animalistic list. My fingers were deep in my pussy before I knew it, but I held myself back, I decided keeping myself on a sizzle would be better.
I spent some time wandering the public areas of the mosque, reliving my Khutbah routine, thrilled that for once my outside appearance matched how I felt every Friday. Body and soul exposed. Although I had to admit I was also stalling a little, my next move was to walk through the reception area and into the front car park of the mosque, the one totally visible from the street.
Heart beating through my chest, I stepped into the reception. I could see where the darkened car park gave way to the streetlights beyond, the flakes of rain glinting in the lights before vanishing into the darkness beyond. I crouched behind the welcome desk as a car drove past, bringing me face to face with the CCTV monitors, not recording but still displaying my shivering naked body on-screen. I took a few deep breaths and stepped out of the front door.
The rain hit me like bullets from a machine gun, I could feel every inch of my shivering skin becoming wet and cold, my shaking form humbled by my lustful hubris in the face of nature. I began to run, across the unlit car park to the side entrance of the mosque, as I turned down the alleyway I heard a car pass by and wondered if the driver had got a good enough look at my bottom.