"So..." she began, "I'm thinking of having a specialist look at taking care of my spider veins," she stated matter-of-factly.
I looked over my morning coffee and asked, "What are spider veins?" I might as well know what they were as statements like this meant she'd already decided to have this thing done.
"These ugly things," she said, opening her robe and presenting one of her legs to me, pointing.
"You look pretty good to me," I smiled noting her high cut panties. Even after fifteen years together and three kids, I though she looked great. "Pam, your legs are gorgeous. All of you is."
"Thank you, Babe, but I just don't like how they look with these things. They make me look old."
I raised a skeptical eyebrow. Thirty-seven is not old. I still loved watching her dress, - and undress - loved being seen with her. She made me look good, and certainly made me a better person. She still rocked a bathing suit, though the bikinis she used to wear had given way to "mom suits," and skirts were no longer as short as I liked. Her legs were always great, they featured prominently in a picture she sent me just after we'd met. All of her was beautiful.
I touched her leg. "You're not old by any stretch of the imagination." My hand started to wander further up her leg.
"Yeah, you're just horny", she laughed, pushing my hand off and closing the front of her robe. "I'm going to stop by after work on Wednesday and have them do an evaluation."
"Fine," I said, resigned.
She stood, touched the side of my face and said, "It's just an evaluation. I haven't decided yet..."
I watched her walk across the room to put her breakfast dishes in the washer. Damn, I loved her body, the way she swayed, even in just a robe. Now I was horny. What the hell, if it made her feel better about herself... but those legs looked mighty fine to me.
"Dr. P says I'm an excellent candidate for the treatment. Says he's sure the spider veins will all be gone in just a few treatments," she said stepping into the shower as I stood at the toilet.
"What?" I asked, sticking my head into the steamy mist.
"These ugly things," she said, turning a leg and running a finger down the inside of her thigh. My eyes, to be honest, were not on where she was pointing but just about six inches higher where the shower water was streaming through the soft brown patch of hair.
"You showed those veins to this Dr. P?" I smirked.
"Steve, stop," she pouted swinging a wet hand at me. Pam was always very reserved. Not shy so much as proper, she was not one to flaunt herself and she knew what I was implying.
"Dr. Pree..., Pryeeda..., shoot, I can't say his name. It's one of those long Indian names." She was flustered. "He's very professional. His nurse came in and got me prepped, and they did an ultrasound on both my legs. I was not...he was looking at the veins!"
"An ultrasound?" The only time I knew anything about ultrasound were when we were having kids and all those fuzzy images during the prenatal visits.
"Yes. Please get out and let me shower."
I pulled my head out and stood there as she continued.
"They did an ultrasound on each leg. Spider veins are caused by leaking veins or something. And the treatment is, well, he says it's pretty painless and they can get rid of all these things," she said over the sound of the shower.
Okay, this is a doctor, I'm sure he doesn't even see the women he's working on, but my mind was still a little concerned that the place where Pam had been pointing was high up her thigh...- and he did each leg?
"Pretty painless?" I asked sticking my head back in the shower, "what's that mean?" This time I was actually looking for these spider veins that she seemed so concerned with.
"He says that it's just a little needle," she said, touching the spots on her legs. "He injects some medicine and it like strangles the vein, then the blood flows where it's supposed to, and these things fade away."
She gave me one of those 'are-you-done-staring' looks and said "I haven't decided yet. Do you mind?"
I removed my head and stood outside thinking.
"You really don't like needles..." I offered.
Pam shut off the water and opened the shower door. "I know," she said with a sigh. "But these things are ugly and make me feel like an old lady," she said as she dried herself. Damn, I adored every part of her.
There was no logic that would help. She was thirty-seven but could pass for twenty-five. Her breasts didn't sag in the least and were so wonderfully responsive, her body was trim though not skinny, and her firm, round ass swung when she walked, it didn't jiggle like jelly. Sure her abs weren't a washboard, but a little muffin-top was to be expected. It's not like I was any great prize, she could have married anyone she chose - but I was the lucky one. I found her beautiful, I knew some of my friends did too, and she was honestly a very lovely woman. I often saw guys looking at her when we were out, and even in her mom suits, she looked a lot better than most women at the beach.
"I know you think I'm beautiful," she said stepping out of the shower and into my arms. It was only then that I realized I was fully up. "I want to feel that way for you. This is something I want to do for me, okay? It'll make me feel better about myself."
"If you feel any better than you do right now, I'm not sure I could stand it," I smiled.
Pam blinked, a little smile on the corner of her lips, "You know that's not what I meant.."
"Yeah, but I'm not so sure how I feel about some guy feeling up your legs" I teased, slipping my hand between her thighs and caressing her womanhood.
"Really?" she said, pulling her head back to focus on my face. "Cuz if this is any indication of how you feel about that thought" she wrapped a hand around my hard phallus.
"Well, he's not going to be seeing you naked, otherwise he'd be hard too," I teased.
"No, he won't, but he will be touching me...." she sighed, a twinkle in her eyes. "Does that bother you?"