She had not seen or heard from her for almost a week. It was disappointing. The two times that they had been together were not fading, but the young woman had been forced to realize that what she really wanted was more. More of the excitement she felt when she was made to do things. Things that she felt excited her friend just as much as her. Although her friend was the one that always was in control, she had to be excited too. It was not possible that watching her humiliate herself would not cause her friend to be aroused.
It was a slow day at her job, so she could work at an easy pace and dream little dreams. Fantasize a little about the next time. Hopefully there would be a next time. She dreamed about being nude in a room full of clothed people. Sometimes she would be just an anonymous body, other times she would be fully exposed, her face as well as her body. She wasn't sure which was more exciting, because when she was anonymous she dreamed that her friend would allow her to be touched and used sexually. If she wasn't anonymous, she would be seen but that only. Her experiences so far were safe, safe in the sense that she had been in a private home or club. She had never thought of being in a public place completely naked. Oh there had been two people who had seen her take off her underpants and bare a breast, but once she had left that place, knowing they did not know her, it didn't seem that bad. It was erotic and arousing to her. But no worse than being at a beach and taking off her top. At least she had convinced herself of that, even if she had never been topless at a beach before.
She had been working steadily all day and it was late, close to the time she could go home, when her phone rang. She picked it up with a grin and answered. Oh my god, it was her!
"Do you have plans for this evening?"
"Umm, no."
"Good, I will pick you up at 7:30PM. Here is what I want you to wear. First, full panties, not a thong. A bra, serviceable, not a flimsy one. Slacks, they do not have to have a zipper, but not jeans. A blouse with buttons and a sweater. Do you have that or should I repeat it?"
"Umm, please repeat it Madam."
She repeated the instructions for dress to her. All the while, when she was writing down the list of clothes, her stomach was knotting up. This was not going to be a normal night at home.
"Do you have clothes such as that?"
"Yes. Yes, I do. May I ask β¦."
"No you may not. Be ready when I arrive. You will not need a coat."
The dial tone buzzed in her ear and she hung up the receiver. Her hand was shaking. Her stomach felt like it had a lump in it. She forgot what she was doing and when she realized that she was just sitting and staring into space it took her a while to determine what she had been doing. Some of her coworkers looked at her curiously because it was as if she had left mentally and her body remained. That is what had happened. Her mind was off, racing into the room and seeing herself standing naked and blindfolded. The next image was of her kneeling in front of an entire group of people, lifting her bare ass in the air for them. Then, she was bent over a bar, with her dress pulled up and she had no panties on. Now she was obscenely bent over the bar with a dildo protruding from her anus. The next vision of her was naked with a man screwing her from behind and a group of people watching that also. She gasped and leapt up and ran to the ladies bathroom. When she got there and dashed through the door she leaned on the counter. When she looked in the mirror, all she could see was her pale face and eyes glimmering with tears. Even if she had thought that she wanted more, when more was presented to her, she turned into a bundle of nerves. Even though she had been anonymous, two people knew. Two people knew that she had been humiliated. Two people knew that she would debase herself, for sure for her friend's pleasure, perhaps for hers also. Thinking that tonight was going to be another excursion into the depths, she was already feeling the dread of what might happen to her. A voice came from outside the door.
"Are you all right?"
"Y-y-yes."
"Are you sure? You looked so pale I thought I had better come and check on you."
"I-I am OK, all right. I will just be a few more minutes. I just got a little dizzy, that's all."
"Well, if you are not back at your desk in few minutes, I will be back."
"Thank you for worrying about me. I am fine."
She heard the footsteps going away and leaned on the counter again. Then she lifted her face and looked at the pale vision in the mirror. She turned on the water and doused her face, then dried it. She had a little more color, but not much. It amazed her that her friend's voice and her orders could have such an effect on her. It should not have come as a surprise, since her friend was so closely connected with shame and humiliation. Looking at herself in the mirror again, she was not sure that she wanted more. Now that the reality was staring her in the face, she was unsure that she wanted it.
With a sigh she left the bathroom and carefully walked back to her desk. As she arrived, people came to her station. They were asking her if she was OK and looking at her with concern. Finally her boss came out and looked at her also. The questions repeated themselves and she answered that she was all right. This time though, her boss smiled at her and told her to go home. She looked so pale to everyone. She was glad they did not understand why. She got her coat and saying goodbye, she left for the bus stop. As she walked she felt people looking at her and her mind knew that they knew about her. They knew that she allowed herself to be stripped naked and have things done to her. Oh god, oh god. Everyone knew, everyone knew that she allowed herself to be humiliated. Each face was aware of her shame. She pulled her coat tighter around herself and walked faster. When she got on the bus the driver and the other riders knew her too. She had to sit down quickly because she was getting dizzy again. She closed her eyes and sat. Sat until her stop and she could hurry down the street to her building. She walked as fast as she could to get away from the eyes in her mind, but getting into her apartment was no better. Now, alone and knowing she was coming, she had hours to think about the evening. And that was not good. Not good because her mind would not let her relax.
She sat for a few minutes in her living room and closed her eyes. Then with a sigh, she got up and walked to her bedroom. She took out the note she had made from the instructions for her clothes and went to her dresser. She found a suitable bra and a pair of panties. Setting them on her bed, she went to her closet. There she sorted through her pants and blouses, taking out ones that she thought would be acceptable and set them on the bed also. Finally she found her favorite sweater and after placing it on the bed with all her other clothes she undressed. Nude, she walked to her bathroom and started the shower. She stood under the hot water and soaped herself, cleaning her skin, removing her make up so she could re-do herself. She wanted to start fresh for the evening. When she got out of the shower and dried herself, she wrapped a towel around her body and looked in the mirror. She had finally gotten some color back in her face. As she was looking through her make up, trying to decide what to put on, her buzzer for the front door went off. With a frown, she walked to the intercom and pressed the button.
"Yes?"
"Buzz me in."
Oh god, oh my god, it's her, she thought. She pressed the button to open the door to the building and then quickly ran to see her clock. It was only 6:30. She stood wondering if she had not understood the time and while she was wracking her brain, there was a knock at her door. She walked to it and looked through the peephole. It was she. Nervously she opened the door and stepped back to let her in. She walked past her imperiously and stalked into the living room. The girl followed her.
"I'm sorry that I am not ready."
"Did I tell you that you could speak?"
"Umm, no. Sorry Madam."
The look she received made her quiver inside. Her face fell so that she was looking at the floor.