This is the story of my continuing exploration of my exhibitionist desires. My earlier submission described how this temptation was first awakened during an innocent encounter in a bar. Since that time (and with some encouragement of friends on this site) I have tested my limits in a few of situations -- though I continue to be a pretty conservative, risk-averse housewife and mother. This story tells how I have discovered an anonymous way to be exhibited and uninhibited:
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"Check this out," my husband turned to me with the newspaper that he had picked up at the London airport. We were halfway to Atlanta and I was half asleep as he pointed to an article describing an online chat forum where people from all over the world have random encounters via webcam in an anonymous "roulette" format.
"The popular site attracts people of all ages and nationalities," the article said, "but some are turned off by the large percentage of people, mostly men, who appear in various stages of undress."
That was enough to wake me up as I turned on my reading light. The story went on to say that less than one in 30 users of the site are female, attributing this to the many men who are eager to expose themselves to these women.
"Hmmm . . . I rather like those odds," I thought to myself.
Without a word to my husband who was by then reading another section of the paper, I discreetly slipped the article into the side pocket of my travel bag for future reference.
Things were busy after we got home and picked up the kids from my parents. A week passed before I came across the article while unpacking my bag. I paused to re-read it and felt that now-familiar excitement building within me.
A flush came over me as I glanced toward my laptop on the bedside table. No one was home, so with my pulse accelerating I sat on the bed and logged onto the "roulette" site.
A control box appeared on the screen asking if I wished to enable my webcam. "Yes," I clicked, and my image appeared in one of two boxed sections of the screen. Near the top of the page were several buttons, including "Next" and "Stop."
After a moment to straighten my clothes and hair in the cam image, I clicked "Next." After a few more clicks I was face to face with a rather handsome man whose image filled the other section of my screen.
He nodded, I smiled, and a few words came across my screen: "Hi, I am Hafed."
Not sure if I should identify myself by name, I instead typed a question: "Where are you?"
"Turkey."
This went on for a few minutes as we chatted about superficial things.
"You are very beautiful," he said abruptly. "May I see more of you?"