Relationships aren't easy, more so if it comes about sex and kinks.
I have a loving girlfriend. We're young and our relationship is in its infancy. Our dates are fun and adventurous. Our sex-life is good, but vanilla. We are yet to explore each other's wants and needs. he things we love and want to explore, or those that are a turnoff to avoid.
We don't live together. My personal kinks are still private and I can indulge them most of the time. She knows I watch porn, we have watched some together. The ones we engross ourselves with are the clichés. Girl can't pay for pizza and seduces the delivery guy or Student seduces the teacher for better grades. Both of us being students, these classics appeal to us.
In the privacy of my own dorm room I pursue voyeurism. Hearing my neighbor have loud sex with his girlfriend turns me on. I always rub one out and enjoy listening to them when I get the chance. I try to spy on the ladies in the communal showers. Or when I see a lone laundry basket waiting to get washed, I don't waste the opportunity to sniff some dirty panties. The exhilaration I endure in these moments drives my horny boner.
I'm afraid to tell my partner about these kinks. I don't know how she will react to it if I tell her. And if I do it can end our relationship faster than it began. For now I will keep it a secret.
Tonight I have a fancy for watching women undress, dance and masturbate on cam. I take my laptop, make myself comfortable in my bed. A bottle of lube next to me and paper towels to clean up. I flip through several cams searching for some ladies that attract me. While with a gentle stroke caress my penis.
I stumble on a beautiful, voluptuous girl. I like watching ladies with curves, it is a big turn on for me. Her body reminds me a bit of my girlfriend. So I admire the lady in silence. The chat room is full of men, sending dirty messages. Tipping her to show or do more.
She leans back in a comfy chair, her legs crossed. A black silk mask covers her eyes and the bridge of her petit celestial nose. Her blue colored thin lips forming a seductive smile. Curly black hair covers the sides of her soft, gentile face. A blue babydoll flows down from her ample bosom to her curvaceous thighs. It is a bit see-through, showing off a pair of French knickers.
Music starts playing. She stands up from her seat, slow moving, swaying her hips. She steps closer to the camera and starts dancing. Her seductive shaking of the shoulders and hips, makes her breasts jiggle. All the men in the chatroom exclaimed their love and passion for the lady. Dirty talk flows by faster and I join in.
I pour some lube on my penis. My hard, throbbing member reacts to the coldness. Sending a shiver through me. Grabbing it with a firm hand, I get on with a slow pumping. All the way up and down.
A few guys donated big. Reaching her goal to take off the babydoll. She hooks her fingers around the shoulder bands of her lingerie and lets it glide down from her arms. Dropping it on the floor. With a swift kick, she tosses it to the side. Freeing her breasts from the thin layer of fabric. No longer confined, the sway is much more noticeable.
Beholding that makes me horny, seducing me to cough over a few tips myself. Watching her dance around, those tits bouncing up and down while she fondles them. It mesmerizes me, my hand rubbing faster.
Her dancing comes closer to the camera. With a sudden bow, she flicks her hair in front of the cam. Bend over, she follows it up with a slow rising, making sure that her breasts are in full view. I spy a few cute, little freckles on the inside of her right tit.
Deep in my mind a fleeting notion pops up just like my girlfriend. I am so engrossed in the image in front of me that I brush it off.
