When I received the letter in the mail last week I didn't take it very seriously. I figured it was a harmless prank. Clearly, I was wrong.
I know I was wrong because tonight I was brought to a strange building with a glass room just like the letter described. There were warm lights positioned around the room illuminating the space. The only furniture was a raised platform with an expansive mattress on top. The bed was made up simply with silky sheets. There was no comforter, and there were no pillows or headboard.
Helps maintain the view,
I thought with a thrill when I first saw it.
Because that's what I had been brought there for. Wasn't it? Wasn't that what the letter had promised? Even once I was standing in that very real room I still couldn't believe it. Because when I received the letter in the mail last week I didn't take it that seriously. Who would?
The writing was simple enough, but reading it gave me goosebumps.
I know you would like to get fucked while other men are watching you.
Next Wednesday I will send a car to collect you at 8pm sharp. Dress elegantly, and don't be late. You will be driven out of town to a private facility and escorted into the building. You will be led into a room designed for viewing. You will be fucked and made to orgasm repeatedly on a large bed. Men will be surrounding the room, out of your sight. As they watch they will be naked, restrained, and focused only on you.
You will be kept safe. Your pleasure will be my priority.
My best,
Your Host
The letter was typed out simply on creamy paper and arrived at my house without a return address or a stamp. Someone must have hand delivered it, I supposed.
I may not have taken the letter very seriously, but I certainly did think about it a lot. At first, in the evening after I received it as I cooked dinner and got ready for bed, I turned some questions over in my mind.
Who was this mysterious "host" that had sent the letter? How did they know where I lived? And how could they possibly have known about one of my foremost private fantasies?
But that night as I settled into bed, I abandoned the practical questions and let familiar images float through my mind. I pictured myself illuminated on a platform being fucked by a handsome stranger, while men sat in the shadows watching me.
In these fantasies I always imagined these men naked, with their cocks straining as they watched me get fucked. I imagined them flooded with arousal at the sight and shame at the fact that they were only able to watch. Something about the thought of their humiliation always got me wet and flushed.
Sometimes, I even imagined that it was men I know who were watching me. Friends, colleagues, exes. And the thought that they could watch me, feeling simultaneously mortified and full of desire, and that I might never know they'd been there, flooded me with some sick satisfaction.
I'd pictured iterations of this scenario dozens of times alone in my bed while I massaged my breasts and nipples, while I fingered myself, and eventually cried out from pleasure alone in my own bed. But now someone had somehow taken hold of my fantasy and made it shockingly real by putting it into writing.
That night, the images in my mind were more vivid and alluring than ever before. I imagined getting fucked hard by a stranger's thick cock while anonymous men looked on. I imagined submitting to the man I was with. Being soft and pliant for him, while simultaneously craving the high of knowing a row of pathetic men were watching me. I loved to imagine their submission and their humiliation. With these visions in my mind and my fingers rubbing my pussy, I came within moments.
I didn't take the letter that seriously, but as I was drifting off to sleep that night I decided that I wouldn't miss the opportunity to see if the offer was real.
***
My stomach dropped when I got the letter. Honestly, what a sick joke.
Placed directly in my mailbox one morning the letter read,
I know you want to watch her getting fucked.
You can keep thrashing about alone with your hands wrapped around your pathetic little prick trying to imagine her body all you want, or you can see for yourself how she really looks and sounds when she's with a man who can take her.
Next Wednesday at 8:30 you'll have your chance. Listen for a knock at the door.
Don't miss it,
Your Host
Who could have even written something like that? And how could they know?
At first I worried that it was her, that somehow she knew. That she could read it on my face when I passed her in the hall or read my mind in the awkward silence between us in the elevator. But if she did know, why would she write something like that? And anyway, I was flattering myself. She barely noticed that I existed.
She'd been my neighbor for almost two years. And although she'd always been polite and courteous, and even let me borrow her phone one time that mine was lost, she'd never spared me a second glance, not really.
Over the years I'd seen a couple guys come and go from her apartment. Tall, handsome men with nice clothes and crisp haircuts. They always looked perfect together.
No, I decided. She couldn't have written the letter because she wasn't thinking about me at all. I resolved to put the whole mortifying ordeal out of my mind.
Some sick joke, that's all it could have been.
But at night,
oh god,
at night. Thoughts of her would float into my mind unbidden, even more vivid than before. The sequence was always the same. At first I would imagine being with her in some way. Maybe having her soft little mouth wrapped around my cock with her beautiful eyes smiling up at me. Or even just lying next to each other in bed. Getting to look at her naked body up close, without restraint.
But, as always, my mind would eventually drift to the same image. I would picture her on her hands and knees while one of her men, with his broad chest and strong hands, was taking her from behind. I would imagine the gorgeous look on her face as she rocked with pleasure. I could almost come just from picturing the flutter of her eyes or the sway of her breasts hanging heavy below her.
And I loved to picture the man with her too. His long, throbbing cock that could stuff her full. The strain and flex of his hip muscles as he fucked her. The assured look on his face with his eyelids heavy and his lips slightly parted.