The following is a true story of a video I found of an ex while watching porn late one night. While it was certainly never something I expected to come across or that I thought would exist in the first place, it was a wild experience for me. I am unsure whether or not this will be a particularly arousing read, but I hope it will be an interesting tale nevertheless. Enjoy!
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Finding a video of a long term ex girlfriend on a porn site was not something I had ever expected to happen. We had been together for over three years with a bit of a break in-between due to an indiscretion of mine, during which we would still have sex, but were not officially in a relationship. She used to speak of her past sexual relations every now and again which always brought out my jealousy, and self conscious side, despite my secret arousal to whatever act she described. I'd always find myself later stroking my cock and thinking about her getting fucked by an ex, picturing with as much detail as possible her pleasure.
I of course never told her this, especially given my worry of not only what she would think, but my guilt in the enjoyment of it. This feeling grew stronger towards the end of our relationship; seemingly as we grew apart. A few months after we had broken up I found myself thinking about her getting fucked more frequently even though I had been on quite an online dating rampage myself.
On and off my thoughts and desires on this matter would spike, but since we had no contact there really weren't any new scenarios I could contemplate. I would still however often think about her riding her previous friend with benefits 9 inch cock; a time she had spoken of when we had first started having sex. She spoke of it with a clear lust of feeling it inside her. Just imagining her taking it was enough to get me hard.
There were other stories too; mostly ones that only gave me a vivid glance into the experience, but enough for me to let my imagination run wild of my ex getting fucked. I had finally began to accept the voyeuristic side of myself which I had previously felt enormous guilt and embarrassment when thinking about. Needless to say these fantasies of her getting fucked were now a much more frequent day dream when I was jerking off.
Two years after our break up I found one of the most shocking, and arousing videos on a popular porn site I ever could find...just over 10 minutes of my ex getting fucked and cumming harder than she ever did with me.
To this day I still don't remember exactly how I found it. I was searching "amateur asian porn" as I often did, with an additional option of only homemade videos. I had always secretly hoped to find a video of her getting fucked, but in the back of my mind I never in a million years expected it to happen.
When I first clicked on it I was on a huge late night porn binge. I was probably at least an hour into watching bits and pieces of random videos, trying to find the right one. At first I didn't even notice it was her. The video starts slow, with music relatively loud in the background as she lays on her back. The guy enters a few seconds in, climbing onto the bed and placing his head between her legs to lick her pussy.
All of a sudden it struck me. I knew this bed, and this room. When she let out her first moans I felt my body begin to feel weak. My heart rate was jacked. This was her. I was almost immediately positive of it. My cock was throbbing as this feeling of insane arousal, shock, and awe flowed through me. I watched and stroked in disbelief as this guy fucked her. Slow and in missionary at first; relatively passionate as they kissed.