Vibe check: Meg Myers-Desire(Hucci Remix)
My head falls back against the pillow beneath me, my back arching, fingers still thrusting steadily between my parted thighs. I flit my eyes open wanting to peruse over you again. The floor plans of our houses have somehow synched up so that our bedrooms face each other. The cul-de-sac we live in has the walls of our abodes almost flush against each other. The only time I'm ever consciously aware of the fact are at times like this. On nights like this where desire and my hormones cast out my better judgment. When the compulsion to leave my curtains open and excitement courses through me when I realize yours are drawn apart as well. It provides a perfect view that has encouraged the position I find myself in now.
I lift my head to look at your unknowing form before me and my heart lodges itself in my throat and my hand stills immediately. You stare into me from your position in front of your window. Your steely gaze harboring a dark fire flickering in your eyes. Your jaw sets into a taught line. I watch frozen on baited breath the rise and fall of your chest. I notice the way your muscles have filled with tension and your nostrils flare.
I feel anxiety and apprehension prickle through my nerve endings as my system struggles between fight or flight. Like a deer in headlights, your piercing stare has rendered me immobile. I wistfully humor the idea that maybe you can't see me. Maybe the dark shadows of my room are further darkened amid the glow of the lamp that illuminates yours, hiding my needy body from your vision.
My chest shudders and lungs burn from trying to covertly suck oxygen past my mouth that has gone dry as the Sahara. My eyes are laser focused onto you as I watch you lower yourself to sit on your bed. Time feels heavy as the seconds tick around this moment and fear and adrenaline are mixing into a lethal cocktail in my veins. Goosebumps raise over my heated skin and I feel my nipples pebble further.
The chill that has set into the room is met abruptly with a flood of hot slick that slides down my fingers. The clash of the two temperatures war aggressively giving way to the threat of the storm that begins brewing within me with renewed hunger. The walls of my pussy clench painfully and I feel it resound outwards through the muscles deep in my abdomen. My body has decimated the level of neediness that consumed me earlier and challenges to outdo it in response to what you wordlessly mouth to me from your perch.
"Continue."
It's not a request it's a demand. I can feel the gravity of it from where I lay prone before you. My mind is attempting to catch up with the answer my body decided to give your presence the second you walked into your room earlier tonight. Fear laces through me for a short moment before being obliterated as carnal lust lances through any remnants of hesitancy that remains.